Thread 513751768

I dont enjoy life. Once I turned 30 it became extremly unfun. Now i have to find a wife, raise kids and im getting weaker and old.

>>513751768 (OP)
cool blog asshole

fpbp

>>513751768 (OP)
This is why a lot of men kts. Try hitting 40 and see how you feel

I can't relate. I stopped enjoying life when I was 11.

>>513751768 (OP)
What sort of game is love, if one cannot loose?

i dont have any kids but i want them and i plan on spending my whole life raising my kids and then helping raise their kids until i die

my parents got divorced and retired. my mom watches conspiracy videos and my dad plays golf and dont care at all if theyre grandparents. its fucking sad and pointless

>>513751768 (OP)
30s ain’t bad, but I sure wish I had the 30+ wisdom at 20

>>513751768 (OP)
Sounds like a skill issue.

>>513751768 (OP)
The older you get the more likely your swimmers will produce spergs or children with health problems.

>>513752087
>30s ain’t bad, but I sure wish I had the 30+ wisdom at 20
That was the point of a parent...

>>513751768 (OP)
If you're like me you probably feel aged mentally but you're not that fucking old anon. I've been like this half my life. I've learned to just live with myself and quit being a bitch as I got older kek.

>>513752216
doesn't matter if the wife is under 25

>>513751768 (OP)
who says you have to find a wife and raise kids? Actually retarded if you think you have to do any of that.

>>513751768 (OP)
Go lift some weights and eat healthy. Simple as.

>>513751768 (OP)
Life is hard. It's harder if you're stupid.

>>513751911
>This is why a lot of men kts. Try hitting 40 and see how you feel

Gamers will be the last ones left standing, we ain't doing shit like that, need to get hype for the next game

>>513752037
>ID: onions cum

I am most dreadfully embarrassed
-i swear ive never eaten onions in my life

>>513752052
At least anon they're happy either way. Each day I see my mother wither away without the joys of grandkids.

>>513751998
yeah, it was 11 or 12 for me. i'm 30 now and nothing is fun anymore. i can still laugh and have hobbies, but it's been difficult noticing watching the world crumble around me since then.

>>513751768 (OP)
>im getting weaker and old.
Im old as too but i dont feel weak and frail, maybe you should had sex i love to hire hookers every saturday and fuck her for hours, that just bring the spark of life to my body maybe you should do the same

>>513751768 (OP)
>Now i have to find a wife, raise kids
Says who? Tradcucks who see men as disposable cogs in the machine?

>>513752526
oh fuck, is new product coming out? i barely got over how great the last product was

>>513752838
kind beaner may I have uncensored pic?

>>513751911
I turned 40 and almost immediately my body started falling apart. I actually have a medical appointment this monday, feeling at the end of my rope.

Training when I was 30 was easy and enjoyable, I can't even bear the thought anymore

>>513752052
i'm a hetero male and somehow this post still gave me the ick

>>513753850
>I turned 40 and almost immediately my body started falling apart.
Explain.

>>513753771
>d beaner may I have uncensored pic?
OK but only if you follow my advice and get a hooker, look the traditional family thing is over thanks to feminazism its sad yes but is the world that is outside.

>>513754154
thanks. I fucked hooker once, in Spain. wanted to try negro girl. but I was so drunk I couldnt even get it up

>>513752401
How old are you and prove you're not gay

>>513752402
If you're poor this is unrealistic

>>513753951
>Taking care of your kids and giving them the attention you folks didn't give gives you the ick

>>513752052
I was raised by my Hungarian mom and Romanian dad to be a devils child. My big narcissistic family always made me feel so special, but I was just a reverse-person. Then I started spirituality because I really hated myself and saw through the bullshit. There really are two kinds of people in this world: those who are pure and frim God, and the narcissistic children of the devil who are loaded with demons and therefore mental illnesses. Many Christians are the children of the devil, I am not Christian btw.

Because I changed so much, I can't stand any extremists. The demonic side is totally cringe to me now.

