>>513923720 (OP)
yea, I think a bunch of nukes went off in 2012 like the mayans predicted. everything has been a complete nightmare in my life ever since. so I think I got vaporized before my brainstem knew what was even happening, and now I'm in some purgatory or torturous hell.
the irony is that I'm a good person at heart, always go out of my way to help animals and people and everything... even spiders and slugs and things. idk I show a lot of love and just want peace. but everyone is mean to me and then the few people I cared about died. I dont know why Im in hell. why was I created full of love, only to be punished by the world..