>>512829883 (OP)eh, you live in a world where logic rules the human condition, you are cogs in the machine ruled by the winners, the point of life is lost here, you can't understand the alternative because you have never experienced it, and you wont until you die and suddenly it all makes sense
focus on your soul and pay no mind to the rat race, it's meaningless in every form, your conquests in the physical world has no relation to the soul, it is a delusion we face with our body that decays more every day. why do you think the demons laugh at you when you wish for wealth or fame as if anything here means anything
The law of this world sustains the pernicious because this world is of the pernicious
To succeed here you must have a group, there is no finding power from yourself, no becoming the hero to defeat the tyrant, cold and logical numbers win out
To win is to kill without being killed, to harm without being harmed, in this world it is easy to harm and to be harmed
This is a world of assassins and burglars and the mildest of retards can see the truth with a little meditation, this is a terrible world with sickness and disease and pains beyond your understanding, it is a world of the jews and for the jews, and it is the jews who will be stuck here for eternity with their logical techno fantasies, living forever as their bodies rot and crumble, and they enjoy the "pleasures" of a depthless world
The best thing you can do is to focus on your soul, and be the kind of person you want to be, giving yourself to whatever god resonates with you and will not enslave you