>>514858144
Kek, I became a believer exactly because of the stuff you mentioned.
I was an almost militant atheist until age 27, then I started to research and read the bible and now I am a believer in my 30s.
The logic is simple, if so many people are so straight up evil (which can only exist in a moral, ergo religious, mainframe), then there has to be an ultimate good.
The bible also directly prepares you for exactly this kind of reaction, nowhere in the OT or NT it says that if you behave like a morally good person, or in the case of the NT like Jesus, that you will receive any kind of kindness towards you from other people, in fact Christ directly tells you "If the world hates you, realize that it hated me first", so God himself basically says to you "A large bunch of people will just be assholes towards you, no matter what you do, pearls before swine".
It gave me honestly an inner peace I never had before, I stopped asking myself "What did I wrong" and just accepted that people mostly are, God gave us free will and unfortunately, it has massive negative consequences.