Thread 513159187

I literally don't enjoy anything in life. I don't have a career, I used to be a somebody but whatever I was doing I don't enjoy it anymore so now I'm a nobody. I have no muse, no inspiration, no more drive. I'm kinda done with everything. I don't want to become anything or achieve anything anymore. I've lost my whole inspiration. I'm fucked. I don't know what to do. I'm so lost. I think it's over for me

>>513159187 (OP)
I see, good luck. I'm going to sleep.

Just play video games.

Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For all that is in the world—the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life—is not from the Father but is from the world. And the world is passing away along with its desires, but whoever does the will of God abides forever.

>>513159187 (OP)
whatever you do , don't do drugs and you will be fine

>>513159187 (OP)
do something productive on your way out

>>513159259
Please help me

>>513159278
I haven't enjoyed video games since I was 17 playing World of Warcraft, I get bored after 10 minutes playing whatever. Feels I'm losing out on even more life by playing games

>>513159187 (OP)
Become a cook. Or maybe a gardener/

>>513159187 (OP)
Nigger

>>513159187 (OP)
This level of angst is befitting of the 20 year who posted it

>>513159426
>For all that is in the world—the desires of the flesh and the desires of the eyes and pride of life—is not from the Father but is from the world.
Heresy. Go touch grass.

>>513159187 (OP)
meds.
And by meds I mean antidepressants

I'm sorry, OP. Suicide isn't the answer.

You don't owe anyone anything, and you weren't born to save the world. If you do decide to go on to do great things, you still have time. If not, big whoop, everything 99.9% of people have ever done is forgotten in two generations

>>513159187 (OP)
Try harder faggot. I’m dying of cancer and still drag my ass out of bed everyday. You sicken me.

>>513159187 (OP)
Take an adderall faggot

Do some laminations

>>513159187 (OP)
Goon to blacked and blackedraw anon. You crave veiny black cocks sliding into tight pink pussies.

lol

>>513159563
do not take that crap. zog doesnt need another zombie. fate worse than death.

>>513159187 (OP)
Just become brown and then wander around like a retarded ape, they seem very very happy, ooga booga.

>>513159187 (OP)
You probably just have a fart stuck.

>>513159187 (OP)

Same here brother, it's called getting old.

Started channing in December 2003. Seen the chinks and kikes come and gay op us, but the site was still usable.

This Russian gay op makes the website so much slop I can't even enjoy my chunz anymore. It's all fucking gay and I don't care.

>>513159708
Niggers and poop are the same thing

>>513159501
I was so full of ideas and drive when I was 20. I've turned 30 last year and now I'm fucking losing it. I've not become anything that would make me happy

>>513159433
Too late, drugs are the only thing that keeps me going sometimes

>>513159440
Like what, do the dishes? Clean my room?

>>513159452
For work or as a hobby? I think the only thing that could help me would be to find some kind of a new "career path" but I'm fucking old now and uneducated. Smart but not institutionally. I don't know what the fuck I even want to do

>>513159187 (OP)
it's not over, you're probably just hitting your thirties. life shifts, man, you start sleeping less, things start to freak you out more. time destroys everything. people have midlife crises moments over less and less these days. its not over, especially if you've accumulated a nest egg or put together a bug out bag with enough to fuck off for a few months and catch your breath. quit your job, visit with family, its the routine that creates the malaise. more routines just stir resentment. you need a sea change. that same feeling is why a shitton of people start churning out kids in the mid-thirties. you'll find your honecomb, man.

Yeah dude get yourself a bvll. I too was once like you and now I'm the zestiest n*gga on my block

>>513159450
Are you a Christian? You should try prayer. Apologize to God and ask for help. Let God know you are thankful. Pray every day. This world is evil and temporary

>>513159187 (OP)
Cocoa is always a good idea on Fridays...

I would recommend using your free time to pursue a greater philosophical education. Those who acquire knowledge can make a shield from their wisdom.

>>513159187 (OP)
your brain is just fucked up. do shrooms or something

>>513160028
hey, that's from my people! cool to see it out in the open

>>513159844
monday call your doctor
that's it, monday you are call your doctor

Take solace of the fact that you're far from the only one.

>>513159187 (OP)
Have you gone out for a walk in the woods, and enjoyed basic scenery?

>>513160119
>With these four most excellent weapons, the ever victorious disc and others of unbroken power, you become destroyer of all wicked things....

<3

I feel you. I used to have a lot of aspirations to but I’ve let myself become so damaged there would be no point in seeking them; because I’m not me anymore. What I am and always will be now does not fit into how I saw myself when having those aspirations. There is no escape from the self.

This place is not good for us.

This zoomer hit me with his favourite buzzword as the 2nd one in his faggoty post. And I resent it because LIDDURALLY is a mind-virus for their generation yet they don't seem to be conscious of this. Ergo, Op is the eternal faggot regardless.

>>513159187 (OP)
Dearest anon,

You should look up what a "Saturn Return" is in astrology.

If you keep going through your Trials, you will succeed.

I have nothing to live for. Every day I wish I had a frame of reference but I am alone
I would say it's over, but, in truth, it never even started