>>513754301
It fucking sucks you stupid faggot. Masterbating orgasms are better than sex orgasms. The point of sex for me is validation. I get none of that from a prostitute. How can you have a boomers brain in a modern man's body

>>513751768 (OP)
i'm 38, I have 4 kids, life is sweet. I don't enjoy video none too much anymore, save for some late night tf2. I fond myself getting stronger by the day, not physically but spiritually. Everyday it feels as if I too another step closer to the embrace of God. I do not fear death, I request that I die before my children, even if it's 5 minutes from now.

>>513754594
>The point of sex for me is validation. I get none of that from a prostitute.
Lady maybe you should go back to Instacrap or Leddit this place is not suited for you

>>513754108
Old tendonitis that were supossed to have healed have come back, with little overexertion on my part. Everything hurts more than just a few years ago, even though I weigh less (and really have never been overweight). I also appear to have some sort of nerve/cartilage damage derived from my stubborn tendinopathies. Going to the gym is out of the question now

>>513754154
Nice. Wish whores were cheap and legal here.

>>513752838
You recommend anywhere in Mexico for a gringo to go and get whores like this? What's the going rate for a night?

as long as i can still play halo 3 and morrowind, jewish power structures are safe

>>513752838
God damn thats based
>>513754594
You need to be over 18 to post here

>>513753850
Just cycle anavar and testosterone

you can stay on weekly test injections if you balance it out with other things, just keep your test levels high and everything works fine

low test = low repair
anavar fixes all your muscles and tendons and lets you gain muscle with relatively low effort compared to natural

t. 45 and went through all that shit

>>513751768 (OP)
I have breathing problems that fuck up everything I try to do. I feel immense guilt about not being able to take care of my garden and work and go out with friends during the day. I am fucked up all the time from sleep deprivation. Only time I can breath properly is when I exercise and when I try to sleep I can't because my deviated septum just blocks things and not only causes me unable to breath but causes severe dehydration and nausea. I'm in Canada and been trying to get help with this for YEARS now with no success. Thinking about just hanging myself outside of the surgeon's office since he can never see me anyways.

>>513754513
Hello frater Perdvrabo

lol
lmao

>>513755509
Have you considered hard drugs?

>>513751768 (OP)
>Now i have to find a wife,
no ones forcing you to

>>513752303
> doesn't matter if the wife is under 25
Who can pull that off though

>>513755480
I'll check out Anavar, but anything related to steroids feels like asking for trouble, my test levels are ok.

>>513751768 (OP)
Well if you're a jew like this, you'll be fine.

>>513754712
This guy fucks

>>513753456
compared to what?

>>513751768 (OP)
It only gets better from here. Kids ge lots cooler as they get older. Once they are self sufficient you can go on dates with the wife have your friends over to watch movies or play games. You should probably go on more walks though. Great bonding time for the kids.

Do Karate. I started at age 35, im 36 now. Im in the best shape of my life and the other day i stopped a mass shooting with my knife hand. Dont go in for the gay rolling and hugging martial arts, find a striking school that focuses on stances.

>>513757326
>stopped a mass shooting
QRD?

>>513757705
he changed his mind

>>513751768 (OP)
>Once I turned 30
Hate to tell you this Mr. Shit Genetics, but what you're describing is supposed to happen in your mid-late 40s, aside from the wife part.

>>513755371
I'm not under 18 but I am not white so I just sound retarded. Not a retarded point thought

>>513751768 (OP)
Life isn’t that fun anymore because they fried our brains

Nothing is going to happen
This is the end stage

>>513755371
I've fucked over 50 prostitutes btw. I kept going to prove to myself I'm not gay because guys like you kept gaslighting me into thinking enjoying prostitutes is supposed to be normal. Before I became a failed normie and had friends I never came across anyone who out right expressed that prostitutes were cool or anything but disgusting.

>>513757326
You got 2 years tops before your body breaks down

>>513751768 (OP)
Why do you feel old, OP? I'm in my late 50s and enjoy activities/hobbies as much as I did in my 20s. Perhaps you should question if your wife has too much control of your own personal liberties.

>>513752235
Boomer parents failed us, surprise surprise. I learned all the things a father should teach you from YouTube tutorials. The only thing my father taught me was how to drive.

>>513758667
fried by dopamine?

