Thread 512985278

I've lost all trust in the system. What now?

IHaveHadIt
Today our 23 y/o son woke us up,giggling hysterically, having flushed two action figures down the toilet. About 30 minutes later when he needed to poop (having removed all of his clothes to do so), he discovered the toilet was clogged (because of course it was). He became completely unglued, hitting my husband as he tried to fix the toilet, trying to break everything in sight, running around and just raging. All while completely naked. All 250 lbs, 6' of him. The only reason our son isn't beating the shit out of us and tearing the place apart is because he is sleeping.
He's broken our living room window twice. There are holes in most walls (and a few ceilings)--it looks like someone took a sledgehammer to the place. He is so much worse than he was as a child. Things have gotten progressively more and more out of control since he went into puberty and they've never got better. Our 100+ lbs Akita hides whenever my son gets upset. The cat disappears for hours. He's never hurt them--in fact, he adores them both--but he's so out of control that he becomes terrifying. He's hurt his father. He's hurt me. We've had to call the police
A few days ago I found a lump. I was diagnosed with cancer back in fall of 2015 and spent a full year dealing with treatment, surgeries, and infections. And yet, my first thought when I felt that lump was, "This is my ticket out." I actually felt...relief. The world is fucked up. Our country is fucked up (I live in the US). My family is fucked up. I feel like maybe a door has been opened. Maybe the state would stop fucking around and place my son if I were gone, because my husband can't just quit his job and care for him. Maybe they would stop making unhelpful, one-size-fits-all suggestions that my son's psychiatrist agrees are of no use. We have been doing this for over two decades, just my husband and I with zero family support and that includes when I had cancer. I will be 60 this year and I am so tired.

>>512985278 (OP)
you do nothing, others do something. Others win, you lose.

pay your (((taxes))) goy

Why did you lose trust in the Constitutional Republican two party System fellow Shabis?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2iDI-un8WGo

Was it something uncomfortable that you felt, was there a confusing aspect of it, and does your desire for control over your own destiny find an apex?

Is something coming up soon for you to grab hold of when it feels righter than rain? Answer as if you were speaking to one of the clandestine's super intelligences operated by someone who actually wants you to find a solution to your problem.

>>512985278 (OP)
PARTY!!!!!!!!

>>512985387
Or you can start organizing with other people to build a system as independent from the current predominant one as possible.

>>512985278 (OP)
>I've lost all trust in the system. What now?
You exploit it retard. If you couldn't come up with that conclusion, you were never going to make it in the first place.

>>512985880
The unfortunate problem for you animals, is that you really are, honest to god, are the very same animals that go into the restaurant that makes your burgers delicious.

You are all Shabis, your needs and wants have nothing to do with the United States of America. The USA is a Decoy making Decoys, the USA is a Kingdom and the ruling class is concerned about the people in the same way a farmer is concerned about his 400 pound pigs.

Beware of the string of victories, beware of the line of marshmellows leading into a boxtruck. Israelis are the architect of the USA, and you are not citizens, you are Shabis. That's why the church clergy hops up and down that you're infinite value, the opposite is true, you are Stock.

>What now?

Smoke blunts, fuck bitches, make them single mothers.

>>512985278 (OP)
no lonewolfing!
get organised

>>512985278 (OP)
Drink and stop caring so much. There is literally NOTHING you or I as individuals can do to change it

>>512986905
Hurting yourself is not how you escape the barnyard, fellow dark shabis.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FQMbXvn2RNI

Returning evil for evil will give God the excuse he needs to argue correctly and prove, that you are the animal that we found your ancestor was, when we bought him from the local strongman, for some pots and pans in western africa.

>>512985278 (OP)
A few options...
1. work to fix what you think is broken
2. bug out and leave society
3. stay and watch it slowly rot while complaining online about it
4. an hero