Thread 512690359

How do I completely stop drinking alcohol, /pol/? It's ruining my life...

>>512690359 (OP)
eat weed

>>512690359 (OP)
Just stop drinking, pretty simple.

>>512690400
SPBP

>>512690359 (OP)
Don’t drink? Lmao how weak are you??

how do I quit autism? it's ruined my life.

>>512690359 (OP)
>step 1
>you admit that you are a faggot
>step 2
>dont buy it
>step 3
>dont drink it

>>512690359 (OP)
What are you drinking?

>>512690359 (OP)
It's not an action, it's a process.

I won't lie, alcohol is hard to quit, like any addiction, but god is with you even in your darkest moments, so when you get a temptation to drink. Remember what god has planned for you and that his love and mercy will bring you more joy than a drink ever will, have a blessed day

>>512690359 (OP)
Take a blood test and when it shows your liver getting fucked you'll want to stop. Trust me, it's literally sobering.

>>512690400
Came here to say this, /thread

>>512690667
Lol you don't need magic to quit, I sure as hell didn't.

>>512690359 (OP)
Ive been trying for months OP its pretty much fucked everything in my life up

>>512690400
Honestly, this. If you know it's bad for you, then just stop. I'm tired of people getting into complicated dispositions over bad habits. The truth is that if you have a basic degree of will power, you can just stop doing it.

>>512690822
What are you drinking?

>>512690568
Anything I can get my hands on. Now I have a cumulative hangover from several days of binge drinking. Felt good at the time but now I feel like I'm on death's door. I am not a good drunk and it's ruining my relationships with people, and I fear it's only a matter of time before I do something especially retarded.

>>512690400
Easier said than done, I have alcoholic genes on both side of my family. No other drugs or substances really interest me, and I've tried a few. It's alcohol that my body seems to have an unnatural craving for.

Stop running away from your problems and face them.
Yes it's tough. You're alive, you're tougher than your fucking problems.
They will yield.

my brother has crippling alcoholism.
he never found a solution. still buys a 6-pack every night and whines that he's broke all the time despite having a high paying job.
>why doesn't he just buy beer in bulk? it's retarded to just buy a 6 pack every night
if he bought a 24-pack or a keg he'd drink it all.
>>512690747
sure you did.
you were afraid of death for some reason.
if God doesn't exist that means the universe wasn't created with intention and therefore nothing ultimately matters as there is no meaningful way to live, your fear would be unfounded and likely superseded by the pleasure and comfort of getting shitfaced.

You need to addict max. Until you hit rock bottom you won’t give it up.

>>512690895
I only drink tequila now. But my problem is going out to bars and getting black out drunk during the day and then getting home and passing out and my girlfriend comes home from work and yells at me and we fight

The key would have been for me to have never drank in the first place. Teetotalers have the right idea. All it can take is one drink for you to realize you like it too much, and then you're finished.

>>512690359 (OP)
You need to have a spiritual experience and start having faith in a higher power, which is basically the core message of Alcoholics Anonymous

>>512691024
How much tequila do you have in the house right now?

>>512691088
I dont keep alcohol at my apartment. My self control issue is when im out in Public or with friends or when I see my sisters if I go into town to hang out with them on a day off. But I try not to keep booze at my house

>>512690359 (OP)
Switch to heroin

>>512691203
Oh well thats really good then. It sounds like you have a gf problem not an alcohol problem. If you have a designated driver etc when you go to these bars then youre literally supposed to be getting blackout drunk.

OP my own experience was that i only stopped when i truly wanted to stop
not because a doctor said so
not because my friends were worried
not because my family were worried
not because my gf broke up with me

after a particularly heavy binge drinking session ending in hallucinations etc. what i realised was that actually, noone was coming to save me (family, friends, police, god, doctor) and noone could stop me from drinking myself to death. but I think what that also made me realise was the following two things

1) noone could stop me other than myself, but noone was causing me to drink, other than myself. i wasnt under duress or under anyones or anythings control, other than myself
2) fundamentally, i didnt actually want to die

once i had this realisation stopping was the easiest thing i've ever done - i realised that i was basically just doing the equivalent of repeatedly slamming my hand in a car door and then wondering why my fingers were always broken. sounds bizarre but it really is that simple. some behavioural therapy and other changes to your life e.g. diet, exercise, sleep schedule will help afterwards, but to stop drinking is actually that simple, and thats the bizarre thing about it

>>512690944
>Anything
What do you have at the house right now?