>>513754108
I’m almost 40 and it’s the same for me. Lower back injury from working construction flairs up sometimes. Knee pain comes and goes. I eat healthier than ever but can’t lose weight. I’m tired all the time regardless of sleep.
>get your test checked
I did, and it’s fine. Not modern doctor range fine, it’s normal for a man my age even if I lived in the 70s.
Mentally I’m always drained, between kids, work, and the realization that all the dreams I had when I was younger will never come true. That’s the one that young people don’t realize. As you pass through life certain doors close behind you. People use examples like “I’ll never be a pro athlete”, because they’re obvious. There’s other more subtle ones that you don’t realize until they’re firmly shut.

>>513751768 (OP)
>Now i have to find a wife
you don't HAVE to do anything, you can follow your passions. You have the internet at your disposal with infinite and free knowledge. You can learn literally anything and make anything, if you don't want children, make that your baby
>im getting weaker
easily fixable, get more sunlight, drink enough water, get enough sleep, stop eating and drinking slop, take walks. a lot of people are in excellent shape until their 40s and well beyond if they take care of themselves
>and old
everyone gets old and we all have to die, might as well make the best of it. You can do it anon, I believe in you

>>513758849
Do you have children

>>513758862
Do you live alone? My father competes with me so I can't progress properly.

>>513759252
No, I’m married with a wife and kid. My father doesn’t compete with me and never really has. He is just the typical aloof boomer father.

>>513759065
sounds like a midlife crisis. A lot of men turn 40 and think "wtf have I been doing", they would get a divorce, abandon their children, move to a different city. Happens a lot, it's the realisation that they are not living fully to their potential. But on the flip side a young man who followed his dreams in his early 20s might become 40 and realise that he doesn't have a family, children or a stable job, or someone to love. That is a different type of midlife crisis. There's only a lucky few that manage to do everything in the "correct phases" of their life, more often then not it has to do with the luck of being born in a well-to-do family. Most of us have to make choices unfortunately

>>513759522
I’ve been wondering if that’s it, honestly. I don’t have any desire to leave my wife or child. If anything I want to quit my career, or at the very least find a new job in the same field. But I can’t help but feel like I picked the wrong career path, for the wrong reasons, and now I’m stuck in it because I never want to go back to college or university due to the lost time. I have a family to support and it’s just not in the cards. I feel trapped in my own life. The funny thing is I have a job most people on /pol/ either are studying for, or want to have, and I hate it.

>>513757705
Dude pulled a gat on a bar strip of my downtown area and i struck his wrist as it was drawing. He dropped it and i kicked it away. Still replaying the moment in my head because i cannot believe it. They scattered and we called the cops. No idea what happened after if anything.
>>513758801
The senseis at my dojo are 70+, and they are in way better shape than i am.

>>513758572
Prostitutes will serve your body, if your spirit is lacking.....
>>513758738
Go gay then. If that doesnt help idkw to tell you

You don’t get weaker at 30 and you aren’t old you just grew up. Well obviously not but might want to try.

>>513751768 (OP)
You shouldn't be getting weaker at age 30 you probably have poor diet and don't exercise properly.

>>513759708
>I want to quit my career
try to get a different job anon, maybe it's the current job that's oppressive. Often a change of colleagues, boss, environment is all it takes. Maybe you'll improve your income as well since you're in a position to bargain as you already have a job
it's all and well that you have a wife and child and a career but sounds like something is missing, try to find what motivated you and what you were passionate about during a time in your life when you felt optimistic about life. Often the answers are inside of you, then just reconnect with yourself. For me, it was music, concerts and learning an instrument that saved me
good luck anon!

>>513759065
>That’s the one that young people don’t realize. As you pass through life certain doors close behind you. People use examples like “I’ll never be a pro athlete”, because they’re obvious. There’s other more subtle ones that you don’t realize until they’re firmly shut.
They're also not told they're shut. That's the problem.

Ie: if you're not playing violin by age 12, you're never going to be a violinist
If you're not in medical school at 21, you're probably never going to be a doctor
If you aren't coding at 10, you'll probably never get a job as an engineer
etc.

In past decades before mass-immigration, these issues weren't as pronounced. But now with hypercompetition and an absolute glut of bodies taking all the jobs, if you so much as have a gap in your resume for 3 months, you'll pretty much never get a job in your chosen career. Which even that, you have to figure out while you're in high school. "I want to do this for the rest of my life."

