Thread 511143019

Thinking about killing myself today for real.

>>511143019 (OP)

why?

>>511143019 (OP)
Stream it.

>>511143019 (OP)
hurry up already

>>511143105
I'm poor and ugly.

Come here
See this? Its your boomer membership card. Now we both have one

>>511143105
What would you do if you looked like him in this pic but several years older and more insane than ever?

>>511143303
How does that even happen in Germany? I thought everybody in Germany is a 6ft blue-eyed gigachad with a trad wife and 7 Aryan children and lives in a villa in Bavaria's mountains.
Are you a roach or a diaspora hohol?

>>511143303
Don’t do it bro it can always get better please seek help I know this is generic and cliche and shit but seriously man don’t end your life please there’s always another way. I won’t pretend I know what you’re going through but bro you don’t have to do it.

>>511143303
You forget to mention that you hurt everyone who cares about you, including this whole board, Eddie.
Remember when you used to be cool and everyone looked up to you? What happened to my friend and mentor, Eddie?

>>511143019 (OP)
Don’t do it Hans,
The world needs you.

>>511143019 (OP)
Improve yourself

>>511143019 (OP)
Right now where things are starting to get interesting? Boy, you're missing out bigly.

>>511143019 (OP)
Me too, I’m over 40
Tbh I want a young and pretty gf
I don’t care about anything else any more
I just want it to end, really

>>511143303
at least be useful and take out some turkroaches before you off yourself. that alone would honestly make you a hero amongst your people

>>511143303
Kek, Probably 99% of pol is poor n ugly, not me of course, and guess what, This place keeps growing. Dont kys, stat here with us

>>511143690
You sound like a child.

Think I'm gonna kill myself
'Cause a little suicide
Stick around for a couple of days
What a scandal if I died

>>511143019 (OP)
assalamualaikum

>everything going better I could have hoped for
>still want to an hero
>only dont because of damage to family
so tiresome. Even if things get better, it doesn't get any better.

>>511143019 (OP)
>>511143303
Are you ethnically German or one of those NuGermans?
If the former, don't do it.
If it's the latter, do a flip faggot.

>>511144059
>having time to shitpost all day

noone is poor here

>>511143019 (OP)
>>511143303
Please get the Boogaloo going.

>>511144247
Shitposting can bê done while youre working, Its not that hard, best way tô do It, is when youre taking a shit.

>>511143303
a mans goybucks are not a measure of his worth.

>>511143693
Seeking help is a meme and bullshit
I’ve had 100 hours of psychotherapy and tried all the dick shrinking drugs
It’s all garbage

>>511144425
Say hello and goodbye down the loo to your newborn saar for me.
Mazel tov!

>>511143320

That's just weird man. And I don't mean the fact that OP is trans and depressed. Why keep tabs on some random anon. You're better off tracking glowniggers. Put those smarts of yours to use. Become an hero.

>>511143019 (OP)

If that's you in Romania bros post I think you're pretty cute and I'm not just saying that to keep up delusions or whatever. Genuinely think you're an attractive person in that pic. Just bear in mind there's no coming back from suicide. I also wouldn't post about feelings of low self worth on /pol/ of all places. You got a lot of shitty people here sprinkled in with a few half decent effort posting tards

>>511143964
The world does not need whiny depressed losers. It is statistically a better place without him. Don't argue with facts. The more of these losers off themselves, the less they drag the rest of us down with their bullshit.

>>511144247

I keep everything in cash these days. Barely use my bank account. Fuck this gay system.

Damn it I was close. I was shooting for the 666 and the 777 get. Fucking bastard beat me to it.

>>511144559
Im laying in the bed. As i Said im not poor and ugly

>>511143303
Ugly is no excuse! Unless you are a woman. Poor though...yea makes sense.

