>>512556649 (OP)
Bros, you don't know the half of it.
Pornosexual here. Have jerked off near exclusively to BBC and interracial for twenty years now. My entire adult life has been obliterated by this addiction. Relationships ruined (I would only have boring sex for the first few months and then go back 100% to porn), opportunities missed, and finally reduced to gooning after paying sugar babies for a few years to come over and jerk me off to BBC porn on a screen weekly.
When you can't stop gooning and throwing money at BBC whore hotwives on OF, you consider extreme measures. I think death will be the only release from this monstrous obsession.
But I'm too much of a coward. I know I will flame out in some shitty hospital with a morphine drip and African cock occupying my mind 100%. Right before the big black tsunami wave eats my soul forever into oblivion.
I don't want to be trans but this shit has given me a type of body dysphoria. I get angry and sick when I see my own pathetic white penis and flabby pink pig flesh.
If whites weren't fucking inferior, they wouldn't be turning the world over to Black and brown. It's not being "tricked" by evil jews, it's because deep down we know we're a weaker snow monke species. We lost the evolution game the second our ships sailed to Africa and stumbled across tribesmen with forearm-sized cocks.