>>512428219
You sound like a true American, out of touch with his past. I don't blame You, the powers that be did everything they could to turn You into servile golems.
You should see All Saint's Day here one day. You call it Halloween and dress up as bloodthirsty monsters or slutty versions of anything. Death is scary, avoid death, don't think about it, dead are monsters, be happy and consume product instead.
Here we go to the graveyards and light candles. Go in the evening or at night. Millions of candles. The big graveyards have candles as far as eye can see. The ground is warm from the flames even if it's below freezing sometimes, everything is basked in orange glow. You will very often meet your family, friends, talk, remember your dead, what they did and what they mean to you. Cementeries aren't scary or sad, they are warm, welcoming, with beautiful stones adorned with beautiful flowers.
I'm not a spiritual man. I don't go to church, I don't really care if God exists or not - I leave him alone and he leaves me alone for the most part. But the connection to the ones who were here before is important. They don't have to be your relatives, beacuse the lives of everyone who came before us shaped our current ones. Their deaths did too. For Your sake I hope one day people will remember You and what You did.