Thread 518963083

How do you guys do this?

>>518963083 (OP)
I'm smoking weed instead

2.5 years sober.

>>518963083 (OP)
Just dont do it

>>518963083 (OP)
Sober October staying strong

>>518963083 (OP)
I just did a water fast for 48h. My advice, if you want to kick any habbit, start with a 48h water fast. Also, you'll feel great from it.

>>518963083 (OP)
if you drink a ton and get sick and basically don't have fun at all and then your whole next day is shot to hell hungover then your brain won't want it anymore

>>518963083 (OP)
Are you the anon who posted a couple of days ago? If so good work so far. Keep going

>>518963083 (OP)
>Day 3 of not drinking
I had a daily drinking habit for about 3-4 years, and took another year to fully get off the liquid jew.
I looked within and found myself there. (after countless hours in a shitty basement in front of a whiteboard)
I found the reason for my existence.
Once I did that, the liquid jew has had no power over me, because it hinders the reason why I'm on this planet.
Consult my chart, and look within.
Only you have your answer and it's up to you, and you alone, to find it.
Good luck
Your fren

>>518963783
Yea

>>518963083 (OP)
Wasnt fun the first few months but glad I stopped. I was unironically on the fast path to becoming a raging alcoholic during covid scam. Drinking heavily each evening and have major anxiety during the day. Quitting alcohol completely mellowed me out, actually feel real happiness again (kind of)

>>518963083 (OP)
i simply refuse to cess

>>518963083 (OP)
not easily bro, not easily, I may need to go get a drink here before too long. I just can't get my brain to boot up without a few shots.

I know supposedly there is some 6 month reset point, but I'm not some rich kid who's parents will pay for their shit for 6 months of rehab or some shit, I got to get reports and analysis in ASAP. Max time off is 14 days.

It's just not going to happem imo

>>518963734
But then I just want to get drunk to get rid of the hangover the next day and the cycle repeats

>>518963083 (OP)
I only drink once or twice a year, I could go the rest of my life without having another sip of alcohol. Fapping on the other hand...

>>518963083 (OP)
for me both drinking and smoking are tied to gaming. very little desire for either if im not gaming. see if you can find a trigger.

>>518963083 (OP)
I'm here a week now, waiting for a mission, getting softer. Every minute I stay in this room, I get weaker, and every minute Charlie squats in the bush, he gets stronger.

>>518963083 (OP)
I just accepted i'm a drinker, feels good
but i don't get smashed, just buzzed

>>518963083 (OP)
i act retarded when i drink, hugging the porcelain throne and puking profusely. when i think about doing that and sleeping like shit, it's easy to not drink

Nonny I'll join you. I'm tired of spending money on liquor desu. It just leaves. I might brew something in a few weeks though! I haven't like binge drank in a minutes though. How is it going for you ? What did you drink and have you filled your drinking time with more productive hobbies ?

>>518963734
This is usually the case for a few weeks until you forgot how rotten you felt before. The amount of times I've drank myself to near death but somehow survived has got me considering that quantum immortality might be real.

>>518963959
well, I fap, then I drink, then I smoke .. in that order. Harder drugs may or may not come after depending on how late it is.

>>518963083 (OP)
Weed has its place. I suggest you take your pain as a gain. You know you need to get through it to normalize your chemistry and emotions. Everyone who smokes weed ( i was/am one ) goes through serotonin withdrawal that will make you chimp out and break walls and ruin relationships. Dont take advice from these people. Find distraction. 15 minutes at a time becomes one day at a time becomes one week at a time.

Good job anon, im sending you a digital high five and i hope you make it

>>518963718
Hell just drinking water whenever you have a craving for something is super helpful.

Helped me stop smoking as I just downed a bottled water each time I was feeling antsy. Now I can smoke a pipe or cig once a month and not feel like I have to keep going.

>>518963486
stop it

>>518963083 (OP)
You don't.

>>518963083 (OP)
>how do...

That's the trick anon, you don't. You simply do not. Cease. Sit there and do nothing and you will win. Bonus points if you go do something useful instead of sitting around thinking about how much it sucks to not do something.

You started for a good reason anon and I beleeeeb in you.

>>518963083 (OP)
>How do you guys do this?
You are today years old when you realized why the 12 steps exist.

>>518964134
this is a parasite that thrives on your hydration

>>518963083 (OP)
By not enjoying it. Seriously drinking just makes me feel sick and smoking has never given me a buzz

>>518963083 (OP)
A good AA group can do absolute wonders. Others are so depressing they make me want to drink.