Most kids can't even cook an egg in high school. But they're expected (and required) to make permanent life decisions then.

>>513751768 (OP)
Gluttons disgust me
Fat lazy fucks who stuff their faces all day long and never do a lick of real work
They should all be hauled off to work camps and forced to work all day on limited carbohydrate intake until their bodies are nothing but hard muscle.

>>513752303
doesn't matter if the bull is under 25

I made a spike about nine o'clock on a Saturday
All eyes hit me as I walked into the bar
And see the other guys were fooling in the denim dudes
A couple cops playing rough stuff, New York, Fire Island
I cased the joint, straining at the seams
I moseyed up to the counter and the tender came a-grinnin'
I snapped the smile off his face and snarled "Give me a bourbon"
The mirror on the wall was collecting and reflecting
All the heavy bodies ducking, stealing eager for some action
The scene screwed me up, I saw some contact
Then the big boys, saw me and knew that
I'd had too much, floating around
Statues alive, seconds are hours
Sex like a hurricane, wrapped in and shattered
I was barely holding on to this flying body symphony
I guess I dream in pictures, not in colors
The true free expression I demand is human rights, right?
I gave my life, I am immortal
Love knoweth no laws
Love knoweth no laws
Love knoweth no laws
Love knoweth no laws
Nightmare, just a bunch of goddamn, rotten, steaming, raw
Deal

>>513760582
That’s why I referred to them as invisible doors. You don’t even know you missed the opportunity before the door has firmly shut behind you. Sometimes it’s just aging out of certain professions, other times it’s like what you mentioned with just not starting something soon enough. I also hate this new hyper competitive, global race to the bottom that we have constructed. The same jobs I had as a teenager are now filled by a never ending swarm of cheap foreign labor. The same also goes for tech jobs as adults. I don’t want to pass on a world to my kid where they have to compete with the Indian subcontinent for a job in their own city. Or compete with a foreign multinational for a home in their own neighborhood.

>>513751768 (OP)
>Now i have to find a wife, raise kids
You're probably not having fun because you didn't already secure a wife and family prior to turning 30 like all your forefathers before you.

And don't give me the cope that men were somehow bachelors until they were 40 during an age where there were no contraception, no screens to distract you, 99% less whores, and when the average lifespan was like 30years

>>513751768 (OP)
I'm 41 and alternating between days backpacking five miles and doing resistance training at the local gym. Growing stronger than ever in my life. Tax your muscles, eat protein, get sunshine.

>>513760817
Oops, there we go

>>513761558
what's that white stuff

>>513761590
Shaving foam :[

jew bug

>>513751768 (OP)
>I dont enjoy life. Once I turned 30 it became extremly unfun. Now i have to find a wife, raise kids and im getting weaker and old.
never read Nietzsche I guess
Nietzsche should be taught in high school
Zarathustra at least
"What matters all your 'happiness'? It is poverty, filth, and wretched contentment!"

>>513751768 (OP)
beer bottle physique

>>513751768 (OP)
>and im getting weaker and old.
If you're feeling weaker and old at 30, you either have the bottom of the barrel shit tier genetics and should not have children. Most likely you spend your life not being active, eating like shit and drinking / doing drugs. This catches up to you eventually. Stop being a faggot and change these things. Time to grow up and stop being a child

>>513754419
What are you talking about? You just need some dumbbells for arms/shoulders and chest, adjustable bench, a chin bar. Dip bars and resistance bands are optional. This shit is ridiculously cheap nowadays.

>>513755779
My kids mom became pregnant at 19 and I was 28.

>>513751998
This

>>513751768 (OP)
I lived a block away from a university in my 30’s so I got two useless degrees. I looked like I was in my 20’s and I told my fellow students I was renting my house and I got a part time job at a BBQ restaurant within walking distance. It was like the movie Old School but I was the only old guy, house parties and sleeping with girls right out of high school. Also, go to a “male clinic” and get some testosterone cypionate and shoot 50mg on every fifth day of the month. You’ll feel like you’re 16 again and you can wake your balls back up with HCG whenever you want.

>>513762358
>You’ll feel like you’re 16 again and you can wake your balls back up with HCG whenever you want.
Until you realize you're not able to produce test naturally anymore at all, so you're just permanently hooked on jewgoo

Imagine having no energy to do anything with your life lol
Nahtzees can't stop losing.

