Thread 513068245

Should I just end it all right now? or does life get better? I'm 18, and I have a severe stuttering problem. I can't speak at all. It makes my life hell. I haven't had any friends since elementary school. I litteraly just stayed in my room all day throughout middle and high school. I can't get a job because of it. It makes my life so worthless. not to mention I just started college and I'm failing my classes. I'm certainly not graduating. My parents will not let me live with them if I fail out. I don't have any skills or talents, or really anything I want to do in life. my personal and professional life is fucked. is it honestly worth living?

>>513068245 (OP)
Only kys if you have no other options.
Play the slow game. Grab a hobby and some comfortable shoes. We are gonna be here awhile.

Welcome to the life of a modern young man.

>>513068245 (OP)
Do people make fun of you and call you porky pig, and stuttering stanley? Do people say "get to the point" too often? I bet it hurts, how those people can not see past a benign yet depreciated intellectual hardship.
add me on discord DefinitelyNotAGlowie#6669

>>513068245 (OP)
Depends.
Who did you vote for?

>>513068245 (OP)
There's a synagogue out there looking to remember your name.

>>513068245 (OP)
Is there no therapy for it? Get a job in a warehouse or buy a nice set of kneepads

>>513068245 (OP)
Can't you get stuttering therapy? I wouldn't ask here anyway dude. 99% of people will tell you to kys. If you feel like shit man go outside and enjoy nature. Take photos or something, idk

>>513068358
This. ^ My life has always sucked. But im still kicking. Also you might want to talk to a lawyer about disability anon. I don't advocate for it but in your case I think you might qualify.

>>513068245 (OP)
Are you White and heterosexual and despise jews, niggers, faggots/trannies? LIVE.
If brown/black: KYS.

>>513068478
>add me on discord
are you gonna sell him extrogen

>>513068245 (OP)
>im 18
Stopped reading after that
Don’t. You have a lot of time to unfuck your life post haste. Now fuck off please, you are ruining the catalogue, no offense

>>513068245 (OP)
>18
You are a child. Give yourself a chance, son, please.
>t. brother committed suicide

>>513068607
That's pretty heavy even for POL isn't it?

>>513068245 (OP)
It's worth living, anon. Hang in there. Get medical help.

Stuttering is a genetic flaw in your speech center.
If you start singing your words or try to think of them from a point of view of music, it will circumvent the problem by activating a different part of the brain and eventually your body will use the different part of the brain to talk normally.
Put on some earbuds and try to match your words to the music's beat and you'll learn to eventually speak.
There you go, saved you thousands in speech therapy costs.

>>513068632
I'm putting together a team...

>>513068245 (OP)
Just join ICE. Literally pay you to hurt other people. Human history shows that it helps relieve depression. Even if you voted for Harris.
This is the only jobs program that will be rolled out by federal government. No planting trees or other bullshit jobs.

Why are you asking me if you should kill yourself? lol, lmao even.

Do you want me to choose your clothes too and decide what you'll eat for dinner and what porn you'll jerk off to?

Nah it's your decision to make, king.

>>513068826
We should get OP a porn job so he can stutter lines out while jerking his cock to a milf in lingerie with a big bush.

>>513068245 (OP)
Learn to be a NEET. Get hobbies to keep you happy and engaging.

>>513068245 (OP)
Trust in Jesus Christ anon… I was literally about blow my brains out. I’m 38 and I’ve never been that close to killing myself before that how bad it was, but Jesus Christ can help work things out and it does get better.

>>513068245 (OP)
But if you kill yourself you can't have this food

>>513069098
should i just pack up my shit and move to germany?

>>513069073
3 months ago I was literally about it end it. Just give it time things will get better and do like this anon said >>513068757 and if that doesn’t work then do this >>513068776

>>513069098
Holy shit you're fat, honorary american

>>513068245 (OP)
https://youtu.be/lqZehFAwoTM?t=32

It's over as soon as you turn 18 and leave the school system without a well established social circle. You go to work, but you won't make any friends, just coworkers. You join a sports club, same deal. It's over, because everyone already has their social circles locked in since childhood. You'll be nothing more than a coworker, destined to be alone for life. Social life and relationships are like trains you have to catch at the quay, a race against time that takes place during adolescence. And by extension, logically of course, no social life and no women.
But normies don't understand this because they are clueless normies who think you can walk into a bar full of strangers and magically form a social life like in The Sims. Only women can start from scratch and create a social life and get a boyfriend from scratch because of their status as women.

Whether you're 30 or not it doesn't change anything, maybe for the normies, but for you and me Chud, a year is like any other, the sands of time flowing towards nothingness, nothing more.. nothing less.

>>513068245 (OP)
Ask ChatGPT when the first schools were invented. You're welcome.

>>513068245 (OP)
I don't think you should kill yourself. Join a National Socialist militia and work for them. They will grow in the future and since you were there from the beginning you will have a comfy high ranking position. You don't even need a combat role. If you know computers you could be part of a cyber unit if you don't that's fine you can do something else. You could go to school to be a doctor and be medical support for the militia. If you can't even do that maybe you can be a militia advisor or something. There is something you are good at or can learn to be good at. If you have a terrible stutter then choose a role that doesn't require much talking. Also you can usually end stuttering with training. There are specialists who work in fields like that and help people like you.

>>513068478
Beware of kikes and satanists who want to troon you out OP.

>>513068245 (OP)
>I can't speak at all
that did not stop Stuttering John from getting rich and famous. Lean into it like he did. Most tards stutter when speaking but what about singing, can you sing like Lemmy Kilmeister? You can sing My Generation from the Who so your stuttering will seem like its just part of the song.

do you stutter using sign language? Just make friends with def people. Or stutter speaking another language?