Just hit up like every group in your region until you find one that clicks. They make long term sobriety so much easier

>>518963083 (OP)
>Day 3 of not drinking
Same I stopped smoking cigarettes and weed at the same time too. It's not that bad if you have something to focus on.

>>518963083 (OP)
get your dr to prescribe either benzos (dangerous) or trazadone and buspirone (safe). It won't be ez, but it takes about 4 days and you will shit yourself. drink water and put something familiar on tv.
>t. done this about 300 times

>>518963083 (OP)
Very easily, alcohol is a nigger tier drug which makes you lose control

>>518963784
this is a very common report from successful ppl

>>518963083 (OP)
>>518963083 (OP)
/pol/ is a bunch of zoomies too afraid to do anything other than smoke weed and weed is fucking retarded. i drink beer and smoke and eat edibles and live a normal life unlike you kids who think you're going to live forever, going to the gym, dressing all faggoty, water flavored personalities, you would be scared of me faggots

>>518963718
An alcoholic could literally die if they stoped drinking and didn’t eat or drink anything for 48 hours…

>>518963907
>6 month reset point
it takes about 4 days to get over the initial intense feelings, but yeah

>>518964383
Benzos are absolutely safe when taken in a controlled setting like a detox center or rehab. Or just simply don't be a retard and drink on them or take more than the stated dose.

>>518964070
>I'm tired of spending money on liquor
holy shit no joke. when I stop spending money on booze, I'm like WHERE IN THE FUCK DID ALL THIS MONEY COME FROM???
not a bad feeling 2bh

>>518964134
This.
I did this a lot in the past when I quit anything. Not sure what's the catch but it worked. Everytime I felt like consooming something I just drank another glass of water

>>518963083 (OP)
Its boring, right?

>>518964295
AA has been weird as fuck for me every time. They are all old as hell, or gangster / poor as hell, and have all these horrible stories about how they stole this or that to get high / drunk.

Or they are or started court mandated for DUIs and shit. I've never had a DUI, I just go buy some good bottom shelf liquor and try not to drink so much I can't stand up.

I'd switch to opioids because they're easier on your healthy, but but finding good clean opioids is a bitch if not impossible these days.

>>518964295
yeah. try mens only groups

>>518963083 (OP)
i drink vodka every day and don't even get drunk. i think it's because i drink it so slow. i just get slightly tired and go to sleep. have noticed that my memory is suffering though. used to have a steel trap mind and now i have to google some words to get the spelling or meaning.

>>518963083 (OP)
I fasted from food for the first two weeks of lent, only water Monday 12am to Sunday 12am, break in Sundays. After doing that you realize how little you actually need anything but God. After the fast, I gave up drinking altogether for no real reason other than I didn't want to do it anymore. Haven't drank since.

>>518963083 (OP)
Same I've gotten maybe 5 hours of sleep in the last two days

>>518964621
Im not finding it hard not to drink its just kinda boring yea. I’ll def miss the tastes of wine the most. I’ll probably have a glass every once in a while.

>>518964575
yeah. they're the best when done properly, but addicts are addicts. a safe environment is best, but if he's hell bent on doing it at home (I understand), then he's best off w/ the old reliable stuff

>>518964512
for me about 4 days is when the intense feelings started. I got side paid, back pain, all the body aches. Then I had this "flu like symptom" for a month and then started drinking again.

I have to say if you have something like PAWS and start drinking again, you will be in fucking hell for the first week back drinking. Your body doesn't respond to it right at all.

>>518964463
Well, you'd be drinking water

>>518964575
oxy is way better

>>518964463
alcoholics not eating is fairly common and vitb1 and 12 deficiency can be lethal

>>518963083 (OP)
I've never drank in my life.

>>518964693
I had little tremors at night while lying down and some weird closed eyed visuals. I was expecting weird dreams but I haven’t Gotten any. This isn’t that bad just the first night i had the worst body pains of my life.

>>518963083 (OP)
I have never once had a problem with alcohol. I drink those girlie fizzy drinks and have 1-2 in an evening once in a while and that's that. I didn't really care for alcohol DESU because it makes me sleepy.

Try meditating. If become adept at yoga meditation you will feel no desire to drink alcohol. I speak from experience.

Also you will have experienced the consciousness of Shiva, who was worshipped (as Rudra) in the Rig Veda by our ancient Aryan cousins. That is a bonus.

