>>512688735Well you've got some self awareness, faggot or otherwise. That's worth something.
>Homosexuality is just another pacifier.Degeneracy in general is a pacifier. I'm a bi autist, and had the opportunity to spend a few years acting like a fucking degenerate.
I got nothing done, I wasn't reflecting, I wasn't building anything or improving anything.
I was adjusting myself to have better success on my next distraction, which was effective. The behaviour was a nasty loop that was unable to be broken until I left cities behind.
Degeneracy will always be on tap in these times, and will be an inhibiting factor regardless of sexuality. Incels and gooning aren't too far removed from this issue at all.
>Topping, on the other hand, is about domination, an attempt to "beat" the father, who is frequently seen as hostile.This explains why 100% homo tops are the way they are. The connection never made sense to me.
Domination, yes, but not the hostility.
I think you're at least partially correct with serotonin in the gut. An interesting concept.
Good luck with sorting your headspace and connection issues, faggot. The insight was appreciated.