Don't do it anon. We love you. God loves you and has a purpose for you. It might be small, but you were meant to do something here on this earth. Keep going. You're going to die anyways some day. No point in checking out early. Here, this bible verse makes me feel better when I'm down. I hope it helps you out. Stay strong fren. https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Romans%208:38-39&version=NIV

>>511144666
>some random anon.
He used to be one of us. Even committing suicide is all about him and hurting people who still love him.
Fuck him! He never goes through with it anyway, just cuts himself at best. He's too narcissistic and cares too much about himself to commit an hero.
And if he does, we'll be spared his stench for years to come, so it will be about us, as a collective, not about him, in the end.

>>511144858
I could see your flag from the start. I thought you're at work taking a jeet and posting on /pol/.

>>511143019 (OP)
wow you are such a pussy also you won't do shit

>>511143303
Based. Have fun

>>511143019 (OP)
Don't do it, German fren. We will probably never meet, but I can say honestly that I care about you. Every day that you soldier on is a victory against ZOG. I hope that your country is freed from occupation, but in the meanwhile, appreciate the good and beautiful things in this world. God bless you. Ave Maria.

>>511143320
He does know he has a receding male hairline and male face that is uncanny?

>>511143019 (OP)
watch cat videos
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAORQoMvSdY

Do not kill yourself, my German friend. Islam will cure your depression.

Recite this, the Shahada, and you will be a Muslim.

Then you must begin keeping the obligatory daily prayers, Salat. Here is a guide to learning how to pray Salat.

https://salamcenter.org/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/Prayer-Guide.pdf

This will stabilize your mood, give you a reason to get out of bed and purpose to your daily life, and genuine inner peace.

There are Five Pillars to the Islamic faith. Here is a brief article that explains them and a link to a site for reading and listening to the Koran.

https://www.metmuseum.org/learn/educators/curriculum-resources/art-of-the-islamic-world/unit-one/the-five-pillars-of-islam

https://quran.com/en/al-fatihah

This is a formal invitation to Islam, Dawah, that I am making to you as a Muslim out of compassion.

I hope that Islam transforms your life and cures the sadness within you for good.

Barakallah, that means God bless.

>>511144038
>>511143019 (OP)
Why are the most beautiful people on the planet so miserable and low self-esteemed. Boggles the mind, basedfed cattle. Anyway, PLEASE don't yourselves without taking out an immigrationist EU official and streaming it.

>>511145177
>Taking a jeet
Kek.
Unfortunately or fortunately im unemployed living with my parents, again.

>>511143303
I love you frend

>>511145416
ew

>>511143303
at least you aren't brown. if you are brown, do a flip.

>>511143303
so are 80% of the planet, you are probably in the top 10%, you need to stop focusing on other people
It´s hard beeing poor ini germanic countries because almost no germanics are poor and the ones that are hide it so you always feel alone about it but brother I grew up poor as fuck, I managed to better my lot in life but i know how lonely and miserable it is to be poor in these parts fo the world

>>511143019 (OP)
Shalom
https://youtu.be/K6CL5J_4u1Y

>>511145326
He does it on purpose bro. He goes to conferences in tight outfits and speaks on stage so everyone can see he has a cock.
He got MK Ultra'd hard and there's nothing to laugh about.
For my part I still care about him because he's a brilliant mind battling made-up bullshit projected onto that mind by his genetic khazar schizophrenia.
I don't have siblings, but seeing a fren being overtaken by the demons he was supposed to fight must feel like watching one's brother die slow.

>>511143303
oh that and girls care way less about looks than we do anyways, that shit doesn´t matter if you are a guy

pls do if you are turkish

>>511143019 (OP)

If you have nothing to lose then you are free to do anything.

>>511145551
Take good care of your parents and make them happy while you still have them.

>>511143019 (OP)
How would you even do it in Germany? Piss off some muslims and get stabbed?

>>511143019 (OP)
the bad feels will pass

>>511145091
How do you know God's purpose isn't for him to off himself? Are YOU God? STFU and let nature take its course.

>>511145814
screw those narcissistic boomer assholes. They are the reason we are all in this mess.

>>511143019 (OP)
more air for me

>>511145939
It is a culture's prerogative to take care of, respect and to seek advice from their elders.

>>511145939
>dissolve (((our))) closest deepest relationships, goy

>>511143019 (OP)
everyone will think you were secretly trans

>>511143019 (OP)
Don't overthink it.