>>518963083 (OP)
alcohol is not my issue but masturbation is, I am on day 18 of nofap and is dificult bue doable

>>518964733
>for me about 4 days is when the intense feelings started
you sure we're talking about the same thing m8? I'm talking about 4 days of ZERO alcohol. I taper down, but the " fun" only really starts after I go zero

I was never a huge drinker but went from a beer a day to just a beer during the week end by drinking herbal tea instead

>>518964897
I’ve completed a yoga teacher training my guy

>>518964970
>I was never a huge drinker but went from a beer a day
a beer a day

>>518963083 (OP)
Saw your thread from yesterday Anon. Be careful. I was drinking a bottle of vodka everyday and I needed
Detox so I wouldn’t die. After the actual dependency is gone, STAY BUSY. Do ANYTHING. Walk, bike, go to the gym, hell, eat as much as you want! New hobbies help too

>>518963083 (OP)
go to a meeting and stop trying to do it alone ... you've already acknowledged your drinking is a problem.
Do something about it.

>>518963083 (OP)
Im too poor to drink

i drank like a fish when i was 16-27, and NEVER got the shakes. sobriety is just so fucking… BORING. i can go 3 months not even thinking of booze but im BORED.
>just do weed bro
i got bored of weed. i’m now back on my functional-but-at-least-entertained-alcoholic bullshit. what’s bruce without his batman suit, huh? what’s Dr House without his vicodin?

>>518964958
somewhere in the first week of being completely clean, I get slammed with a ton of problems. I can't think strait, I can't lift as much, everything become a huge effort and I feel sick on top of it.

I think you may have never been a "real alcoholic", or maybe your body just wasn't abele to get addicted to it like mine and lot of others? Day 3-4 for most people is when you can start to get dangerous withdraws, DTs, the years of your brain depending on liquor to run starts becoming apparent as you almost have some kind of diabetes. Insane sugar cravings etc...

https://www.voguerecoverycenter.com/rehab-blog/alcohol-withdrawal-timeline/

The "PAWS" timeline is what really sucks.

>>518965275
Nah I’m good. I stoped for a month a couple years ago. I know I can stop its all good. It’s just kinda boring.

>>518963083 (OP)
After being a drunk retard for a decade i had my last drink in may, its gets easier.

Life also just gets better. You feel better, eventually you sleep better, its just better. For the first time in my life a kike is correct
>>518963414
Do this if you are close to relapsing, its better than getting back on the liquer

>>518963083 (OP)
>How do you guys do this?
A day at a time.

You can't control life, only how you respond to life.

Let go, let God.

>>518963718
Yes, like this guy is saying. Don't drink any water for 48 hours. You'll feel great.

>i’ll just have 1,2,3,4 bottles tonight
>end up drinking 10
what vile trickery is this?

>>518965354
I was mainly drinking beer with a shooter or two of vodka. Maybe 8-10 drinks a day. I did my own research and you don’t have to get treatment for withdrawals at this level.

>>518965558
the trick is to never have more than one bottle in the house at once my bro-ski

>>518965354
>I think you may have never been a "real alcoholic"
I've drank heavily for over 15 yrs. I've self-detoxed about 300 times, and have been in 6 detoxes and 3 28 day rehabs

>>518965622
but with rationing then i just buy 8 packs of tall cans of sweet sweet beer and drink all of that

>>518965587
I've been up to about a quarter of a gallon a day ( like 1/2 a handle ), then drink the hangover away. Your range is about my "happy spot", where I can recover quickly, but the last year or so has not been kind.

>>518963083 (OP)
the longer you go without it, the easier it is to avoid.

>>518964622
Yeah I’ve never gotten deep into opiates (they make me itch like a mfer) but I always think of the line in “Junkie” where the Mexican doctor smacks the main character saying to go back on morphine because the alcohol will kill him

>>518965557
Motherfuckers, water fast means only drink water for 48h, nothing else, no food.

>>518963083 (OP)
>stop drinking goyim

Who the fuck is stopping drinking NOW? Keep drinking, it might just render you unfit for the coming draft, and thus save your life.

>>518965739
if you don't know what PAWS is, its kind of a red flag you didn't learn anything from rehab, and never had it bro.

>>518963083 (OP)
I feel bad for anyone that gets dragged into that shit. I never liked alcohol I don't see how people drink it. Makes me feel like shit and can't pee. Stay strong anon. If it burns to keep away from it embrace that. That will be your guide out.

