>>513535144 (OP)
You really should get checked out.
A lot of guys get out and see some shit and experience things that are WAY the fuck outside of normal even stateside.
Get rated and hopefully improve your life.
I was stateside, and the people I saw die right here at home was worse then what being in combat can do to you, knowing that it could have been prevented - BUT you were ordered or had to witness it.
There are some things people have no idea about.
Good luck Fren.
Hope things get better.
Also?
If you do?
Get your ass out of the USA and get some better healthcare.
The VA is not really what I would call "Health care".
More like a great drug Rx. plan if you are stateside.
Not like Civilian Healthcare is doing that much better anyways...
4-6 month waits just to get a doctors appointment.
And don't get me started on community care.
Hope things get better 4 U.
And make sure to do your Tumor and Cancer screenings at a private Lab/ doc.
They tend to miss these things, and the shit they shot us up with and the crap we were around did us the final laugh..