>>512508977I (don't) take abilify. the Lobotomy for "Schizophrenia" that magically makes your dipshit behavior and real world real life problems go away.
it doesn't work like that. you have to take some responsibility for your actions, and be afraid to go to prison your entire adult life. If you don't have that down, you're a faggot.
its not a magic pill. in fact, it took over 5 years for me to go into a crisis/episode. and I was still in full control of myself and my actions in spite of the voices and hallucinations. what did it was physical fatigue, getting psychologically and physically tired of this shit.
people don't understand it, so the best they can come up with is act like faggots. its a scam, and a lie and an excuse. you never admit to this shit, and its much more valuable to be corrected by bullying.
I'd take it more often than once a week, every 2 weeks if I saw clarity of mind in this medieval bullshit, but I'm not into chemically burning my brain to appease clown world. its not even a sacrifice to Satan.
I did BJJ for years off my meds, and I never had any interest, thought of choking the other guy for too long, or breaking a limb like the faggots I rolled with did. Some people are just worth less than others. subhuman niggers with violent homosexual tendencies that they are.