>>512924909 (OP)
Yesterday was the closest I've ever been to killing myself. Wanted to move out of my current apartment because it's shit so we went to see another one. Giga shitty neighborhood, trash everywhere, awful smell. Vodka bottles in the garden, post boxes are smashed, no working lights anywhere.
4th floor no elevator under the roof so extra hot in the summer. The owners invested a microscopic amount of money into that place so it has new doors and door frames as well as a new large tile floor. Best part - the price, 4000 shekels not including taxes, so with water, electricity, cooking gas and property tax it's easily 5k a month. 5k is roughly $1465.
I make about 9k shekels a month.
I realized I will never be able to afford something better. Got really drunk when I got home.