>>513762358
What degrees and from what universities

>>513751768 (OP)
no, you don't, that shit is way overrated and doesn't end well especially these days.
Take the never after pill
Do whatever you want, when you want, wherever you want.

>>513762358
Your balls started sleeping in your 30s? I'm almost 32 and I feel like i'm still almost high school level of horny.

>>513754712
That’s awesome dude. Good on you, I’m 35, wife is 27. We’ve been together since she was 19, got married this summer. We had the kid talk and no dice. Nothing. She’s not career minded either or an antinatalist, she simply says that she’s not inspired to be a mother and just wants to stay home and take care of the house. Shes a good woman, cooks, cleans, has no friends and has absolutely no baggage. Her body is perfect, her face is gorgeous, blonde hair and tall. 5 9 and 125lbs with a killer tight body. Doesn’t drink or smoke and is a hardcore catholic. Yet, she has no desire to want kids, and it fucking hurts. I knew this going in but she was 19 and I figured she’d change her mind over the years, now that we’re married and had the talk, it’s just her. I don’t know what to do.

>>513762562
Theater and family counseling degrees. I had to participate in a play for another class and I auditioned and got the lead role and I’d never acted before. Went to the after party and ended up taking a 19 year old girl home with me when I was 32 so I figured I’d get a degree in it. I trade stocks and handed my funds over to a financial manager while I went to college and managed a BBQ restaurant. I was hopeless and then I made my early to mid 30’s the best years of my life.

>>513762454
HCG = Human Chorionic Gonadotropin
If you are infertile this is what they give you to instantly turn your balls back on. If you want a natural testosterone booster use DHEA, progesterone, and boron but you won’t feel the boost you feel from exogenous testosterone and if you think testosterone is “jewgoo” you’ve already lost.

>>513761888
Real life obligations and injuries stacking up because of not having time to recover

>>513763322
My balls weren’t sleeping, I like lifting weights and steroids make lifting weights fun. Now let everyone chime in on how they’re experts on steroids because of what government agencies told them.
>more testosterone bad
>more estrogen good

>>513751768 (OP)
Life is fucking bullshit and the older you get the worse you feel because you start to realize what your lot in life is. Not even fucking cheap hookers feels fun to me anymore.

>>513763543
Start acting a little more childlike around her. Encourage her in subtle ways to think about how satisfying it is to take care of a lil one.

>>513751768 (OP)
>I dont enjoy life
that's your problem
>Now i have to find a wife, raise kids
you don't "have" to do anything. if that's your mindset going into it then you really need to think about what you want to achieve with your life

>>513763543
get rid of the birth control. have an "accident" and let her prolactin change her mind for you. maybe, idk lol

>>513751768 (OP)
If you're 30 and single and establishing yourself then its unironically over. Even if you met a good woman tomorrow then maybe you'd be married by the time you're 33 and have your first child by 35, but that's a best case scenario. Even if everything goes right, you'd barely get 2 kids out before turning 40. You wasted your youth and fucked up your life anon.

>>513764420
It takes 9 months to make a baby.
Just keep pumping a broad and he will have whole litter before turning 40.

>>513763543
>is a hardcore catholic
See if your church has a daycare. It most likely does and you need to get your wife in there. The moment a childless woman hugs a toddler or cradles a baby it changes her.

>>513764513
There is a recovery period for women after giving birth anon. You’d know this if you had kids. They’re not suitable to have kids for awhile after, especially if it’s their first. I will say that after your first it gets much easier as you know what to do.

>>513763543
>is a hardcore catholic.
Lol
Lmao. She's a Catholic like a Mexican is a white nationalist

>>513763811
>if you think testosterone is “jewgoo” you’ve already lost.
If you think you can buy and pharmagoo your way to test, then YOU HAVE lost.

>>513751768 (OP)
You don't "have" to do any of those things, and I have no intention of doing them myself. There's no fucking way in hell that I'm going to sacrifice my own agency to be a provider for 2+ more people. Not going to happen.
>>513759522
"Love" is a meme.

>>513764513
Kids are exhausting. Have a newborn at 40 is running life on hard mode. At least historically when people had kids at 40, they already had several teenagers already grown to help them.

