Thread 518747064

A bit of an embarrassing and long post but I need help, please.

I'm a 31 year old male who has been into red pill content for quite some time. It's pretty much all I watch and it's turned me into a bitter pushover with few friends. The only time I leave my house is to go to work or the gym. If I have a day off, I come home from work and don't see outside until I have to go back to work 2 days later. (And yes, I'm on medicine for depression.) But the medicine won't cure the need for human interaction and friendship. The only human interaction I have is with co-workers and talking to my friends on discord while we're playing video games. If you want to know what a lifelong video game addiction and red pill content consuming will do to someone. Here it is.

I have crippling social anxiety to the point where even small talk is a challenge for me and often times I will stutter and say some off-the-wall crap that no one understands. I hate this.

I use to not be like this. This all started about the same time I started seriously watching too much red pill content. I know correlation doesn't mean causation, but it's a pretty damning correlation. I use to be an extroverted introvert. I loved playing video games with my friends in high school and college, but I still got out and did things with them. Now I stay to myself. I don't interact with anyone.

I could be wrong but I believe the first step would be trying to unlearn these red pill beliefs, but I'm not sure if I can. It's said that once you take the red pill, you can't un-take it. I apologize for the rambling but I'm at my wits end and have no idea what to do.

Yes, too long and embarrassing.

Ever heard of "hiding your power level?"
It's a meme for a reason. Also reduce your media consumption, maintain relationships, increase production (in free time)

>>518747064 (OP)
This is worse than a reddit post, bro. I hope this is bait.

>I use to not be like this. This all started about the same time I started seriously watching too much red pill content.

You are 30 years old and suffering crippling anxiety because of your right wing beliefs. You are a weak faggot. What even is there to be anxious about? What off the wall shit are you saying thats so important?

>>518747064 (OP)
You’re 31 and blog posting?

>>518747064 (OP)
tl;dr you will never be a stay at home wife.
Go to work femcel.

>>518747064 (OP)
There's some nuggets of truth in that kind of belief system but also a bunch of bullshit, and baked in defeatism meant to make you vulnerable and dependant on the people making the content. Look at the people behind it, do they seem happy behind the veneer of success? Have you heard of anyone following their advice that became succesful and happy?

>>518747187
>It's said that once you take the red pill, you can't un-take it.

Yes you can reverse it. I mean you can't unlearn certain facts like knowing that girls defecate and fart or the fact that women are hypergamous. But you were gonna learn that eventually anyhow.

>>518747064 (OP)
I mean this with all sincerity and I am extremely serious:
The final red pill is the Worm Pill.
Search the archives.

>>518747064 (OP)
If you actually, factually have to rely on other people to maintain your own happiness and sanity, you're a fucking loser. Period. There's nothing sadder than a person who can't find comfort in their own company, in their own private hobbies, in nature, and in God. Very sad.

>>518747064 (OP)
Eat 5g of dried magic mushrooms and sit in the dark. That's the cure

>>518747064 (OP)
now nothing, just be miserable for the rest of your life.

>>518747064 (OP)
You just have AI psychosis... That's all...

>>518747511
>maintain relationships,

Most buddies are buddy fuckers.. My friend list I can count on one hand. Don't underestimate the stupidity and viciousness of the majority of humanity. Remember 80% took the mRNA shot without questioning it and they wanted us locked up in concentration camps.

>>518747064 (OP)
>into red pill content for quite some time.
>(And yes, I'm on medicine for depression.)

>>518747064 (OP)
Psychopathy, or psychopathic personality,[1] is a personality construct[2][3] characterized by impaired empathy and remorse, persistent antisocial behavior,[4] along with bold, disinhibited, and egocentric traits. These traits are often masked by superficial charm and immunity to stress,[5] which create an outward appearance of apparent normality

>>518749577
Gotcha. Lost job and had family drama over it, so maintaining relationships has been hard - but I'm convinced it's better than isolation

>>518747187
You are Indian.

>>518747064 (OP)
>I could be wrong but I believe the first step would be trying to unlearn these red pill beliefs

What red pill beliefs, anyway?
You can't unlearn things (unless you have brain damage), just learn new/more things.