Thread 515816264

I'm almost 35 and still browsing this stupid fucking website.

Yes. Forever is until you eventually die. A novels worth of our posts, an anonymous memoir that changes with time as you do. A black diary for all to read.

>>515816264 (OP)
Yeah, and?
There's like 75 boards here.
If you only browse /pol/, your entire life record online WILL BE /pol/
Use the entire goddamn site
>"Gay and porn and-"
IGNORE THOSE BOARDS THEN YOU RETARD!!!
YOU CAN CHOOSE!!!
YOU STILL CAN!!!
CHOOSE NOW AND DO SOMETHING!!!
ANYTHING BUT JUST ONLY /pol/!!!

48
2am
Heart failure
Didn't go out
Woke up at 9:30pm
My Monday morning is in 20 hours
I haven't fallen back asleep yet so thats good. I was kinda fightin there.

>>515816793
Heart failure is a meme, eventually, all hearts stop.
My mom is like 70 and has been diabetic and hypertensive and don't know what else for over 50 years already. No diet. Obese. Takes pill only when she remembers she takes pills. Still walks. Still everything. Works every fucking day since 4 am until 11 pm. No husband. Lives alone. Unbelievable.
If you think a disease will kill you, it will. And faster than it would have, or maybe it wasn't going to and you just gave it the chance to fuck you.
Since death is inevitable, you might as well live until you can't, right?

>>515816757
>There's like 75 boards here.
And they are all empty and trash..with few exceptions for porn boards and anime tranny slop.

>>515816264 (OP)
How does the wife feel about that anon?

>>515816264 (OP)
same here

>>515816264 (OP)
Yep 4chan ruined my life. It made me think being bald was a death sentence so I took finasteride and chemically castrated myself a year ago. The only things I can think of that are worse are amputation of limbs and cancer

>>515816264 (OP)
I’m out of here the moment I have kids

>>515817229
Well not a meme for me. Unless you count that I could reverse it. But because its failing which is measured by numerous things, it cant process the blood/fluid fast/efficiently enough so that excess fluid builds up in my body as edema. Which is really what will apparently kill me and is a very slow very uncomfortable death. Like its ultimately totally incapacitating. I'm on medication though but I should really lay off drinking so I can lean into my medication even more heavily. I only drink a 6 pack a day though so thats not too bad and actually pretty normal for a healthy person. Where weeds illegal. So alcohol is my only option and I'm not taking all the blame for this. I lost 110 lbs in 11 months before by smoking massive amounts of really good weed. Then that all disappeared pretty much in Texas forever.

the mods are in their late thirties and mid forties

>>515817828
That's the neat part, you never leave.

>>515817768
Retard why would you take any medicine this place tells you to take

>>515816264 (OP)
Why would you want to leave? No other major websites have accountless anonymous posting

>>515817768
>finasteride
did it work tho?

>>515816264 (OP)
Where the fuck else are you going to go? Everyone's lost their mind.

>>515816264 (OP)
35 next year, I know that feel, maybe even worse, since I started browsing at age 13/14.

Brutal

At least I have money now, not like I can enjoy it, since no wife or kids.

>>515817768
Even if you would chemically Castrate yourself the stem cells repair over time. Stop crying bitch

>>515818513
Nah, I did leave once upon a time for years, I came back recently and it’s gotten really fucking shitty

>>515816264 (OP)
Are you tranny?

>>515816264 (OP)
Only reason im here is unemployment and no money.

Got a job on the way then ill be too busy with work and on my free time because ill have money for gas etc

If i could afford id just take my car and go somewhere and chill its 100x more fun than sitting at home reading retarded messages

But as of right now i can only afford to drive an hour a day and i gotta save it to get to important places

>>515819400
>Conclusion(s): Finasteride, even at low doses, may cause reduced sperm counts in some men. In this population, counts improved dramatically for the majority of men after finasteride discontinuation. The hormone parameters, sperm motility, and sperm morphology were unchanged after cessation. Finasteride should be discontinued in subfertile men with oligospermia, and used with caution in men who desire fertility.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/24012200/
>Although, sperm parameters seem to return comparable to baseline after treatment discontinuation, it is advisable to perform a careful andrological evaluation before treatment.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/32052367/

BLACK GENOCIDE... NOW!!!!!!!

