>>513300918 (OP)
Congratulations!!!
Do what you have to do.
For me it was little by little and that was the only way. Went 1 year cold turkey...1 solid year felt like King Badass, slipped and had car accident, oh well, back on water wagon... 1 year sober, yeah me! slipped again and car accident, always in the winter around Christmas, next time: 3 years!!, car accident and arrest.
After that I just switched to kratom and weed and caffeine and then just slowly taper and replaced down to "just weed".
Not even nicotine or caffeine.
And weed though WDs make you sooo fggn angry (great to lift!!!)...you don't hallucinate and Connor and can't literally D I E from the withdrawals the way you can from alcohol.
And God help your dumb ass if you sign up for in-patient at some cheap clinic (!!!)
holy shit, found that out the hardest way
Anyways
GL
Hopefully you can just stop altogether.
But if not...just know AA and 12cstep and even SMART recovery all have huge issues and don't help most people who come through. Most do it alone.
Good luck, anon.
May God bless you..