Thread 512549203

>be me
>spend childhood locked in my house because of stranger danger and did nothing but watch tv, stare at walls, and listen to my parents argue every fucking day over nothing
>spend teens locked at home because my cunt of a mother wouldn’t let me get a license and even if I did their wasn’t really much to go out and do one time a couple of time I was invited to parties or something and my mother refused because their might be drugs their and when I said the hosts parents would be there she just got angry and said I said now and that’s finale and threatened to set dad lose
>end up a isolated and unmotivated 20 year old who care about nothing that isn’t on the computer
>dad demands I get a job and doesn’t tell me how just says I need to get one
>get a job at a warehouse that I work for five years
>realize I should be able to move out by now and ask my dad and mom about it
>they accuse me of being lazy and spoilt for having the grand expectation of wanting to move out like an adult and they tell me how their lives sucked too so I should just accept a even worse life of poverty and live at home forever and then they blamed me because if I wanted it enough I’d, “make it work” apparently that is what they wanted for me and when I asked how am I supposed to date my mom laughed maliciously and said that boat sailed and had the nerve to blame as, “I wasn’t interested in girls or friends.”
>quit going to my job and NEET for the next three years to now currently
>mom not happy about it especially since I regularly steal from her wallet and dad I very not happy about demanding I still work, “even if it’s for nothing” and says my view is fucked up and said basically if I work hard I’ll maybe be able to afford a crack when I’m 40 and I tell him to to fuck off
>at the point where I pretty much hate being alive and if it wasn’t for my computer I’d probably killed myself years ago
Can someone explain to me what they expected would happen?

They're brain dead. They're repeating patterns of speech that reflect a (purposely) higher authority projected by their parents and grandparents who in turn were all psy-fucked to oblivion by the fascistic monsters of their day. You're freer than you think and all sickness and disease begins in the mind, which the misled generations of parents have allowed themselves pervertedly to believe belongs to them.

>wa wa wa

WHAT THE FUCK DID WHITE BITCH BOY MEAN BY THIS

MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODS!!!!!
MOOOOOOOOOODS!!!!!!!!!!!!
MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODS!!!!!!!!!

>>512549203 (OP)
it's ok, the next world is better, just do your best, it's enough

>>512549203 (OP)
>I’m 40 and I tell him to to fuck off
Based

>>512549203 (OP)
Cut the cord and move man. Your parents are retarded but you can still rebel like you should as a teen

>>512549203 (OP)
Even if you were given sound advice that would make you filthy rich and allow you to 'escape' your parents, you still wouldn't take it and would continue to shit out low-effort threads. Grow the fuck up.

>>512552475
Give me a 100000 dollars and I’ll prove you wrong. I don’t even want or ask for much just a simple studio apartment but even that is too much to ask for appearently.

>>512552861
>Give me a 100000 dollars and I’ll prove you wrong.
>I don’t even want or ask for much
No, just more wealth then 99.9% of the world
Lmao

Just get a gun and kill ourselves. It's over.
Stop shitting up the board.

>>512553030
A apartment isn’t much and I meant 10000 grand which is less than a year of rent.

>>512549203 (OP)
Reminder Gen X is the most lead poisoned generation in recent history. 80% of people hit 4 ng/dl which is enough for developmental disorders, and 25% had 4x that limit.

Our parents are literally lead poisoned retards for the rest of their lives, and should have zero say on how society is operated or structured.

>>512553619
And there is also Baby Boomers who played in trucks that sprayed DDT everywhere.

>be you
>blame everybody else for being a piece of shit loser who has no interest in being a better person

yeah, you suck

>>512549203 (OP)
I think they're low-key trying to get you to kill them. I don't know. I don't think you should but I think they think you should and they want you to

>>512549203 (OP)
your parents didn't force you to stay inside and not have friends, no matter how you cope about it now.

you want to change your life? it starts with not lying to yourself.

>>512549203 (OP)
Literally enlist in the navy as an IT drone or something that will teach you some skills.

Do 4 years, get out, go reserves, use housing benefit & military benefit to attend a great community college & skillmax. Coding, 3D printing, electronics, gunsmithing, drones, manufacturing tech, welding, machining, small business basics, accounting basics.

Go back to military as a reservist while you work in your field. Do 20 years as military, get pension, retire. Use aging & civilian job wear & tear to get some VA disability.

>>512556192
If you can't enlist, then use pell grants at community college to skillmax instead.

>>512556153
“NO DONT GO OUTSIDE AT 12 YEARS OLD YOULL BE BUTT FUCKED”
Literally quote by my mother. Yes she fucking did and used dad to keep me there. You can’t rebel as a child.

>>512556192
>go work for zog and how they bless you with gibs
Fuck off, my parents went on cross country trips to the beach and did all sorts of stupid shit but still ended up fine if I did one of the things they did I’d end up I the poor house jail or dead.

>>512556867
So what's your excuse for 13-18?

>>512557271
No license and same thing she’d freak the fuck out threaten to cal the cops and sick dad on me and kick me out and kill herself a couple of times. I don’t think you understand how much power a parent has over their childreb

>>512557653
>I don’t think you understand how much power a parent has over their childreb
Yeah, I do, I was a kid too. North America is not Pakistan.
So your parents were going to call the cops on you for going outside, and you never thought to question how this would work out for them?

You're just a weak lil' baby bird afraid to leave the nest and blaming your parents for it. Find a way to man up, this shit isn't helping you.

>>512558087
Kike

>>512553605
Grow up and get a job you loser faggot

>>512549203 (OP)
You need a fresh start OP. Not sure where you'd find it though, trade school maybe. Meet people your age

this society is shit, I get it. but you gotta get fed up and grab life by the balls eventually. if nothing else to say you did *something* before you died