>>518963083 (OP)
All you have to do is remind yourself that weak men have gone before you and made it so if you can't then what does it say about you?

>>518963414
Every once in a while a jew pops up with some actual good advice. Have a blessed day Moishe

>>518966002
Strong men don’t serve globohomo jews

>>518963083 (OP)
I'm envious.
I'm trying to be like you, but it's hard.

>>518963083 (OP)
Go to a doctor and ask for Naltrexone. It's a drug that kills alcohol cravings.

>>518966002
That works for pretty much anything you need to motivate yourself for desu

>>518965990
> Makes me feel like shit and can't pee.

What kind of retarded shit is this? You’ve never drank. The saying “breaking the seal” exists for a reason.

>>518963083 (OP)
Just eat some candy.

>>518966113
Strong men don't declare themselves strong. Strong men know how to be weak and that it comes with real strength. Strong men don't hold strength over others as if it's a contest because strong men know we're in this shit together. A lot of the little pussies here have things to learn about strength.

>>518965853
So get down to the happy level again

>>518963083 (OP)
Caffeine,nicotine,porn and doomscrolling.It'all about replacing addictions with other addictions.

>>518965587
The main problem with the delirium is that you wont know its happening , you are already mentally gone long before the symptoms kick in. The shakes are fine and all the other bullshit like sweating and non stop high pressure vomiting doesnt matter, if you have actual cramps thats a good time to talk to someone about it. When the ants show up or you start having conversations with the furniture or whatever you are basicly a cointoss from waking up dead.

In either case i would just get on benzos asap, it makes it so much easier for you and the rate of long term success simply skyrockets. And its risk free, you are not hurting anyone, you are helping yourself get through the worst and also just survive. Theres literally zero downsides to this, and you must really hate yourself to force yourself to go through it for absolutely no reason at all.

>>518963083 (OP)
By drinking

>>518965889
lol, it’s true man, drinking is so much worse for you than oxy / morphine / heroin

>>518966216
You have eyes but you don't see. You can read but understand is beyond you.

>>518965558
>>i’ll just have 1,2,3,4 bottles tonight
>>end up drinking 10

what vile trickery is this?

it's pretty simple actually:
the positive effects of alcohol like, euphoric mood, dsinhibition etc. happen due to the increase (up variation) of alcohol in your blood, not the total blood alcohol.
therefore you need to keep drinking to keep the effects

so it's a good idea to drink many small portions of alcohol over a long period instead of falling into a bottle

>>518966295
Pathetic. What a fucking Eurodoomer thing to say.

I've been able to cut my 4 night a week beer drinking down to 2 nights a week. That's the best I can do for now and its still not easy.

>>518963083 (OP)
You got this. Don't let Jew poison define you as an individual.

>>518966318
I didn’t even get and shakes. My hands were rock steady the first day. I highly doubt I’ll get DT’s

>>518966288
buying it in pints cost so much more

>>518965963
I know all the ritual and the dogma, m8

>>518966377
>t. Globohomo remoralization jew

We have fent zombies in our streets you nigger

>>518963083 (OP)
Remind myself that all drugs and alcohol that isn't homegrown shrooms have gotten worse.
>Ciggies smell and taste worse than they did in the 10s and prior
>Weed, whether it's CBD store shit and actual weed, is not the same as it was in the 10s prior
>Alcohol is significantly worse in quality where I've been drinking the same vodka for ages and it got noticeably worse in effects
>Anything else, coke, shrooms, etc, once again, has gotten noticeably shittier.
Do I want to? Fuck yes. But I know the quality isn't there anymore. Like a video game that got 1 bad update and stopped being fun. Like I said, shrooms that come from myself or someone I trust are the only drugs I'll take if I feel like taking anything.

>>518963083 (OP)
For me, it was the ritual as much as the anxiety.

I'd drink to feel comfortable but the next morning I'd get twice as anxious. That went away when I discovered the booze was making it worse long-term.

So the next step was to replace the drink in my hand with something less detrimental, I started with lemon lime bitters and non-alcoholic ginger beer and gradually cut back to soda water and water. As long as the stuff in my hand is cold, refreshing and (sometimes) fizzy, I don't miss it. It's been about a decade now and I have a Cruiser once a month or so in good company without the need to keep going. The night before is simply not worth the morning after. Good luck.

>>518966288
Maybe tapering down to 10 shots a day instead of 20 is the best plan.

I don’t really WANT TO stop drinking, but it is fucking my health up.

