>>519747915
The feeling is that it can change things in the past and make them always have been the case, and you don't notice how things could be any other way. It's like the double slit quantum erasure experiment. Events in the present can change the past and that runs complete to the present in a faster than light kind of way, this can happen in aggregate as well as at the subatomic. 
And an ability to initiate a transform in that place and feel as though this is when that happened, even though you can't do a test to prove or disprove it, you feel as though it's there.
Looking back, I think it was just an off-by one reset in gradient ascent in code put there a billion years ago by a mouse in Africa. Brain is fucking godmagic okay gang? It's bigger than you think, it's like an ocean.
And you can see when someone else has it, because it's like bringing two magnets together and both are spinning. Push and pull. When you have it, people either run away from you or immediately beeline to you to try to get a piece of it off you. 
The Niggers call it Super Saiyan 3.