Total loss of trust
Since covid all my trust in any authority whatsoever has evaporated. I can't read wiki articles about medical topics anymore without laughing. All the "studies" are just fake and gay, paid for by pharma companies shilling their products. When studies are rechecked, very frequently effects vanish. All those experts - oh I hate them. They are expert liars. There's only way: trust God and place trust in his work. He made our bodies, and we should not modify it. No tattoos, no vaccines, no intervention of any kind as long as you are healthy. And if you are not healthy, half of the time it's still better to do nothing.