>>511297718 (OP)I did not sleepwalk, I lived through the nightmare brought about by demented fake christian satanic boomers and gen x using the concept of faith, the highest form of knowledge, as an excuse for capitalism and "taking the money", for invading and killing Christians in Iraq, for borrowing and spending money permanently and with more acceleration over time, and for generally domesticating and destroying their nation.
I volunteered out of high school and applied to every apprenticeship and wagey job in my area and in another state, especially the ones I thought I could do well. I kept studying in my free time, writing, playing music, hanging out with old friends when we all had time, making new friends. I did not go to college because it was fake and gay and basically designed to destroy whatever bit of soul you had left, to consume it in the corporate catholic schema of turkish prison accumulation-to-mammon's digestive system for make pagan ownership even more expensive.
Everyone I know who made good money, did well in college or even got a degree at all, had parents with money, thus the ability to take effective risk. And now everyone who isn't them gets to die, because they totally earned everything, meanwhile we paid their bills the last two decades, in an environment where it's guaranteed death with no hope of making it all work. The sword falls slow, sure, but it will divide you all the same.
Older generations had more stable communities and real opportunities, not these fake opportunities where you choose between enslaving your body or enslaving your mind to ZOG. I'll give my body a million times over by the way.
You are drunk on the blood of martyrs.