Thanks /pol/ for convincing me not to do it. I finally snapped out of it.

Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition.

I feel guilty for wasting the gender clinics time. But I’m glad I didn’t do any irreversible damage to myself.

Not sure how I’m going to move on from this. But thanks for the advice and the reality check. You done a good thing.

>>511104190 (OP)
Kys pussy

>I feel guilty for wasting the gender clinics time.
faggot

>>511104190 (OP)
They were CIA groomers, welcome to the real world. Its a dark crazy shithole, but its real.

>>511104190 (OP)
You shouldn't let a couple hundred retards convince you how to live your life. I don't agree with life altering irreversible surgeries, but you shouldn't be ashamed of how you want to live as long as you're not harming someone else's quality of life or your own.

>>511104190 (OP)
>Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition.
Nice """friends"""
Glad to hear you are doing better m8

>>511104190 (OP)
Ignore all the Jewish faggots in this thread op, you did the right thing.

>>511104190 (OP)
We were wrong. You should go ahead and do it after all. We support you, but don't forget to go all the way! That means ALL the way! A strong woman needs a vagina. We support you in your endeavor, now go girl!

>>511104293
They basically set up an account for me and had a gender transition plan I had to follow. Which includes the hormones, voice training and potential surgery.

I basically called and told them to never bother me again.

>>511104190 (OP)
No worries anon. Remember: there is no scientific research saying transitioning improves gender dysphoria at all. You made the right call and I am happy for your genitals. Hopefully you havent fucked your endocrine system, but I'm glad you made it.

>>511104190 (OP)
Glad you are in a better head space.

>>511104190 (OP)
>Thanks /pol/ for convincing me not to do it. I finally snapped out of it.
Good on you, anon!
>Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition.
They weren't really your friends if that's all it took.
>I feel guilty for wasting the gender clinics time.
Don't. Every minute and dollar they spent on you was one less that they could spend fucking up someone else's life forever.
>I’m glad I didn’t do any irreversible damage to myself.
>Not sure how I’m going to move on from this. But thanks for the advice and the reality check. You done a good thing.
Welcome back

ur still gey

>>511104190 (OP)
you should transition and become a based antisemitic tranny wife for a lonely incel

>the gender clinic
Lol
Lmao

>>511104639
The only thing I done was go on a strict Vegen diet and exercise to maintain a slim figure. I need to gain a lot of weight. I’m 177cm tall and 53kgs.

Haven’t taken any medication for this. I was on a transition plan.

>>511104792
There’s one in Melbourne. Google it.

Ive yet to read the Unabombers manifest but I know he mentioned almost falling for the trans psyop as well. Its weird because dude had many of the traits that actual trannies had
>high iq
>tism
>social isolation
>rejected by females
When you have these 4 traits thrown into the mix you cant get a gf so you become the gf. Ted avoided this fate somehow...

Can someone explain to me why the gender clinic felt like a cult? The doctors I dealt with were very strange and were trying to be so convincing. That’s honestly one of the reasons that put me off. It was like I was being played.

>>511104190 (OP)
take one day at the time, eat healthy, try to stay away from porn for a while and not worry about any gender things, to see how you feel.

>Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition.
Can't they accept you for who you are (non trans)? kek, the hypocrisy

>>511104816
Good job anon. Like I said, I'm some faggot leaf, but I'm proud of you. You made a difficult choice with overwhelming manipulation, and managed to pick correctly without fucking up your life. Every time you look in the mirror, be proud of what you see. And if you're feeling down, remember I believe in you, and even if you dont believe in yourself, believe in the version of me that believes in you.

>>511104843
I'm laughing at its existence, you kangatroon. Google it.

>>511104897
I would probably throw porn addiction in the mix, its a hell of a drug

>>511104901
It's not science. They wanted your money. Science is rigorous testing of hypothesis and evaluating it based on benchmarks that escalate in risk and severity the more resistent you are to the earlier forms of treatment. Cosmetic surgery is mutilating yourself forever on a whim because of feelings. Transitioning is just an elaborate body mod; no different than a tattoo or spacers, but with half the responsibility from the modder and twice the regret.