>>513764420
> If you're 30 and single and establishing yourself then its unironically over.
I am 30 and after having seen what kinds of women circulate here I rather have none

>>513764879
>"Love" is a meme.

>>513751768 (OP)
It’s more that other people start fighting with you a lot and stalking you more than ever. THEY want you to marry a 30 year old woman.

>>513764998
>after having seen what kinds of women circulate here I rather have none
Thats the neat part. You're not supposed to pick from used up peers, you're supposed to find a teen virgin to groom before she can ruin herself.

>>513751768 (OP)
you aint special

>>513765202
Nope, unfortunately I do. You're just getting a bit of dopamine that fucks with your thinking pattern.

The older you get, the more you need money, time, freedom, and a task or goal to enjoy life.

>>513751768 (OP) This must be the pre-op photos... You look familiar though.

If you are bored with life make yourself a project. Work out or something and lose that gut. Or you could sit in your room and eat food unWhat better do you have to do?

>>513764817
>If you think you can buy and pharmagoo your way to test
Yes you can. Synthetic and natural testosterone are identical under a microscope and testosterone tests. If you want higher testosterone then use it. I see you’re just a Debbie Downer faggot in this thread but you seriously need to stop sucking dicks and call your mom, she’s worried.

>>513765205
This is true, but when are they going to learn this is not going to happen? When I reach 40?

>1pbtID
>seth rogan picture
herbed

>>513765205
They can want me to do whatever they want, I would never play the beta bux game. It is obvious though, they think men are the weak link and that men give up earlier compared to modern women if pressured since even leftists have that weird need to repopulate this shithole for another generation.

>>513765236
Doubt this is realistic

>>513765501
Don't know, I am barely over 30 and some tried it with me but I told them off.

>>513765457
You're a hormone taking goy no different than a tranny. Good luck with your cope and delusion, I ain't buying it. Better pray your drug dealers never pull the rug on you

that seems like the rugpull every generation experiences. they have kids because theres nothing else to do. they get married / have sex because it feels good. nobody is in charge its an inane, pointless life carrying forward on its own momentum

>>513751768 (OP)
>Now i have to find a wife, raise kids and im getting weaker and old.
No you don't. You are old and desperate now. You will start something you think you want, which turns out to be even worse than whatever you think is your personal hell right now. I got married at 22 and I'm around the same age as you. Some of my old school friends didn't until more recently, and those dudes are fucked. One dude married tome Thai woman he met (in Thailand when he was 31) and he's basically her bitch. A couple other dudes married women around their age (early 30s) and they're even more miserable because they are both leftover men and women no one wanted.

I would never start whatever I did at 22 at this age. There is so much that you missed that you're now too old for. You can't keep up with now. The sleepless months after birth alone will completely tax your body and probably fuck you up. By the time they're old enough to run around, you're gonna be 40 or close, too old to keep up. When they seek advice about girls in school, you will have nothing to say. All you're doing is desperately trying to catch up to missed milestones, as though you could somehow outrun time itself. Just pick a different life all together, a healthy normal life isn't for you.

Chat GPT expounded on the brief, whiny original post: Original Post (expanded / fictionalized)

I don’t enjoy life anymore. Something happened after I turned 30—it’s like a switch flipped. Everything that used to give me energy and excitement feels drained and hollow now. Parties aren’t fun. Staying up late feels like a punishment instead of freedom. Even the little hobbies I used to rely on for joy just feel empty, like I’m going through the motions.

Now it feels like society is funneling me down one narrow track: find a wife, have kids, buy a house, and settle into the cycle until I’m old and gray. And yet, none of that sounds like it’ll make me happy either. It just feels like a requirement, some obligation stamped on my back by time itself.

I notice my body getting weaker too. No matter how much I try to exercise, I can’t fight the feeling that strength and vitality are slipping away. I wake up sore, I get tired earlier, and my reflection looks older every year. There’s no sense of anticipation anymore, only maintenance and slow decline.

It’s like the future has narrowed into a tunnel where the only choices are: keep trudging forward, or give up entirely. And the worst part is, nobody prepared me for this. Nobody told me that life would stop being fun and start feeling like a checklist I didn’t even choose.

