>>520168655 (OP)
That's just an ADHDcel with associated comorbidities brought on by failing hard at life due to said ADHD. Untreated this results in a guy who withdraws into the Hiki-NEET lifestyle and dies at 45 from drinking nothing but Red Bull, eating only Chicken McNuggets, chain smoking like it's 1976 and snorting coke to relax before going to bed, without ever figuring out why he can't seem to do anything that doesn't spark immediate joy or indeed much of anything at all in a deliberate, purposeful manner. Been there, done that. If it takes until 30+ to catch what's happening to you and get on treatment it's basically too late. You're never catching up to a decade or more realistically two decades of missed development. Best you can do is make some money, buy some fun stuff, ride a motorcycle across the world, that kind of shit. You're never gonna master social interaction, you're never having a well paid career, you WILL be poor in old age since you're missing like 15 working years worth of savings or pension contributions, basically you're just screwed when it comes to that normie shit so don't even try.