>>512289435 (OP)Trust me. People from islamic backgrounds aren't as "based" as you think. I'm half paki.
>Dad is from a rich Pakistani family. mom is a poor Bosnian but is tall, pretty and blue eyed >They met at a Sunni event and mum was forced to marry dad by her parents>They moved to the UK. Dad did steroids, he dealt drugs, beat my preggo mom then he got crippled >Mum left. She posed for nudie mags. She became a stripper and fucked loads of army chads>Spent most of my childhood alone in an apartment, playing vidya or being babysat by mom's friends>Got my first boner watching mom being aggressively fucked by her Danish marine bf. She had no shame. I'd fap watching her undress or showering. She just laughed. Her Danish bf would let me watch him fuck her. Made me wear a condom when I wanked. She was my only exposure to sex and source of wank material. The bf left her. She started fucking English soldiers, and a huge Scottish rugby player. I was allowed to watch but only from her closet. One time a guy caught me and freaked out. She got educated and became a neonatal nurse. As I aged I felt bad about being a short autistic brown guy with a tiny dick. I crossdressed. Autists like me enjoy soft clothes and grooming rituals. I wanted to be like my tall gothic mum. Mum took me clothes shopping and to nightclubs while I crossdressed. Luckily I never trooned out. Mum kept being a slut. She slowed down because an Irish zoomer impregnated her and left her with a baby boy. I know she groomed me. I have a sph kink, ntr kink, autogynephelia, femdom kink and I even like bwc but hate anal. I should hate mum but can't. She had a rough life. I'm her biggest disgrace and burden yet she gave me pleasure and love.