>>512690359 (OP)
https://youtu.be/8ttdQLrxCX0

I drink because of PTSD from being crossed by so many people. Sobriety makes me logically think i should kill everyone. Being drunk is the only way i can handle this shithole planet.

>>512690400
isn't there any other way?

>>512690359 (OP)
go to AA, get a sponsor, work the twelve steps and begin to help others.
simple, not easy, but simple.

>>512690359 (OP)
same brother. My plan is to talk to my doctor about it and document my daily drinking + the cost of it

>>512691359
it's true ultimately the decision comes down to yourself, but what made you want to stop though?
was it really just not actually wanting to die?
what makes you want to live?
the hope for more pleasant experiences with your friends and family?
some duty and obligation you have to others (being a father, etc?)

I very strongly insist AA is for recovering alcoholics etc. And I assume they'd agree. Do not use AA or any other psycho mumbo jumbo to cure alcoholism aka quit drinking. Actual alcoholism is a very serious biological medical issue that requires biological medical solutions. After 3 days sober you can go see whatever crystal ball reading gypsy you want to.

>>512690400
>Just stop drinking, pretty simple.
That's the point of an addiction: Nothing here is simple. If it was, alcohol or drug addiction wouldn't be a thing.
I know you are unable to understand this, and that's good for you.

>>512690359 (OP)
Get Rivotril or other Benzos to go through the withdrawal.

RECOVERY https://archived.moe/t/thread/1291895/

For anyone suffering - You need to dramatically cut down. If you keep drinking you are at extremely high risk of early Alzheimers/dementia. that should scare you enough to quit. alcohol contains an anti-nutrient called Thiaminase (Google it) which blocks your bodies ability to absorb Thiamine, which is extremely important for brain health. alcoholics also tend to not eat well enough already, which compounds the issue. there are a couple of different brain issues that can arise from continued abuse in this manner, they have different names but are basically versions of alzheimers/dementia. > https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wernicke%E2%80%93Korsakoff_syndrome
is an example. it can happen as early as your late 40s, so stop now while you're ahead. a good (real)scare is better than any "Yes man" kind words. save money you waste on alcohol, and save your life at the same time.
taper off using https://hams.cc/taper/
Also:
1. Buy a simple wall calendar
2. Pin calendar to wall
3. Record how many drinks you have that day.
4. Go a day without a drink, mark the day with a big red X in marker
You will accumulate days free of booze and will not want to break the streak of red Xs. Put this calendar right by your bed, somewhere obvious that you cannot miss when waking up or going to bed. Once you go a week, it will be so easy
Your body is probably lacking in electrolytes and vitamins so first days of your taper drink Pedialyte and supplement B vitamins.
You can do this anon.

Final point: you do NOT need to understand *why* you are drinking to stop drinking. That's a trap to keep you worried and drinking. Just stop.

>>512691004
>if God doesn't exist that means the universe wasn't created with intention
Philosophical nonsense. Ultimately things matter because of our life experiences, not because of sky grandpa.

>>512690359 (OP)
Magic mushrooms, OP. 2-4g dried, in a comfy location where you won't get bothered.

>>512690359 (OP)
You'll keep drinking until you die, literally. You'll have several moments in life where it gets more difficult to drink, say pancriustitus but you'll return to drinking after the pain gets tollerable, some even keep drinking to numb the pain and get back into drinking early using it as an excuse to "dull the pain" but ultimately it end with you getting blackout drunk and as you pass out asleep you'll stop breathing on your own and never wake up.
>t. alcoholic

>>512690359 (OP)
If you can afford it, buy a plane ticket and go somewhere for two weeks. A change of environment should help.

>>512690359 (OP)
faggot, listen to
>>512690400
^
Any method involving "slowly going less" is bullshit, because if you're used to 12 beers for a "good night" and "only" get 4, you'll get irritated
just stop going. Buy some other shit to keep you occupied (tea etc.), no it's not the same buzz, it's not supposed to be.
Make it a iron hard rule that the only time you drink is with other people, in person. If you find someone for this weekly or even daily you know who to cut out of your influence.
I still consider myself a heavy drinker, but I'm clean for 8 weeks because my gym routine to stop being a sad sack of fat shit is more important to me now.

Totalling my car and getting arrested worked for me

>>512691910
if you don't even have enough willpower to defeat your own body for one day, what does that say about the rest of your life and your place in the order of things

>>512690359 (OP)
I've heard baclofen helps with alcoholics

>>512692190
>I still consider myself a heavy drinker, but I'm clean for 8 weeks because my gym routine to stop being a sad sack of fat shit is more important to me now.
Why the hell would you go back to drinking after getting healthy.

