>>514102597 (OP)
Only I matter. All other elements in the set of all non-me elements, in the physical world, are adversarial, including so called "family".
Don't romanticize drugs, gluttony, and sloth. That matters, living a virtuous life and making something meaningful of it by diligence. Spending your life just smoking weed, scrolling the web, and eating chicken tenders does not make you a Greek philosopher. It is just a waste of life. Soberness and discipline is a better and happier way to live.