“For I delivered unto you first of all that which I also received, how that Christ died for our sins according to the scriptures; And that he was buried, and that he rose again the third day according to the scriptures:” (1 Corinthians 15:3-4).
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Jesus Christ is God who came to earth from heaven in the flesh. He died as a sinless sacrifice for the sins of the whole world to save you from eternal hell, the punishment for sin. He was buried, then resurrected and is now in heaven. Put your faith in the blood atonement of Jesus Christ, which is sufficient to wash your soul from all sin eternally. Let go of the faith you have in your own effort. "And I give unto them eternal life; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand." (John 10:28) Only God can save you, but you have a choice. Your works (like trying to not sin, loving deeds, praying etc.) can NEVER justify you, nothing you do can make you righteous. You're corrupt and need to be saved. “Much more then, being now justified by his blood, we shall be saved from wrath through him.” (Romans 5:9) Only by trusting in Jesus Christ, in what HE did for you, your soul will be cleansed from sin and separated from your body, making you dead to sin no matter how miserable you are or what kind of sin you're involved in. Jesus Christ can purchase you with his blood right now. You're just receiving a gift, salvation is not a reward. God has given you time to repent from thinking you're good enough without Him. What do you choose?
“For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;” (Romans 3:23)
“For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8-9)
“Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.” (John 14:6)
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