>>512690359 (OP)
You don't you embrace the end frend

>>512692190
>the only time you drink is with other people, in person
thats the worst advice I have ever read.

>>512692097
its hart to get when you dont know any junky friends.

>>512691959
if your life experience tells you something matters, cool. but that doesn't make it actually meaningful.
it's just neurons firing in meat.
if meaning is just personal preference, is a heroin addict’s life as meaningful as a doctor’s? if not, why not?

without a higher framework, your "meaning" is indistinguishable from a coping mechanism.
you cling to purpose in a framework that doesn't actually allow for it.
you want things to actually matter but they can't without a sky grandpa.

why prioritize living longer over pleasure?
if given the option to
>A: live in a bubble for 200 years, perfectly safe and healthy
or
>B: live completely hedonistically for 20 years, unsafe and unhealthy but euphoric
would you really choose the former? for what purpose?
if A, then you're admitting life has value beyond pleasure, something an atheistic worldview can't account for
if B, you're admitting that meaning is just sensation.
either way you're stuck trying to justify choices in a system that says none of them matter.

>>512691796
choice between living and dying is the choice between waiting to see what experience holds for you in the future (and dying anyway at some stage) or finishing it early and never having another experience ever again
ultimately we all will lose everything we have in this world when we die some day. why bring that day on early? makes no sense from any perspective
also remember this - a side effect of being miserable for a long time is that you forget what it is like to feel any other way. you may think that your life will be nothing but misery but answer this - how do you actually know that? rather than having a magical ability to tell the future is it not instead more likely that your state of mind and your consumption of alcohol (which has a well documented side effect of making people miserable) is affecting your assessment?

>>512690359 (OP)
Just stop.

>>512690359 (OP)
If you aren't willing to do the 12 steps: start consistently working out and praying the rosary every day. When I actually stay on that lifestyle I don't have the time or desire to drink.

>>512692703
>you want things to actually matter but they can't without a sky grandpa.
You can say this with as many words as you want but it doesn't make it true. Words alone, no matter what they are, will never be proof of magic being real. You're just trying to justify your opinion.

>>512692567
Depends. I think its very excellent advice for myself. For starters thats only about twice a month but I also dont drive. Im literally an idiot if I dont get drunk at the bar. But even once a week is more than fine. Anyone who can do that I say do it. Because it won't last forever I promise. As an old dude going out every single week without fail sounds insane.

>>512692724
>ultimately we all will lose everything we have in this world when we die some day. why bring that day on early?
you're not making the argument you think you're making lol

>>512693003
yes i am
death is guaranteed, on what grounds do you kill yourself now?

>>512690838
>The truth is that if you have a basic degree of will power, you can just stop doing it.
Thats the entire point of addiction, the compulsion overrides the logic and they continue to do it despite the negatives. It's almost like its a genetic predisposition with millions of example cases covering vast spans of time.

>>512693059
no, you're not
if we lose anything anyway
the time frame doesn't mean shit
now is just as good as in 40 years
> on what grounds do you kill yourself now?
my life is good, for now
there no painless death
I have people who would be suffer if I acked myself

a fren of mine I went to visit on thursday, then wanted me to hang late and go to a local bar. I had just given him $50 I owed him. and because he lost his job.
why? he had been on a binge for 7 days straight and didn't turn up to his job.
and he wanted to take the $50 and spend it on booze. I declined but I'm thinking he went anyways.
I said to him "arent you hung over like hell" he was and he didn't care.
i dont get these people

drink more until you forget you have an issue

>>512690359 (OP)
>How
First you must want to quit, no halfassing it
Be completely honest with your self about everything, especially about why you drink
Be completely honest with those around you, you will have to eat a lot of shit, but there is no other way about it
The reason for honesty is simple
Lies are a crutch that acts like it`s helping, but it weighs you down
You spend a lot of energy on remembering the lies, what you said, to whom, when and all that drains energy which could have been used to help yourself
Don`t deny help from anyone or anything, but don`t depend on it either
Any programs that tells you that you need them in order to quit are garbage
You can go to places like AA for a meeting or talk with others, but you should NEVER be dependent on anyone or anything in order to quit something
That is only substituting one habit for another
And one final thing, accept that you will fail, because you will
You fucked up, so what ? Own it, be honest about why and let it go, don`t let that be the reason to continue drinking

Wish you the best
*drug free for 24 years

>>512693191
pic rel is only 32 years old

>>512690359 (OP)
eat a high starch low fat diet
your high fat diet reinforces your alcohol drinking.

