>>521220016
To explain why you are a thing to be pitied:
It's clear how badly you want to be smart. How much you affect and pretend to be smart. But you know the truth is that you aren't, and that that capability is just out of your reach. So you do what you think smart people would do, you say what you think smart people would say, and you hold the opinions you think smart people would hold, never deviating lest some smart person think you weren't smart. Little do you realize that thing that makes smart people smart is the ability to view things from another perspective, where they sometimes realize they were wrong, admit it, synthesize new knowledge, and grow.
This ability will always be out of the midwit's grasp. It will always escape you. And you will go your whole life angry that you were only granted 1 IQ point more than average when you desperately wanted 30.
So I pity you, anon. As all should.