>>512797633Let me tell you something fren: you don't want one. You're in love with "the idea" of one, but the reality is significantly demoralizing. You don't understand that "love" as you're probably imagining it is so fucking rare as to be unobtainium....even the super duper wealthy and attractive can't often get it.
Finding someone that truly genuinely loves you is practically luck. You can do everything right in life and still not get it, but will get with some bitch for life you doesn't and have to work 2x as hard keeping up appearances for your children.
If I had to it all over again, I would've monked.