>>512837982
>You just had it backwards.
you can't generate self esteem, so you get it by demeaning others.
you have no lasting human relationships.
if you have one, it's literally one, and it's a Barney Fief type person you bully and demean--again because you can't generate self esteem normally.
you're a cancer of a human being.
underneath your network of defense mechanism and endless ability to enflame and offend people, there is nothing.
there is no there there.
people CANNOT get to know you
there is no you
there is no 'real' you
just a hurt child incapable of grappling with the world after your incredible trauma.
whatever that trauma was anon, it's not your fault. but how you behave after it, is your fault.