>>512693191
>, the compulsion
I'm no psychologist but it's almost as if a compulsive personality type exists
I have a friend like that
he used to drink and party compulsively though it caused him innumerable problems in life, from failling college to getting in debt, evicted, etc.
he then got married and the woman whipped him off the drink and made him work and earn
so now his compulsion makes him spend money on stuff he doesn't need and he's still getting into money problems on account of that

>>512690359 (OP)
Just turn off your pc

>>512690359 (OP)
No, it's not ruining your life. You are just using it improperly by drinking in a depressing, hellhole environment - the USA.

Take the Asian pill, anon. GTFO and move over here. Your cloud will lift and soon you'll be out at night imbibing and socializing and loving life. Alcohol will be what it was intended for. A social lubricant that will enhance your life when used moderately. In the JewSA, it is just a pointless time waster.

>>512693211
you misread, i asked why would you kill yourself at all, not why DONT you kill yourself
>now is just as good as in 40 years
you would waste 40 years of existence, all the things you could do in that time - for what exactly?
you are saying that life is pointless unless you are immortal?

>>512693438
yep addictive personality is definitely a thing, you see it compounded in gamblers, drug users, food eaters, anything really can be substituted as a main focus point - when people try and quit one habit they tend to hard swap in another, "eg: quit drinking, now preaches nothing but jesus, etc" one crutch for another

>>512691359
>>512692724
exactly. you gotta lifemaxx.
>There is only one fundamental alternative in the universe: existence or nonexistenceand it pertains to a single class of entities: to living organisms. The existence of inanimate matter is unconditional, the existence of life is not: it depends on a specific course of action. Matter is indestructible, it changes its forms, but it cannot cease to exist. It is only a living organism that faces a constant alternative: the issue of life or death. Life is a process of self-sustaining and self-generated action. If an organism fails in that action, it dies; its chemical elements remain, but its life goes out of existence. It is only the concept of Life that makes the concept of Value possible. It is only to a living entity that things can be good or evil.
(inb4 Rand was a jew)
>>512692190
>Any method involving "slowly going less" is bullshit, because if you're used to 12 beers for a "good night" and "only" get 4, you'll get irritated
just stop going.
speak for yourself. I was doing 12 beers a night and tapered off to zero.
>Buy some other shit to keep you occupied (tea etc.), no it's not the same buzz, it's not supposed to be.
can confirm, I just started eating gourmet icecream to satisfy cravings. cutting off icecream is much easier because there is no physical dependency
>Make it a iron hard rule that the only time you drink is with other people, in person. If you find someone for this weekly or even daily you know who to cut out of your influence.
solid advice.
>>512692703
>if meaning is just personal preference
you will go far if you just personally prefer things that intuitively make sense to you. cultivate your aesthetics.
>"Why, Mr. Anderson? Why? Why do you persist?'" "Because I choose to.''

>>512690359 (OP)
"Quit Drinking Now" by Allen Carr. Or you have to get your liver blown out from a few days of binge drinking and experience liver failure in the hospital, and finally make the change. Chances are you can quit right now without it being risky, life threatening detox, which WILL come later if you don't get off the sauce. You have no idea how much harder it can get. But, if you love grain juice that much, keep drinking and pretending you can't do it. You will die if you keep it up, no question.

Seeing these threads makes me want to drink and im not really a drinker or a drunk.
I just want a nice 5 or 6 shots of tequilla right now with some sparkly water and limes or something.

>>512693578
>i asked why would you kill yourself at all
because it ultimately makes no sense
but because life is easy and for the reasons I gave, I'm not gonna ack myself as long as things go well
>all the things you could do in that time - for what exactly?
that's my point
for what exactly would I do 40 years of things if it all ends in nothingness anyway
>you are saying that life is pointless unless you are immortal?
it's the logical conclusion

>>512692703
>it’s just neurons firing in meat
>not like my SUPER MEANINGFUL SOVL that will spend eternity worshipping Jebus in heaven. That’s REAL meaning!

Christcucks have nihilism baked into their worldview and just can’t fathom that “neurons in meat” are what we are and that no matter what crude description you give it - life is compelling for those of us who are living and not daydreaming about gay Jewish otherworlds. Imagine telling Julius Caesar about the gospel kek

>>512693807
myself I can't think of anything more pointless and boring than immortality

GO TO AN AA MEETING U DUMB FUCK

MANY OTHER DUMB FUCKS THERE

YOU GET HELP FROM OTHER FUCK UPS

>>512690944
>How do I stay sober.... and don't give me any of that don't drink bullshit.