>>511104901
Besides this, what were the biggest reasons you changed your mind?

>>511104190 (OP)
congratulations anon
you did what many fail to do
you deserve to be happy whatever you look like
no need to transform into something that will lead you to killing yourself
you're probably also on meds , so i would advice you to start looking for alternatives on how to try to get your body in a normal capacity
again, congratulations and if you believe in God then may you be forever blessed in his holy light

>>511104190 (OP)
im still shaving my body on coke binges and sucking dick in fishnets at least once a week. but i dont think im a girl just a mentally ill faggot

>>511104190 (OP)
Reality matters, Anon. You made the right decision

>>511105284
Browsing /pol/ changed my mind. Especially seeing tranny gore threads with surgeries gone wrong…

You guys produced the facts and statistics right infront of me. Through vigorous research I realised that I’ve been lied to by fucking friends.

It’s like they wanted me to Troon out just so they can prove a point or something. Their reactions to my recent decision also revealed their true colours. Fuck those cunts

>>511105440
Nothing wrong with that. You do you, none of my business. You're still a faggot, but at least you're who you were meant to be.

Even if it were real, it is a mystery of the century that Dr. Shekelberg was able to convince so many people that cutting off the penis would magically solve their inner problems.

>>511105521
Browsing /pol/ just teaches you a negative worldview about everything, because people here are bitter and hate anyone who is happy

Regardless of what decision you make in life you should do your own research instead of blindly listening to trannies OR /pol/ chuds

>>511105687
ok pedophile

>>511105521
idk those retards brainwashed you (pol that is

>>511105738
nice projection

>>511105853
ok pedophile

>>511105687
I'm not negative or bitter? I'm quite happy, actually. This is my home. Has been, always will be. But yes, everyone should do REAL research before doing something extreme.

>>511105743
Meh, some are retarded, some arent. Either way the lad kept his cock and I'm happy for him.

>>511104588
>>511104901
So they never gave you a say in the matter? How did you end up there in the first place? Did someone talk you into going there?

>>511104190 (OP)
Good for you. All the best.

>>511104190 (OP)
Glad to hear. You will never be a woman. You never would have anyway. But in a good way.

>>511105938
My friends told me to go

>>511106113
ok i'km calling it bait now. I'm a troon and ur delusional

>>511106215
how is that unbelievable? it is know troonies groom their victims just so they can suffer together in misery

>>511105687
>Browsing /pol/ just teaches you a negative worldview about everything, because people here are bitter and hate anyone who is happy
low iq take, i'm happier since pol

>>511104190 (OP)
>Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition.
Nothing unfortunate about that, given they clearly were never your friends in the first place; only trend motivated hangers-on pretending to be so.

>>511106113
Screw your friends. They're brainwashed retards, like this guy. >>511106215 I assure you, you can and will find better friends.
Was there anything else suspicious happening in there?

>>511105905
>I'm not negative or bitter? I'm quite happy, actually
Wasn't talking about you, was talking about this board in general. Depressed cynical people sometimes have deeper insights free of sugar coating, which makes this board interesting to browse, but there's still a strong cognitive bias in favour of seeing people and things negatively

>>511106113
I'm somewhat worried that such a life changing decision hinges upon the opinions of a group of trannies trying to make you transition, and a board of angry incels who are trying to portray trannies as demons from hell. None of that has anything to do with you yourself, being self-aware, or being scientifically well-informed.

Hard to find truly unbiased people these days though, everything is political and people view uncertainty as a lack of confidence, while throwing around 60 IQ one liners looks like a based takedown and better argument

>>511106503
ok pedophile

>>511104190 (OP)
happy for you OP
>I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition
they weren't ever your friends to begin with. every tranny has to eventually come to the realization that all of the validation they receive from the discord gooncave is fake. they don't care about who you want to be they only care if you'll help get their dicks hard or not. online relationships like that are purely transactional

>>511104693
lol.
Seriously though OP needs to develop some practical skills so he doesn't fall back into the worthless faggot -> tranny pipeline

>>511104588
>basically set up an account for me and had a
gender transition plan I had to follow
Nice digits.
>>511104901
I read somewhere there's some 250K USD profits to be made per patient that troons out. Big money biz. Imagine the seething someone made over losing those commissions.