>>511145814
>make them happy while you still have them
Heh, Thats the only Thing keeping me away from a criminal life.

>>511143019 (OP)
Nah don't do it bro.
But if you do, be sure to take out someone in politics.

>>511143303
You fucking stay alive. You are my class brother. We stay alive until the time comes.

>>511146104
>secretly
He's been showing his dick in tight woman dresses on stages for hell, at least 10 years.
I think he's secretly NOT taking hormones and he just transformed being a troon into a privilege card because he was always a control freak who hated girls anyway.

>>511143320
I would do my best!

>>511143019 (OP)
No one cares, you wont be missed.
Do it, or not. Whatever.

>>511143019 (OP)
See you tomorrow

>>511143303
Never an excuse to kys. You have your entire life to work on whatever troubles you, there are people with debilitating diseases who still ardently fight for life. Giving up is not an option bro, pick yourself up and go out there to fuck the world in the ass. I was poor too, now i'm living a great life after pushing hard for an education and landing a job.
You always have options, if you kys your options are zero. And besides, why let the world win? If you kys they won! Dont let them win, they dont deserve it, fight them until your last natural breath.

>>511146070
not when they are stupid, abusive assholes who never saved a penny and screwed around.

>>511143019 (OP)
Me too, anon. It fucking sucks since the only thing stopping me is knowing my family will be really sad

>>511146178
>Thing keeping me away from a criminal life.
I think it's more of a matter of you lacking confidence that you'll never be caught. This lack of confidence shouldn't be regarded as something bad, you probably asserted your own abilities and realized crime is not for you because you'd get caught.
You don't want to hurt your parents by getting caught, obviously.
Think tobacco cigar export and whatever would be cool in Brazil as an import, you don't have to do illegal shit. If you're here, you're better than that anyway.

>>511143019 (OP)
NEVER kill yourself while there are child rapist billionaires to kill.

>>511143303
i'm poor and ugly too but I decided not to care anymore

>>511146455
They are what they are, but they are still yours. Mere victims of the societal surroundings. They couldn't and probably never know the danger of trusting jews.
It's like holding a grudge against your demented grandma because some jeets scammed her over the phone instead of hating the jeets and what produced such scumbags.

>>511146483
Find an enemy. Make your life goal to destroy them by bettering yourself. Having an enemy is a great motivation for life. My enemy is globohomo for example, with every breath I take living free from their gay society its a thorn in their retarded system. My very existence is to be a constant cancer to them and this is what drives me forward every day.

>>511143303
Don’t do it, bro.

>>511143019 (OP)
>>511143303
Burdenmaxx instead.
Your service is very important to accelerate the collapse of society.

>>511145416
a beautiful post anon. regardless of what we think of any religion, let us uplift each other and reach for the highest heights.

>>511143019 (OP)
At times like these you should ask yourself, what would Uncle Adolf do?

Oh...

>>511146422
Thats why you have to do it in such a way that it causes hassle for others.

>>511143303
I'm poor and hot and let me tell you, looks aren't the issue.

>>511146553
Dude, people here can easily make 10k per month selling Coke and weed. Policemen here are lazy and corrupt. Even If you get caught Its not the end of your life, police and the justice sustem are.easily bribed. In fact, going to prison, Its the start of your criminal life, jails here are universities, you enter as a dealer and get out as the Boss of the dealers, you enters as pickpocket and get out as bank robber

>>511143019 (OP)
Life is really rare in the universe.
>>511143303
Just pay for sex and rob her/him.

>>511147142
It's all in your approach. If you are discontent with what you have or you have something that prevents you from being fulfilled, it will show on your face.
Women perceive this and they tend to avoid you because most of them look for solutions to their own problems, not to share more problems with other people (unless it's some woman that wants to marry).
Just saying, keep an Euro coin in your pocket, never let it go and think of it as if it's 1 million. Try this simple trick and report back in.

>>511147246
Based Magyar

>>511143019 (OP)

you may very well be like me. i dont want to live anymore but coould never at least right now I cannot ever see myself ending it for real.

