Thread 513343605

actual schizo here on no meds. fucking last week my personal computer AND work computer started screaming at me and i could barely get my clothes on to drive to my dad's house. meanwhile i see all these people talking about 'mental health' and they have no fucking clue. JUST TALK ABOUT MENTAL HEALTH. no. that's shit you fucking hide.

You need mental illness so you can be a unique victim like everyone else. Same reason women get idiot tattoos and single moms give their children faggot names

>>513343707
OP needs fucking meds retard

nigga its so women can talk shit
men dgaf men hide it and work good
women need shit to sit around and talk about so these rancid fucks call ur head sicm

>>513343605 (OP)
>no. that's shit you fucking hide.
you can't hide it retard. you're a schizo. you are not a normal person and you're never going to function like one. you are going to need help and accommodations for the rest of your life.

the only choice you have is whether you need help and get it or need help and don't.

yes, talking about your mental illness is awkward and makes people think less of you. too bad lol. you're sick. you can't become unsick through wishful thinking

>>513343605 (OP)
Poorfags have realized the only way they can survive is farming sympathy for being a retard.

>>513343605 (OP)
You're not that crazy it you can recognize you are crazy.

>>513343605 (OP)
Take the break, come back if and when you want.
Enjoy your success.

Diversity badge for vanilla pozzed white people who feel guilty and self conscious not having a "card" to play in the diversity status games that happen in their circles. You can attack someone or defend your own bad behaviour by mentioning that you're autistic or OCD or some other "neurospicy" label. May not work against a black, may work against an Asian or Jew, will definitely work against another white who doesn't have their own card to play.

>>513343903
This is a TV show view of madness.

>>513343966
Maybe if they believed in the heart of the cards they wouldn't need to fool people with their tricks
https://youtu.be/MjdNz071O4E?si=qmwT_kWUFOVRZWUV

>>513343605 (OP)
First world problems. When you don't have problems, you needs to create artificial problems to give yourself street cred.

>>513343903
>You're not that crazy it you can recognize you are crazy.
my dad tells me to get on meds. i actually don't want to though because at times i will hear the most beautiful original music. mostly i just hear dudes outside my house threatening to kill me though. i can tell what shit is fake and what is real. sometimes i have to ask my wife just to be sure.

you gotta let me hit or 30 shadowy goblins are going to rip your eyes out you don't even need meds trust the goblins anon

>>513344162
My brother has schizophrenia and it causes him to think people are feeding him shit despite taking meds.
Not good cause there could be a correlation to the gut micro-biome
As for me I'm a targeted individual and hear voice to skull if I don't take potassium iodide and put lime sulphur dip on my forehead

>>513343605 (OP)
Actual schizo. I take my meds and its great.

>>513344162
>mostly i just hear dudes outside my house threatening to kill me

Damn...but you realize it's not real? Not fucking with you but have you done bad things in your life that could be placing you in contact with a demon?

>>513343605 (OP)
No, they didn't

NAC cures every mental illness

>>513343998
>This is a TV show view of madness.
nope. it was terrifying. i only told like 1/10 of the story from last week. i thought there was a group of people beaming lights into my windows like hitting my brain so they could keep talking to me. i've also caused several incidents on international flights. but whatever.

>>513344572
What if you didn't care though? Is that possible?
I get voice to skull sometimes and just ignore them or scoff
Same with IRL gangstalkers
Niggerfaggot flew his drone in my face and I didn't even bash it with rage.
Cops followed me in an alleyway with lights and I just said to myself that I hope they get a nail in their tire.

>>513344426
>Not fucking with you but have you done bad things in your life that could be placing you in contact with a demon?
saying i wouldn't hurt a fly is ridiculous, but i'm nice to everyone.

>>513343903
But if you're not crazy then you are delusional to recognize you're crazy which means that you are, in fact, crazy.

>>513344722
>Same with IRL gangstalkers
i've had this traveling overseas where it's the worst. i have to ask my wife if there are two guys talking about killing me and she says, 'they're not even speaking english'. some shit like that. or they're not even there to begin with.