>>511104897
>>511105087
It's the spark, the primordial male force that brings you from the bottom of the deepest abyss, even the abyss of being born in a idio-gynocracy, chained from birth into emasculation and with no way out but becoming a woman.
Once you achieve clarity, you stop caring and seek truth.
>I know because I'm also a wielder of this spark
>though I chose it instead of it being imparted onto me

>>511104190 (OP)
Good for you. It's definitely a meme.

>>511106988
one groomer discord can turn over potentially millions a year in pharma profits. there's definitely something shady about tranny circles, like "glowniggers trafficking drugs from south america" levels of shady

>>511104190 (OP)
troons are victims of the jew. the jew psyops people into trooning out

>>511104190 (OP)

Cut your dick cannot convert you to be a girl like ranma half. Anon... don't cut it.

>>511104190 (OP)
I used to ERP as Frieren in an MMO, one randome guy walking up to me and talking to me in game like I was just another guy snapped me out of it. Had zero plans on trooning out, but still.

>>511107154
I am absolutely convinced that there is some significant money behind the trannies advertising their faggot 18+ LGTBBQ nightclubs 24-7 in FFXIV. Massive grooming operation in a 'T' rated game.

>>511107154
Dystopian chronically online era grass roots marketing that subverts and weakens the population - you just might be onto something.

>>511104190 (OP)
Even if you have a fucked up brain and are gender dysphoric, it is never worth it.
The tech just does not exist yet, and probably ficing your brain will end up being easier in the long run.
Hell, going the femboy route (whether you are a faggot or not) with feminization facial surgery makes way more fucking sense. I don't understand how chopping off your dick is considered the sane alternative when it comes to fixinf an identity disorder compared to modifying YOUR FUCKING FACE. Fucking insanity.

>>511104901
They are gonna call u back and groom you mein negro, change your name and move to Switzerland ASAP

>>511104190 (OP)
OP, >>511107542 Ignore this guy. He's trying to reel you back into big pharma's clutches. Becoming a plastic surgery addict is just as expensive and retarded as transitioning.
If you really want to look good, simply eat healthy, practice good hygiene, and lift. Everyone should be lifting, even (and perhaps especially) guys who want to look pretty. Helps a lot with mental and physical health all around.

>>511104190 (OP)
Shut up faggot glad to have you back bro

>>511108682
I am not trying to do that though.
My point is that it makes no sense to try chopping dicks and messing with your hormones before trying to modify the part of your body most closely associated to your identity. And that is just in the real of physical modification, since that was the topic at hand.
The sane option is leading a healthy lifestyle and sane therapy (not woke nonsense or psychoterapy bs).

>>511104190 (OP)
> lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition
You realize that they were never your friends in the first place? That they were nothing but emotional vampires and groomers?

>>511104190 (OP)
> Not sure how I’m going to move on from this

I’m worried because my parents and my brother don’t want anything to do with me anymore. I’m originally from another country and they’re back home. But I hope I can go back and rekindle that relationship with my family again.

I’m not saying where I’m from. I’ll get a lot of hate from everyone. Or you’ll all assume this is a bait thread.

>>511104190 (OP)
>feel guilty for wasting the gender clinics time
wasting ((((their)))) time is actually a good thing

>>511104588
>I basically called and told them to never bother me again.
Damn. So you can't waste anymore of their time? If you'd stalled them enough, you might've saved some other dumb kid from getting his dick chopped off.

>>511105687
>Browsing /pol/ just teaches you a negative worldview about everything
Good.

>>511104190 (OP)
>I feel guilty for wasting the gender clinics time
This is like feeling guilty for wasting an Indian scammer's time when you realize your "investment" will NOT be doubled in 30 days, lmao.