In other words, not suicidal but definitely dont want to be alive anymore. life didnt work out the way i had hoped... like.... at all.

>>511143019 (OP)
Have you tried not thinking about killing yourself today? Or you could work on your procrastinating and put it off until after you've died of natural causes.

>>511147401
Life almost never works out the way we plan. All yall need enemies, you dont believe what a motivation it is to devote your life to the destruction of something.

>>511147204
>you enter as a virgin and get out with a prolapsed anus.

>>511143019 (OP)
>become chronically ill in 2024
>suddenly want to live
This is some bullshit.

>>511143303
samsies

>>511147204
I'm not saying you didn't think this whole thing through. I'm just saying you realized you're not cut-out for this.
>jails are like universities
I know, I'm the Dean of doing interloper shit aka organized crime.
I already felt the material you're made of, and you're not cut-out for crime. I just appreciated the fact that you are aware of your own capabilities and didn't go for the wrong job. Not trying to instigate you to prove me wrong.

>>511145712

Damn did I get MK Ultra'd too? Can you guys leave me alone please btw? I can tell when y'all are tailing me when I leave my house. I used to do what some of you do you know. I'm not that interesting, despite all of my strong opinions. I'm not a threat if you fags haven't figured out by now. I just wanna play video games and sleep.

>>511143019 (OP)
You are the chosen one.

>>511147387
>not paying hookers and drug dealers with fake bills
NGMI

>>511143019 (OP)
Don't do that. People will get sad.

>>511143019 (OP)
https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/511142238
all day
every day
same peoples
same mods
same bots

>>511147353

Honestly excellent advice. Stop spamming my emails with your bullshit by the way. I respect the game but I'm no sucker. :)

>>511143019 (OP)
Now turn off your proxy, disgusting kike.

>>511143019 (OP)
Good. That means you're finally ready to live. When you no longer fear death and don't care what happens to you is when you can actually start to live life.
Instead of killing yourself how about just taking out a big bank loan. The biggest you can, credit cards too and then flee the country to somewhere in Asia or South America and bang teenagers all day instead and do coke until you die at 60? Which idea sounds better?

>>511143303

Join the club m8.

How does any of this have to do with /pol/ you fucktard. ANY OF THIS.

>>511143303
Being ugly is everyone else's problem just use a mirror less if it's that bad

Looksmaxx. Then be an online influencer youtuber or some shit. Make money it's easy. Your reasons are useless. Man only one shot at life. Live it to fullest don't throw it away. Not everyone gets chance at life.

>>511147498
Kek, only If you break the rules, like This one
>You can enter the shower Room with your Flip flops on, but you cant get out of the shower Room with your Flip flops on

>>511148032
the mods are behind that spam
look at that screenshot
>>511147833
it's the same filename from several flags that groomed cunt use 4chan.homo to hide his identity but is too dumb to change his filename and the hash
it's very probably one of the kid the mods groomed

>>511143303
Start a gofundme.

Only thing that stops me doing it this second is a desire to see others suffer.

>>511143019 (OP)
If you weren't such a attention seeking tranny then you would've already done the needful
Sage

>>511147641
It really is because It would make my parents really really Sad, i Mean They Didnt raise a "vagabundo". I tried once, and doing It made me feel really bad for myself, like o couldnt look in the mirror,

>>511143019 (OP)
>>511143303
don't do it op... i know life can be hard and all but dying isn't the answer.

do you have any friends or family to talk to?

>>511147735
>Damn did I get MK Ultra'd too?
Probably. Many who come here are susceptible to brainwash.
Do you feel like or do or think about stuff you'd normally never think about? Like being a straight male and at a point thinking traps are not gay...?
Do you tend to consume more or less audio-video content ever since you came here for the first time?
If you were previously a gamer, posting here reduced from your play time?
What's your opinion on children that cry loud without a reason?
Would you kick a spoiled brat in the head?
Even if the brat would be black?

