I live for God now and I trust when the time is right, He will put the right woman for me in my way and find a way to let me know she is the one. I have no interest in sex outside of marriage and I have no interest in settling down with a woman who doesn't love Christ and would only end up serving as a way to drive me away from Him by either occupying my time too much that I just forget to have my mind on him anymore or who knows what other kinds of garbage.
I used to feel bad about not having had sex outside of marriage and all that other type of stuff most seemed to have had and held to some high standards and centered their entire worth and personality around whether they had sex or not or how much pussy they plunged in but now I realized just how stupid that whole thing was, still is and how much it would have hurt me if I were to engage in it. I know now that God kept me safe and protected away from such things, so I wouldn't have to deal with the issues that would follow it, and I thanked Him for it before, and still do sometimes, more in passing than direct falling to my knees in worship, but I do still remind myself every once in a while of how good and caring He is and I'm thankful He's kept me safe from all of those issues most people seemed to have had regarding hookups and whatnot.
I will continue to trust He knows best when the time for me to have someone would be, if there ever is a time for that, and if not, I am still happy regardless of that to just have Him alone, because I know just how much He loves and cares for me, and how much He sacrificed to have me and others saved from the grasps of sin, evil and degeneracy.
I used to feel bad about not having had sex outside of marriage and all that other type of stuff most seemed to have had and held to some high standards and centered their entire worth and personality around whether they had sex or not or how much pussy they plunged in but now I realized just how stupid that whole thing was, still is and how much it would have hurt me if I were to engage in it. I know now that God kept me safe and protected away from such things, so I wouldn't have to deal with the issues that would follow it, and I thanked Him for it before, and still do sometimes, more in passing than direct falling to my knees in worship, but I do still remind myself every once in a while of how good and caring He is and I'm thankful He's kept me safe from all of those issues most people seemed to have had regarding hookups and whatnot.
I will continue to trust He knows best when the time for me to have someone would be, if there ever is a time for that, and if not, I am still happy regardless of that to just have Him alone, because I know just how much He loves and cares for me, and how much He sacrificed to have me and others saved from the grasps of sin, evil and degeneracy.