Keep being a sensitive guy though. Just try to keep a balance of strength with it. You can't feel bad for parasites. My grandmother refuses to swat juvenile houseflies and calls them "babies" and it drives me crazy. Don't be irrational like a woman.

>>511109881
It'll be fine, they just want to make sure you aren't brainwashed with other crazy ideas. You gotta draw a hard line with these degenerates. And for the few degenerate things you do like, keep them to yourself and don't bother your family with them unless it becomes a problem you need moral support getting rid of.

>>511104190 (OP)
Join a sport or social gathering. You need it op.

Also for the record, I was lured into a lot of stupid degenerate progressive bullshit when I was younger too. Don't feel so bad. I was almost convinced I was "bisexual" because passing trannies on the internet gave me a boner. But they're no more "real" than a drawing. Don't let these poisonous fools make you think there's something wrong with you for having a libido.

>>511104190 (OP)
>Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition.
they were never your friends

>>511107154
>>511106988
who really pays that out though, theres no real profit in dicking someone else dick off, unless your only goal is degenerate society and youre filthy rich from something else, its all donation and if its government funded it should be cut

>>511104190 (OP)
>I feel guilty for wasting the gender clinics time.
you should feel good about it, they`re predators
disarming you with a smile then sticking the knife in to cut off your dick and make money doing it. that is some sick shit

>>511110995
It is government funded. I think bottom surgery costs a bit. I know HRT is free. Thailand is the place to go for cheap surgery.

>>511110315
>>511110573
Stop trying to convince him to go back you dipshits. If you want to spend your time on saving people from getting sucked into the trans pipeline, there's way more effective methods. Just spreading the word about how fucked up the whole operation is does a lot.

>>511104901
it felt like a cult because its a cult. it was like you were being played because you were being played. but you listened to your instincts and reason and noped out of there so thats good

>>511104190 (OP)
So fucking based.

>>511104816
Perfect time to start SS+GOMAD. You'll have a big booty and thicc thighs but as a big strong man.

>>511109881
call them right now and tell them everything. go home.

>>511104190 (OP)
> I’m glad I didn’t do any irreversible damage to myself.
Use your experience and help others to reconsider their unrealistic expectations.

>>511104190 (OP)
>Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition
You call that "friends"?
Sounds more like predators to me

>>511111111

>>511104190 (OP)
The thoughts aren't likely to ever go away completely, but it is very good that you recognized you shouldn't destroy your body over this.

>>511111410
yep obviously they were grooming him

>>511104901
Private or public?
If private, you're a customer being sold a service
If public, the doc was just an indoctrinated weirdo
This world is full of predators. Guard yourself and your mind

>>511104190 (OP)
>I feel guilty for wasting the gender clinics time.

You should feel pride instead for wasting the time of a filthy kike

>>511104190 (OP)
Glad to hear you snapped out of it.

>>511106503
You should stop browsing Twitter. Look at what it is doing to your mind
>bro don't cut your penis off... that's not healthy
>You're just a political chud!
Seriously man

>>511109881
I am assuming you're indian then

They don't know how to deal with their son/brother irreversibly mutilating himself. They're just afraid. If you explain to them the situation you were in and that you're ok now then it might go well. Obviously, in these countries no one likes homos either and being a tranny is seen as gay so there might be a bit of shame there too, idk

Are you gay?

>>511104190 (OP)
>Unfortunately I lost my old friends the instant I told them I don’t want to transition.
Your "friends" were a groomer cult and they won't stop after leaving you. They're just concentrating their efforts on other victims.

You know who they are. Eliminate them before they damage more people.

>>511104190 (OP)
Ignore the Pajeet first post who likely thinks about killing itself daily. You did a good job recognizing the trans cult you were in and you should be proud if the effort you put to get out.

>>511104190 (OP)
what anime does to a mf sheesh

>>511107452
>if only you know how bad things are
the jews are doing it via the US intelligence and non-profit communities...

>>511111622
just don't ask who (((they))) are