Chat GPT expounded on this brief reply: >>513765816

What you’re describing feels like the rug pull that every generation runs into eventually. It’s the realization that adulthood isn’t this grand adventure full of meaning, it’s just a conveyor belt. People get married and have kids not because they’ve figured out some higher truth or unlocked fulfillment, but because there isn’t much else to do once youth burns out. The hormones push people toward sex, then kids, then a family, and before you know it, they’re just reproducing the same cycle their parents did.

It’s not that anyone is consciously deciding, “this is the best way to live.” It’s more like the current of time sweeps them along. Life keeps carrying itself forward on autopilot, with people convincing themselves that it’s special or profound so they can tolerate it. But underneath all the rituals—weddings, anniversaries, promotions—it’s just the same survival script playing out over and over again.

Nobody’s in charge of this machine. Nobody’s guiding it with some master plan. It’s just momentum: biology and tradition endlessly recycling themselves, generation after generation. The truly unsettling part is when you see through it—when you realize there’s no higher authority, no purpose behind it all, and that everyone else is just distracting themselves to avoid noticing the same thing.

That’s the weight every adult eventually feels. You either keep pretending it’s meaningful, or you accept that it’s all just inertia pushing us forward until we can’t move anymore.

>>513751911
I will be 60 next year. Also, 6'4" with chronic knee and back problems. AND I have been a boozehound for the past 40 years. Amazing that I'm still alive.

>>513752037
Onions cum
Checked

>>513751768 (OP)
you don't have to do any of that shit my guy.

Your negative thinking and restricted outlook on everything will kill you before your age does. I’m gonna be 32 in a couple months and I’m on top of it. I’m physically fit, I have shelter and a routine every day. I train a combat sport with people that I’ve made great friends with over the past 5 years. The magic happens inside your mind and you need to traverse and conquer the sea of sin that the creator has laid out for you. It will elevate your conscience and create an aura around you. Archetypal, almost. You need to detach yourself from tired concepts that the average person aligns with. You need to let go of your fear of being stigmatized for what you do or fail to do. Start with sculpting a body (vessel) you feel to be suitable enough. Being in a body you feel proud of and capable with will ease your anxieties about your present and physical reality. The power of belief is limitless. It is an unstoppable force that can shape anything in front of you.

>>513767474
>The magic happens inside your mind and you need to traverse and conquer the sea of sin
>Being in a body you feel proud of and capable with will ease your anxieties about your present and physical reality. The power of belief is limitless. It is an unstoppable force that can shape anything in front of you.

>>513760640
>Gluttons disgust me
>Fat lazy fucks who stuff their faces all day long and never do a lick of real work

LOL workaholic detected. Get back to work, you gotta finish your 80 hour work week so you can continue living paycheck to paycheck, Jimbo!

>>513765995
>I would never start whatever I did at 22 at this age. There is so much that you missed that you're now too old for. You can't keep up with now.

Yeah right. Most parents have kids in their thirties, then and now.

>>513765296
>You're just getting a bit of dopamine that fucks with your thinking pattern.
Imagine living your life by Rick and Morty dialogue

>>513765995
>Just pick a different life all together, a healthy normal life isn't for you.
Never doubt a Canadian to fuck up a good post, even his own. You had me till here, but no you had to be a fucking normie about it didn't you?

>>513768922
When have most parents ever had their first kids at over 30? lol. Even in 2025 that's not true, let alone any other decade.
>>513769494
You're mad because it feels bad to hear the truth. That's understandable.

>>513769762
>You're mad because it feels bad to hear the truth.
I'm mad because you literally wouldn't be such a wise ass to teach you children such a lesson unless you were older than 30 and so your post basically defeats whatever "lesson" you're trying to convey. Spent your 20's energy rounding up little shits and working at the same time so you had less time teach them to be smart and shut the fuck up. Unless you're one of those "stay at home dad" nepobaby times, in either case their most valuable life lessons came from an Ipad or too little to late from a now "old" sack of future regret.

I’m 35 and I am the best I’ve ever been. Finally learning how to make another money and finally socialized enough to notice when women want to fuck me, but old enough to to ngaf what anyone thinks of me

I might marry but it will be out of sound mind and not desperation for a family

>>513769762
Many parents have kids when they're between 25 and 35.