>>520443951
Same, my degenerate cunt of an alcoholic mother forced me to go to therapy when I was a kid because I was "too weird" and "too quiet", all they ever really did was put me on SSRIs. Same when I was in the military, my SL kept complaining I was too quiet or uptight or whatever, they ended up having me go to some unbelievably retarded base psych where they had me take SSRIs (I'm 18 at this point, in Iraq on combat patrols), I told them I don't think it was necessary and they started threatening me with write-ups if I didn't -- mind you I never did anything, never said anything, the most they ever said was I "looked down" -- I just didn't want to deal with it so I took them. Then for the very first time in my life, out of the blue, I'm suddenly feeling suicidal. I couldn't think anymore, I couldn't sleep. So I stopped taking them, my SL asked me one day if I was taking them and I said no, he flips out and starts threatening me with article 15's.
I hate all these stupid fucks, the one constant in all of this is all of these people were disgusting degenerate boozers, sick alcoholics, abusive fuck ups. Its like everyone that orbits around me is just a vile and creepy piece of shit. I was just a kid, if I knew even half of what I know now I would have beat my SL within an inch of his life for the shit he said/did to me.