>>520195516 (OP)
i think he is correct. when i was a kid, there was a "messianic" jew who attended my family's Christian church. he had these unusual and bizarre behaviors (rocking back and forth, hitting his side with his fist, plucking hairs from his neck and poking at his lips with the hairs, etc.) that i would privately mock, harvesting riotous laughter from my peers, from my adult family members, and other adult members of the church. even his appearance was "other" to me, he looked like a flabby gollum, a literal 0 on the 1-10 chart.
yes i was repulsed at both a physical and spiritual level by his appearance and his strange mannerisms. i wasnt taught to "hate the jews" in fact, the opposite, we were constantly larping as israelites