>>513315734
He knows it would be destructive for him and her, but it's still attractive, nonetheless.
I have similar thing, where the insane ones (the shy ones more) are very attractive to me, although this started to change couple years ago, when I started to fight with my porn addiction, some more prayer etc.
Now I think 1% more serious about the potential wife, and if sober, the crazy radar is clearer than ever.
Being all the way deep in the shit of being a pussyslave (jerking everyday, can't stop thinking about it etc.) does something to you,
at a deep level, it distorts you and perverts your senses, not just the physical senses
