>>512661330
Me too.
My confession: I have given up mentally. Had an amazing future ahead of me as a mechanical design engineer, but I resigned and moved out of faggot california, to tennessee. I now wageslave at a valvoline. My once-buzzing brain is almost completely dormant. Applying to engineering jobs is so overwhelming a task, in my head, that I can't even start, and even if I did, I don't have money to travel for interviews or move to another state for another job. Once I do get the job it'll probably suck anyway. Some bullshit test enginering position...
I destroyed my own career. I was on such a good path, and i may never find my way back. Lost my mojo. My friends are getting rich and I'm 30 and broke. The gun calls to me