>>515816793
>48
>2am
>Heart failure

seriously? fuck man, hope you're ok

>>515816264 (OP)
this place will be full for 40 and 50 year olds in 10 years. you simply never leave.

>>515818873
>Where the fuck else are you going to go? Everyone's lost their mind.

i started posting here again because youtube is deleting every fucking thing i post there now, none of it breaking rules.

i think it may be because i'm now on a mobile phone IP that changes a lot.

>>515816757
dude, all 4chan is the same haha. you missed hte fucking point entirely. you being on "multiple boards" isnt any less pathetic. probably more so, because they are all gay and trans.

>>515816264 (OP)
I know. You'll be here forever. It's okay, I love you. You are great!

now imagine the same thing but you're a fucking REDDITOR

it could always be worse

>>515816264 (OP)
>35 years old
There are guys 40+ on here sonny.

>>515816264 (OP)
I'm almost 40 I was underage when I found this shithole

>>515816264 (OP)
>30+ yo boomers still post here
Blows my mind

>>515818873
Lel, spot on.
One could argue, this cesspit is pretty much reasonable by today's internets standards.

>>515816264 (OP)
Same. Think about it anon, its almost been two decades and you are still a newfag. Feels bad man. See you tomorrow

>>515816264 (OP)
You're still a young man with so much potential.

>>515816793
>>515818333
Vaxx status?

>>515823164
TAKEN

>>515822558
Thank you very much
>>515823164
Unvaxxed. I was immediately thrown to the wolves and caught it very early on and now by every indication have some literal super immunity. Because people did not suddenly stop throwing me to the wolves and things did not suddenly get better. But I never caught it again.

I'm 37. I also browse /v/ and /m/ and /x/. You have what you have in your life and try to make the best of it. Move towards God and make the next right choice. Every so often I catch myself typing something vile and hateful that would shut down another person on this website, and I delete it. You can do good here.

>>515818333
Drinking a six pack a day isn't "not too bad" that's really bad, man. It's not normal at all. I understand you're coping and will try to justify it to defend your addiction, but that's bad. I've been there. What would change for the negative if you only drank three cans a day, or one?

>>515816264 (OP)
its ok theres 50+ here. yeah its pathetic aint it you still have time to be better.

>>515816264 (OP)
My husband is 38 and looks at pol multiple times a day every day, he still helps take care of our family/children, plays games, and lives life.

Who cares if you're 35 and still on here?

>>515816264 (OP)
I will be 37 this upcoming year. Been here since '04. You are here forever. You can either take solace in knowing truth or just kys cuz you cant take it. Its the reality we have been dealt. We joke and say "Hibler wudda stobbed this" but truth is we just want the normalicy we were born into. Even that 100 years ago would seem insane values wise. Yet it is still ok and digestible for our psyche.

old fuck (7 years older)

>>515823554
You are missing the point imo. He said he quit but the legislature said "you are heckin stalin or hitlerino for partsking of the devils lettuce" so he is back on the sauce albeit not badly but he said "hey lemme enjoy cannabis and I wont drink no more". Seems reasonable and less destructive.

>>515824500
they're both really bad for you, man. my dad smoked pot. all he did. the only drug he was on, confirmed by test after test. it can cause psychosis on a level that very few other drugs can. wound up with assault and theft charges and started fires. fella is in pain, and i hope he gets through it, but chemicals shouldn't be filling these voids. they'll make it worse.

>one of us!
>one of us!

>>515816264 (OP)
Same, this is the best place on internet and it still a shithole.