>>518966459
Well when you cant get it man, you’re going to be fucked. The demons are not going to cur you a break.

>>518965963
>PAWS
srsly, you act like you discovered something. I know you 12 step noobs suck down deeply the aa creed, and that's probably best for you rn, but it doesn't apply to everyone equally

>>518963083 (OP)
Fren just don't do it you got this

Never been a drinker, I drink occasionally at weddings or big parties. I just don't need it to have fun though.

What's your reason for being attracted to drinking

>>518963083 (OP)
I'll give you the best tip you'll ever get, it all start from faith, believe in yourself or something else if you prefer but you must believe you can quit and you can gaslight yourself with anything you want if it helps

>>518966444
People who are actually medically at risk of Delirium Tremens are people who have been drinking large amounts for decades. They’ve detoxed over and over, causing the withdrawals to become worse progressively each time.
Some 20 or 30 year old who quits drinking isn’t going to experience DTs. Assuming they aren’t maintaining some profound 4 bottles of Vodka a day habit.

>>518966470
>a fent zombie flew over my house!
Not fucking relevant, addiction excuser.

>>518966570
The ritual gets me too man. I have to come up with some new rituals.

>faggot is still begging for life-saving advice, just like their settler grandparents
>the advice is to stop being a retard
it was nice knowing you, although you were never really here.

>>518966729
Because you’re on a purity crusade amongst a population that’s been drowned in a river of substances for decades. Either you’re engaging in Globohomo remoralization bullshit, or you’re retarded as fuck.

>>518966599
20 shots a day you’ll be hallucinating my friend and DTs are possible. Cut down to where if you have stop you wont die.

>>518966628
You told him he’ll feel better at day 4, he got bad PAWS at day four. You’re the fucking child, 300 attempts to quit and can’t? Who’s paying for all your off time to go play rehab and detox.

>>518966377
Op asked for a solution and I gave one.
A person prone to addictions will develop the same psychological pattern regardless of the specific substance or behavior

>>518963083 (OP)
anhedonia was the biggest hurdle for me. the second month is easier than the first and the third month is easier than that. best of luck fren

>>518963083 (OP)
>How do you guys do this?
Literally just converted to Islam to get rid of my alchohol problem

>>518966944
>bad PAWS
>at day 4

Detoxing is like a two week ordeal. Day 4 by definition is still the acute phase. PAWS are symptoms a person might experience well after the acute detox phase is over.

>>518967082
Immolate yourself

>>518963784
The joke of this image is that it's upside down with NPC being the Godhead

>>518963083 (OP)
I switched from pounding beers to pounding la croix. Psychological substitute the motions of putting a beer up to my mouth.
Withdrawls were hell but much better after almost 2 months.

>>518963083 (OP)
Nice!
Also for any hard drinkers, if you suddenly stop it will mess with your neurological and cardiovascular system.
The brain suppresses chemicals that get released when drinking stops.
And the alcohol thins the blood, so stopping instantly causes huge heart issues.
Delirium tremors. If you go to ER for it they will make you sit there for a day and suffer. Body chills, cold sweats, heart pounding, and neurological issues to light and sound.

Yet 1 shot fixes it. That's why people when they want to drop a bender, can't.

The solution (provided you have discipline), is to taper off slowly. It always works even in extreme cases. Just takes a day or 2.

>>518966882
Or I'm not a faggot doomer. Free will exists and your problems are your fault.

>>518965352
I hope someone screen capped that Russian schizo from a couple months ago who broke down how alcohol in slightly above moderation was at this point genetically apart of white people and the way they socialize, all the way back to how our cultures and civilizations were created. Sober life for the white man is living on a handicap.

>>518967435
> Free will exists and your problems are your fault.

A very jewish mindset. Not surprising a Globohomo would maintain that

>>518967108
Seethe alc junkie

Reminder... They fear the sober garden enjoyer! >>518967396

>>518966889
Back when Mark Wahlberg was Marky Mark (Fuckin' faggot)
This is how we used to make the party start
We used to mix Hen with Bacardi Dark
And when it kicks in you can hardly talk
And by the sixth gin you're gon' probably crawl
And you'll be sick then and you'll probably barf
And my prediction is you're gon' probably fall
Either somewhere in the lobby or the hallway wall
And everything's spinnin', you're beginnin' to think women
Are swimmin' in pink linen again in the sink

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s0rLH_v-lwg

>>518967591
Lol. That's stupid. Did you just learn the word globohomo or something?