>>513344755
>i'm nice to everyone.
Huh, that's a good thing. Do you beleive in God?

>>513344949
Oh wow
I was wondering if it was similar to voice to skull technology but I've never hallucinated people not there before. It's different.
GPT says that they are doing a ton of research on drugs for it so hopefully the cure is within our grasp.
I once read a story about a guy using heavy metal chelation to cure his schizophrenia by taking beta alanine and cutting off tiny slivers of his meds to ween himself off them

>>513344981
>Do you beleive in God?
as i've gotten older i'm more amenable to the existence of a god. raised athiest, but why not believe in a god? something that is pure and good that you can aspire to?

>>513345257
>something that is pure and good that you can aspire to?
Huh, that's a nice thought of God, and true. I've always just thought that there must be something more powerful than me above me, and it for some reason always me to exist. It must like me. That's a comforting thought.

>>513345191
>I was wondering if it was similar to voice to skull technology but I've never hallucinated people not there before. It's different.
it's weird. if i see a person in the room and if i'm with a real person and i ask the real person to confront the imaginary person, the imaginary person just disappears.

>>513345491
Woah, it's almost dreamlike
What are your dreams like, btw?

>>513345401
>Huh, that's a nice thought of God, and true. I've always just thought that there must be something more powerful than me above me, and it for some reason always me to exist. It must like me. That's a comforting thought.
thought of glassing myself tons of times. literally have a .380 sitting next to me. heard of stories of people trying to glass themselves by jumping off of bridged and they survived. as they were falling they immediately regretted their decision. so i'm not going to do it.

>>513345779
I'm sorry, I mean that. Your life can be a blessing or a curse. A lot of that comes from shit out of your control.

>>513345580
>Woah, it's almost dreamlike
>What are your dreams like, btw?
it's exactly dreamlike. and my dreams are basically always nightmares. like either someone is trying to kill me or i have killed someone and am scrambling to hide the evidence. waking up from sleep is always a massive relief.

>>513345927
>I'm sorry, I mean that. Your life can be a blessing or a curse. A lot of that comes from shit out of your control.
no worries. i have a good job. work from home. not really interested in climbing the corporate ladder. shit is just annoying when i hear guys outside my house threatening me when i have to prepare for a meeting i'm leading.

>>513343605 (OP)
They want a badge they can wear that says "all the reasons I suck aren't actually my fault"

>>513346014
I've also had that same nightmare where I've killed someone and am scrambling to hide the evidence.
There could definitely be some foul play when it comes to our dreams
Apparently there are extremely low frequency waves mimicking voices talking to people in their sleep. This guy has a recording of it in one of his videos and this one is good too
https://youtu.be/TvL51krBCmg?si=AEbTOfCfc6yoznqu

>>513346014
>>513346242
Damn the wiring in your brain must be all over the place, I guess recognizing your brain is different can help you distinguish what is real and what is not. It's weird how the brain can self-sabotage when using whatever part is responsible for dreams. The existence of nightmares is really confusing, suppose it's just the brain overstimulating the amygdala for no good reason.

>>513343605 (OP)
Desperate to be seen as unique/a victim

Unironically it's because they lack religion. I was not raised religious and don't practice, but it's obvious. Therapists are their priests, "Mental health" is their Bible, and so on. They make prayer circles to talk about what their [priest] said about their [god] during their [confession]. Replace these words with therapist, mental health and session and it's literally all the same shit. The only dofference is mental health excuses thier shot behavior instead of confronting it

>>513343605 (OP)
>my personal computer AND work computer started screaming at me
what did they tell you?

>>513343605 (OP)
It's an excuse for failure

WNormies can see the results of identity politics and think they better get in on that however they can

You know who

>>513343605 (OP)
so they can check out of society whilst also appearing a victim
maybe

>>513347206
>It's weird how the brain can self-sabotage when using whatever part is responsible for dreams.
it's really weird. the only way i can describe it is that dreams are merged with reality.