Thread 514967052

I just want to leave my house and not be seen for a few weeks but I also don't want to go on vacation. I just want to vanish for a while and meditate. Wdyd in situations like this?
Please bros give me advice because I've been stuck in my apartment for weeks and I can't take it anymore.

>>514967052 (OP)
you live in sweden
Cant you go to the forest and camp? Cant you just rent/build a cabin in the vast wilderness?

desu im dreaming of taking a month long vacation in the wilderness of scandinavia...

>>514967052 (OP)
I feel this.

>>514967052 (OP)
What are you looking for in the computer on top of your head that you don't already know. An apartment becomes a mountaintop if you are using your matter correctly.

>>514967052 (OP)
go to the forest and search for a wendigoo or somethin

>>514967052 (OP)
You know exactly what you need to do, and you live in one of the best countries to do it in.

>>514967052 (OP)
I live close to the shore, so what I do is call off work for a few days straight on a week when I have the weekend off (That way I have the whole week off) and I go get a room at the fanciest hotel on the beach and just bed rot and order expensive food from room service. Sometimes I'll venture downstairs and go walk on the beach really late at night when no one is there and look at the stars. Feels good. Especially when you do this in the fall when the tourists are gone and the weather is cool.

>>514968486
I used to do this a few years ago. Get a room at a fancy hotel and just relax and enjoy the city. Maybe I should do so again. I just feel a state of existential panic and dread right now and I don't know how to get it out of me. I want to vanish and run for 35 hours. Idk what to do...