I am tired.
I am a failure and have failed at everything in life, the only time I feel good is when I'm extremely tired and I'm about to fall asleep because I know I am going to be unconscious for the next 10-12 hours
I don't care about anything anymore, politics and whats going on in the world is the least of my issues.
Ironically, my entire life could be fixed if I never had I think about money ever again, and had generational wealth. My problems are entirely related to being poor.
I have tried to escape being poor hundreds of times, and it has only ever led to me becoming even poorer.
Being rich would give me the following
>shelter security
>food security
>women wanting to be with me due to the security
>never having to worry about being homeless or sexless
Literally money is all that matters as a man, without it, you're nothing.
>inb4 just work hard and get it
It doesn't work like that anymore, unless you have a huge IQ and are able to get into high paying jobs, you can't get anywhere these days, the bottom 80% of jobs are all work-2-survive situations.
Please God, just give me some luck for once, give me a few million dollars. I am taking so many risks, let these risks work out for me for once.... pleas
I don't care about anything anymore, politics and whats going on in the world is the least of my issues.
Ironically, my entire life could be fixed if I never had I think about money ever again, and had generational wealth. My problems are entirely related to being poor.
I have tried to escape being poor hundreds of times, and it has only ever led to me becoming even poorer.
Being rich would give me the following
>shelter security
>food security
>women wanting to be with me due to the security
>never having to worry about being homeless or sexless
Literally money is all that matters as a man, without it, you're nothing.
>inb4 just work hard and get it
It doesn't work like that anymore, unless you have a huge IQ and are able to get into high paying jobs, you can't get anywhere these days, the bottom 80% of jobs are all work-2-survive situations.
Please God, just give me some luck for once, give me a few million dollars. I am taking so many risks, let these risks work out for me for once.... pleas