>>518963083 (OP)
>How do you guys do this?
get on tirzepatide (zepbound/mounjaro), it kills the desire
and if you slip up, it really limits what you can drink.

>>518966740
Substitution is easier. I've seen people trying to kick cigarettes move to wooden cigarettes, lollipops and toothpicks just for the sensation.

Whatever you drink, just put it in a tall glass and add three ice cubes. Don't go overboard with fancy mocktails but add the sensation. The clink of the cube in the glass, the chill of the ice on your tongue. Stir that shit with a long spoon or knock some water back in a shot glass and pretend it's disgusting if you like (hardcore mode- wheatgrass shot. That shit is legitimately disgusting but good for you). Sit at a small table in the cold night air and down some soda water while listening to your favourite music. Then revel in the feeling of waking up without a splitting headache and a dancing liver.

>>518963784
>I found the reason for my existence.
what is it?

>>518963083 (OP)
biers taste bad

>>518963083 (OP)
I started getting withdrawals and eventually they were becoming so intense I hospitalized myself. Left the hospital after a detox and never looked back I’m coming up on two years sober.

>>518963083 (OP)
I drink soda cans and smoke. Replacing a poison with others

>>518968099
NA beer is good too

>>518963784
that girlboss lookin' kinda thicc desu

>>518963083 (OP)
I don’t drink Sunday-Thursday, only Friday and Saturday. Not that hard. If you have a job, you’re usually so tired by the time you get home that you feel like drinking. Sunday is the hardest day to fight the urge.

>>518963083 (OP)
I'm on 1 year sober, and the first thing I do after the govt. sends me some fat checks is buying a fuggin 6 pack, man. Unless it's too early. In that case I'll actually go on a run first

>>518968244
>NA beer is good too
its way the fuck better than it used to be
too bad the jews charge double for it.
not a bad idea, if trying to stop drinking, is guzzle a few to get full before having a real one.

>>518963083 (OP)
15 days for me doing sober october, no drinking no vaping cold turkey.
I wanted a beer today to go with my dinner, I got 0% beers instead.
It's become a weird pride thing for me now, genuinely don't know how I pulled it off, just had a really bad hangover on the 1st and thought fuck it

>>518963083 (OP)
5 months here it gets easier. The alcohol Jew is a powerful indeed.

>>518963083 (OP)
I drink at night

>>518963083 (OP)
Good for you mate. I have to do the same habitually due to being a borderline fat bastard and gout. Get it out of your system. After a fortnight you will start to feel better and after a month or two you will feel on top of the world.

>>518963083 (OP)
day 10 for me. I always do great then struggle at the 2 week mark but this time I'm determined to change shit. I'm forcing myself to go to the gym tomorrow despite being hardly able to walk today from soreness. I still have weed to smoke if I ever wanna feel stupid for a while and I prolifically chug water and sparkling waters now so I got all bases covered. still working on phasing out junk food. either way keep at it man.

>>518966444
Youre fine then. But you know, it wont get any easier than it is now

well, you see, when I was 2 years old my dad gave me a sip of his beer and it was so fucking nasty I never wanted to drink beer again
stay strong anon

>>518963083 (OP)
I never got into it but was a heavy weed nigger. Used to think the same about weed but turns out once you change habits you don’t actually wanna do it at all.
Never managed to stop without changing my other habits tho. Need a new way of life to stop and never look back

>>518968781
In our case, it was our mother who repeatedly drank herself almost to death.

But if you want to quit, you have to change not only your drinking habits but also your attitude towards your entire lifestyle.

>>518963083 (OP)
I moved into a sober living yesterday because I lost everything do to being an alcoholic. Good these people make me want to kms. Being a homeless drunk is almost better is it wasn't starting to get cold and I didn't lose all my camping supplies while drunk

>>518963083 (OP)
Try switching to candy and chocolate
You'll get fat but at least you're not drinking

It gets easier. Just don't give up. That's all it takes until your chemistry rewires and you get used to it.

>>518963907
Go to local er or hospital. Tell them you are detoxing from alcohol, and if asked tell them you are hallucinating. You will get an emergency detox and can take the rest of your time off to build a support system of other people who suffer.

>>518963083 (OP)
opposite question: I would have to go out of my way to go to the shop, waste money on poison, carry it home, stuff it in my gullet... How do you guys do this?

>>518969020
how old are you man

>>518963083 (OP)
I only do it 5 days a week.