>>512692860
He’s a faggot. Don’t cast pearls before swine. These are the same people who think everyone they love who’s died is “in a better place” but are too pussy to go there themselves

>>512690359 (OP)
Try kratom, get high from it and go on a 200km journey trough woods or mountains.

>>512690359 (OP)
If you're not waking up in the cells at least once a week it's not even a problem yet.

>>512691004
6 packs every night of American piss beer is not alcoholism lmao.
And it shouldn't even be expensive for a high paying job lol
6 beers are just the warmup the memes are real you guys are lightweights

>>512690359 (OP)
You decide OP, do you quit once it's ruined your life entirely and you're too sick or broke to buy another drink.

Personally I never quit, I just make sure I never buy more than a 250ml of spirits or more than 3-4 beers at a time, that way I have a chance to sober up before driving to work or can enjoy it without having family, friends and co-workers whining about my drinking habits, and honestly they're more of the problem, the drink was making them tolerable tbdesu. But again, YOU decide OP you have the power to stop drinking, so stop buying this shit for a month, don't bring any money with you when you go outside until you have quit for at least a month.

10 months sober faggots, feeling great, zero temptations, I hate alcohol now.

>>512691910
I knew a work colleague who died age 40 of pancreatic cancer. older guy, rich and successful, sporty type and still pulled the ladies. but was quite the show-off. he used to in-fact enjoy drinking others under the table. there was no other reason for him to get drunk so hard so often. the guy died a swinging bachelor, owned 5 houses 3 motorcycles and 4 cars, etc
life sure is strange

>>512694083
You know what? That sounds like a fucking good idea actually too bad kratom is illegal in this shitty backwards country of subhumans.
Getting high on something and walking through the woods is god tier.

>>512690944
>I am not a good drunk and it's ruining my relationships with people
damn that sucks. I become charming when I'm tipsy.

>>512690359 (OP)
I just hit 20 days. Just keep reminding yourself how retarded it is. And it makes you fat and stupid and destroys your body and mental health

>>512694358
Kratom was recently made illegal here. Never tried it tho. I tried haschis once and as I recall it didn't do much. Been drinking alcohol last couple years tho.

>>512694422
>Kratom was recently made illegal here
Fucking governments I absolutely hate them. I hate those fuckers so much it's unreal and it's all the fault of the Jewish Century

>>512690359 (OP)
Let me add something, anon. Back in the decaying carcass of America, I know plenty of guys whose nightly routine is drinking and wat jing sports ball, either at home or in a bar. One drink follows another as a mindless habit. It's hard for them to imagine another life.

Picture yourself in Asia, out at night with a hot cutie. After a meal and a couple of cold ones, you will want to proceed to your residence for major porking action. Hanging around getting sloshed will not be an attractive option to you anymore. And trust me, you will not care about sportsball anymore and will pity the morons watching it at home.

You've got nothing to lose at this point in your life. Cut the cord.

>>512690359 (OP)
Dicipline and a reason. If you dont have a reason to to hold onto ots gar more difficult

>>512693614
these kinds of people also seem to have a very short future orientation or ability to plan
this guy I mentioned
literally can't think longer term than a month
sure, he will have money for his next set of bills due
but never a penny more
we both work freelance in the same industry, where one month we make big bank, but next month we might struggle
I always have money put away, he always goes from one money crisis to another
and we're old farts now
one would think a guy in his 40s would have learned
but noo

>>512693769
>liver blown
how fucking hard do you have to go for that to happen? Is it even possible with beer?

Alcohol is medication.

>>512690359 (OP)
Early to bed early to raise.

>>512692847
>12 steps
nothing makes me want to drink more than people crying about how they wrecked their life

>>512690359 (OP)
Go to Alcoholic's Anonymous

>>512690359 (OP)
I just stopped. Going on week 6 right now. It takes a day at a time, but it helps to have something to work towards. For me, it was my health, my relationship, and my future career. Also, it helps to remove it from the house as well.
If you're gonna get DTs then taper, but you have to commit to stop. If you're too weak for that try chemical dependency counseling I guess.
>t. 13 year heavy drinker

>>512694598
>Cut the cord.
I hope you have an outstanding business going because most SEA expats are just escaping from some other problem they dont want to deal with (as well as alcoholism)

>>512692860
>can't trick me with your high-falutin logic and rationality!
k
>>512693952
>Christians have nihilism baked into their worldview
absolutely retarded.
the Christian worldview is the outright explicit rejection of nihlism.
you can't believe in divine purpose and also believe nothing matters.
the choices we make in this life will have eternal consequences.
if caesar was given the gospel, given our track record with roman pagans, he'd likely have kneeled in worship to the one true God.

