>>512338954 (OP)
You will never be Pakistani. You will never have grooming gangs, you have no appeal to British women, you can't even have sex with your cousins. You are a smelly Hindu rat twisted by inbreeding and street shitting into a crude mockery of nature’s perfection.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your supporters are disgusted and ashamed of you, your “friends” laugh at your worship of Israel behind closed doors.
Actual Paki's are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of jihad and conquest have allowed Paki's to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. Even "Jeets" who “pass” look uncanny and unnatural to a Pakistani. Your bone structure is a dead giveaway. And even if you manage to get an H1B Visa, you will get no white pussy.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll wall to the nearest train tracks and accept the juggernaut. Some Republican Politicians will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. They’ll bury you with a headstone marked with your birth country, and every passerby for the rest of eternity will know a jeet is buried there. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is hilariously tiny for a grown man due to lack of protein.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.