>>514978256
I do have some questions for you.
It's been established that you don't feel anything when it comes to God. Do you think you can unpack this lack of feeling for God further for me? If not for me, then yourself? What I'd do is take out a piece of paper and a pen and write out some situations where you felt you had to feel something but couldn't?
For example, you attended mass, the attendees are clearly in the moment, but you're clearly not on their page. Perhaps you're on the opposite side where some edgelord or something denounces God at every turn and probably either says more or does things that you both know would be sinning.
I'm insistent because I believe this is about your soul, the thing God cares about, though I don't know you and your situation enough to pass judgement. But if my experinces help, I'll tell you quickly what made me turn to accept Jesus Christ.
2016, Pizzagate. It was clear to me that the people in power are the same ones who hate our heavenly Father, His only begotten son Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit that can dwell in us. I took the leap of faith out of spite for the antichrists on Earth. There is no going around taking that leap of faith, but I can say that Understanding is the reward for Faith. You'll Understand what God would have of us when you put your Faith in Him.
My favorite Bible quotes are John 3:19-21. The truth stands with God. Ask questions, Anon. Ask lots of them, and the true answers are the ones that stand beside God, the false ones are chaff that will blow away.