>>512691504
Weak as fuck.

>>512690359 (OP)
It’s something I thought I would never be able to do. I crawled in a bottle after my father died. Today I’m 153 days sober. You have to want to do it. I still have days where I want to say fuck it and have a drink. I don’t want to go back to that lifestyle. You have to want it Anon.

>>512691910
I quit that way and I can bet you I used to drink more than you

>>512694824
Don't youj mean late to bed early to rise? If I drink a lot I'll sleep 6 hours at most. If I don't I'll fuckig sleep for 12 hours if I'm undisturbed.

>>512694824
makes Jack a dull boy

People over here having trouble quitting drinking, I'm having trouble coping with how garbage alcohol is as a drug considering it's the only thing I have access to.
I'm genuinely baffled by how bad alcohol is, it has nothing good going for it. Genuinely could not remember the last time I enjoyed drinking if my life depended on it probably 10+ years ago

>>512690359 (OP)
gym helped me quit cold turkey. i was overweight, losing sensation in my toes and fingers, and was consumed by nightmares on the daily. i lost my appetite for booze when i was done with my first treadmill session and shat out about 2lt of unholy toxic waste 5 hrs later, feeling blissful as ever. it's like satan evacuated my body. never looked back. it's really just a choice you gotta make and stick to it.gl.

>>512693578
You’re arguing with an ESL retard from a shithole country, anon

>>512691504
You're weird. I would say keep drinking, so innocents don't have to face your psychotic wrath.

>>512695099
preach

>>512690359 (OP)
Probably a closet troon coping.
Having always a feeling that people like these are on some shrink pills. Without them even eating causes chip out.

>>512695106
whiter than you, Martinez

>>512695099
How long and how hard were you drinking? This sounds like made up "shit" to me.

https://hams.cc/taper/

Cold-turkey isn’t the best approach.

>>512690400
Kys dude

>>512690359 (OP)
Just put the glass down. Don't let the drink in your mouth.

Seriously when I consider trying alcohol again I decide to stay sober instead that's how shit alcohol is as a """"drug"""""
And if hating being sober was a competition I would probably win by a large margin even over literal alcoholics, that's how shit alcohol is as a fake drug.
I'm paying money to get fat and feel worse than before then comes the hangover.

>>512690359 (OP)
Strengthen the mind.
Don’t pop the cork.
Simple.

>>512690359 (OP)
one thing that was popular in Russia in soviet times is to ask a hypnotist to "code" you to hate alcohol.
it sounds goofy but it works

>>512691585
6 years. Trust me. It's a cult. Worst thing you could ever do for yourself is go to AA or NA.

>>512691015
Unironically the right answer. If you don't ruin your life, skirt the very brink, your faggot brain will never give up the hope of one more drink. Go hard. Crash your car into some kids at a school.

>>512695243
Based with rare flag.

COMBO

Wish you the best my montenegroian (or whatever the fuck it's called).

>>512691024
I hope your girlfriend gives up on you.

>>512692634
He will after rehab

>>512695510
>extremist comment to dissuade the truth-drink.

Nice try kike.

>>512694296
nice im about 2 months in myself

>>512694309

Funny enough, sometimes it's the ones who seem to have it all that end up being the most miserable.

>>512695000
>>512695125
You fear my psychotic wrath because you know you're guilty. It will be very fun taking you cunts back to the stone age.

https://youtu.be/56hqrlQxMMI

>>512695911
Not the same ID, fuck off faker.

>>512695911
stop sharing your gay ass music youre drunk

>>512694309
He lived so hard that his body never rested and recovered.

>>512696025
fear

>>512692567
That's excellent advice same with smoking and it's been like that for thousands of years. Of course real men enjoy a little 100$ scotch now and then but the quantity equivalent is 2 shots tops. It's a sipper. But you neet faggots wouldnt get it way over your heads.

>>512694640
adrenaline & cortisol from stress induced by living life on the line with 0 parachute or plan, many seem to self destruct intentionally or without care. you nailed it with the lack of future planning, they live day to day/don't think more than a month out, all that matters is the current fix of daily regulation