There are many signs but it's hard to tell.
If you feel you're being tailed, you probably are. Be cool with it and don't do any crazy shit, they may be your handlers. Try to be friendly if you get approached. Don't do what they ask you to do, they're dumber than you are even if may have been brainwashed.
Never forget that your mind is your own and you must master it without allowing others to control it.
Sleep and play vidya because that's what you need and want. Take a break from this site and don't consume any movies or cartoons or anything.

>>511143019 (OP)
did the kraut do it or did he fail at yet another thing

>>511148411
>2pbti
Hes Probably dead

>>511148323
Told you you're not cut out for it and it's true, they didn't raise a vagabond, they raised a man of honor and respect.
Now find something honorable and respectable to do so your parents will live like they deserve to live.
If you don't like being a merchant and opening an import-export company, you can try farming or crafting. Find something you're good at and sells. You'll make it without having to degrade yourself.

>>511143019 (OP)
don't do it, but if you do, take as many people with you as you can

True

>>511145109

I will admit though that I had some transgender friends for a few years and they all had the same problems you're describing in OP. They tended to be highly neurotic, very intelligent intellectually speaking but just a total flaming train wreck of a person. Shouldn't rag on them though dude. Life's hard enough. I think you should probably just not feed into it. Sometimes you have to cut people loose whom you care about. That's what I ended up doing. I had to cut them out of my life because the mood swings and mental breakdowns were too much.

>>511143019 (OP)
die a hero

>>511147142
show feet

lets see how hot you really are

>>511143019 (OP)
Anon at least take a Turk or ten with you

>>511143303
Well that settles it...
Do a flip and shout WORLDSTAR!

That thread is a proof the 4chan moderation is complicit in criminal activities.
https://archive.4plebs.org/pol/thread/511142238
That thread was deleted an hour ago. It's the same thread made by the same group.
It's how they use wilful blindness to support, protect and help criminal behaviours.
They're going to delete 1 thread and proceed to not touch a single thread for several hours.
They will delete threads with low traction or after 2 - 3 hours. Then disappear again.
They refuse to ban the perpetrator. They refuse to take legal actions against 4chan.homo(the site used by OP and his group to do illegal activities on 4chan like promoting CSAM and encouraging killing white women).
The site exist since several years and the 4chan moderation systematically refuse to protect their user base.
They're guilty of Broken Promise and Wilful Blindness to criminal activities.

>>511148663
*an hero

>>511143303
>>511143019 (OP)
Are you White?

>>511148371

Thanks homie, you be safe out there too. I was a low level investigator for a few years so I'm privy to some of their tactics. The surveillance comes and goes in waves. I just ignore it but sometimes it really gets on my nerves. I just wanna be left alone. :(

You're going to jail RapeApe.

>>511148543
Im a chem engineer, i live in brazilian northeastern, Thats How bad It is. Thanks for Words Man, i really needed it.

>>511144676
You sound like a whiner

>>511148646
How many of those trannies you hanged out with did you love as an older brother and respected as a mentor?
Get the fuck out of here with your crap, we played along with his retarded game and it got worse not better.
Let him commit an hero, he killed my friend long time ago, now he's just defiling my friends body to spite me, like the devil he is.

I've seen this shit before, which is how I knew to get popcorn

>>511143019 (OP)
don't do it, the jews want you to do it.

>>511143690
My boss is German in chunky fucking shoes he's only my height and he's a fat miserable prick. I swear, if he tells me "you don't do anything" again I'm leaving there and then.

>>511143019 (OP)
kill some bankers or politicians while at it

>>511149101

It's the moderation having a mental breakdown and it's leaking over onto the board. It's kind of funny honestly but nothing good can come of it. RapeApe should probably shut it down man. Effort posting regulars and glowniggers and basically everyone tuned 110% into this place is here right now. I think I'm gonna go outside finally because this is getting to be a bit too much. Lol

>>511148901
>Nod pay isn't much and they treat me badly

>>511148901
You can try to produce some electricity in isolated areas and bank from state grants. Chemo-electric piles are a thing you know...
Ever heard of the Karpen Pile? Been producing electricity for over 50 years.