Thread 513504053

I am a deeply conservative right-wing male and a tradcath convert. I am known in my circles as an active campaigner against abortion and gender ideology. I own loads of books on nationalism, replacement theory, and the transgender craze.

I would be content with what I am if it weren't for not being able to stop thinking about trannies. Trannies live in my brain rent-free. The majority of my thoughts on any given day are about trannies. Trannies are corrupting me so much that even my inner voice feels feminine.

One day I had a dream where I turned into a girl in a beautiful cottagecore outfit and was enjoying myself lying on the ground in the woods and playing with the grass as I heard cicadas. It was so calm and soothing, I loved it so much. I loved touching the soft skin on my arms, I loved my feminine voice humming a song. Later, when I thought about that dream, I cried tears of joy.

I've thought about estrogen for about 3 years now, but I am firmly dissuaded and repulsed from trying it now because of articles like these: https://mungeribabu.substack.com/p/estrogen-is-really-bad-for-men

Besides, I can't ever transition. I despise the trans community, the left, and everything they stand for. I am perfectly content with being right-wing because my core beliefs align with that best. And if I were trooned out, I'd just be a lone wolf who constantly gets vitriol from both sides, but my heart longs for being part of something bigger...

I am firmly a man. Prof. JM Bailey, whose work I deeply respect, says that for 30+ years men have been successfully relegating autogynephilic thoughts to just the bedroom. I want more than that. I want them integrated (in a Jungian sense), managed under control, and stifled.

What is wrong with me? What do I even do? Why am I getting tranny thoughts when I haven't ever complained about my own birth sex?

Because you're a fag

>>513504053 (OP)
I want to be a woman too.

Catholicism is low IQ, homosexulaity is low IQ. Just stop being stupid and looking at gay shit

>>513504053 (OP)
>far right consevative
>closeted gay or trans
every single fucking time jesus...

>>513504053 (OP)
Is that you JD Vance?

>>513504866
lmao
hahahaha

>>513504053 (OP)
U can be my catholic tradwife anon

>>513504053 (OP)
Why is Asa such troonbait? Also kys if you're being genuine instead of just shitposting. Actually nevermind, kill yourself either way.
Herbs

>>513504053 (OP)
If you're only getting your information on trans people from far right morons who think eating carnivore is healthy and covid vaccines (there's more than one) would kill everyone by 2022, of course you'll be in inner turmoil and self hate. I have no AGP. I'm not attracted to women at all and estrogen lowers your sex drive, it's mostly cis men who sexualize us which is why so many mtfs turn to abusive sex work after being rejected from every job imaginable. Dysphoria is what makes people transition but the average person has zero empathy for that

>>513504053 (OP)
>I am a deeply conservative right-wing male and a tradcath convert
Be sure to check back in after six months

>>513504116
Blown the fuck out, op never recovered from this fusillade.

>>513504053 (OP)
Someone initiated into legitimate spiritual life knows the answers to these questions. This is propaganda. You worship your father the devil and will live in hell forever as a traitor to humanity. The demons lied.

>>513504053 (OP)
this is higher effort than the usual asa troonposts
I don't know if you're a new intern or if the glowAI just got a new model update, but this is a marked improvement from the norm
Keep it up, my friend

>>513504053 (OP)
faggot

>>513504053 (OP)
Someone cast a baphoment tranny spell on you. You must destroy a baphomet idol to be free and reject anime.

>>513504053 (OP)
>fed fag diary entry.

>I am a deeply conservative right-wing male and a tradcath convert.

No you're not. You're a faggot spreading demoralisation propaganda.

>>513504053 (OP)
you should fuck trannies instead of trying to become one