>>512438892I'm talking to you right now, my guy.
And there's plenty of NEETs and such here.
There is no need to be so hard on yourself, it doesn't help. Focus on the positive things and the passions you may have. Things might not always work out, but focus on the things that do and even if you meet failure, sometimes you just need to keep trying to get success.
Anyway, I don't think being around all the negativity here is good for you. It warps your perception. My family is American and I feel fine there. /pol/ is an echochamber, I walk around in other countries full in yarmulke and tzitzits and haven't had issues. The radicals here will of course claim otherwise, but most countries are fine with Jews, people are just hopped up on the latest political happenings, things will calm down eventually.
I mainly get people telling me supportive things opposed to antisemitism. In the deep south, people were especially kind. You're wrong if you think the US or others will deny you entry because you're Jewish. Most countries have their own local problems to care about and only seem to care globally due to virtue signalling.
It's a tough time but I'm sure you will feel better after the war.
Do you have any friends on steam you could talk to? Or discord?
Certainly better than talking to the psy-oped bitter folk here.