Thread 18780097

How you holding up anon

>>18780097 (OP)
I think my coke was mixed with molly
Not bad though

>>18780097 (OP)
Your girlfriend wants me to stick my finger in her bum, but she's got a weird nose

>>18780097 (OP)
Im plush, YEAAH!

>>18780097 (OP)
not v good

>>18780097 (OP)
My roommate is moving out at the end of the month and didn’t give me and our other roommate any notice prior, cannot find a job to save my life and I’ve had not one, but two relatives pass away in succession on top of that. Life is shooting hard on me

>>18780097 (OP)
Been a NEET for a year and a half, some days I feel so free and alive and then some days I feel it hard. All my old hobbies and interests are starting to dry up on me and I gotta challenge myself by pursuing the shit that used to bore me or something I felt too retarded for, I need to challenge myself brother

>>18780097 (OP)
I drank too much and am trying to detox and taper off today. It is a horrendous state of being but I am determined to survive it and then come up with solutions to keep me dry.

>>18780097 (OP)
doctor found more blood in my shit. no family history of colon cancer but i've been freaking out

I hope things work out for all of you.

>>18780987
I'm in the exact same boat you are. I drank so heavily over the weekend that I took a piss at work yesterday and it came out the color of coffee. Man I feel like shit right now.

>>18781015
I won't leave the house until tomorrow at the earliest. I can't believe I used to go to work after doing this to my body. At least you are employed, I need to pick up work soon to keep myself busy. The anxiety of alcohol withdrawal is one of the scariest feelings imaginable, I hope you start to feel better soon, brother.

>>18781047
Going to work feeling like this sucks. I haven't called in to work in over 10 years, I always pick myself up and drag myself in no matter what. I'm sick of going through the day with my hands shaking and my heart randomly pounding. It'll be worth it in the long run.

i made myself really ill last week taking too many percs and I couldnt eat or keep down any fluids for a couple days because i kept vomiting everything back up again but i think i'm doing okay now

>>18780097 (OP)
Honestly it's been rough lately bros, gf is getting a heart monitor in a couple days, that's her third trip to the hospital in a month, had to cancel a bunch of plans I made with friends and my family's a mess kek

>>18780097 (OP)
Great, AEW is better than ever :)

>>18780097 (OP)
Hungover as fuck in my office rn. Going to get Mexican food and smoke and watch WWE Vault during my lunch break. I gotta stop drinking and smoking and treating my body like shit. I feel so horrible all the time.

>>18780097 (OP)
Im okay I think, just gotta this through this match against myself. Poor sucker just won't tap out even tho he can barely maintain composure

Not very well actually

>>18781341
lay it on me brother

>>18781004
Many are saying this

Got hit with a reversal while I was Hulking up. Might finner DQ myself so the fire department can have a corpse on a pole match.

>>18780097 (OP)
Pretty good.
No debt. Wife. Successful children.
I can't complain.

My test results came back for my ultrasound kidneys and they're fine. I just hate I owe 10k to my credit card and I want to go back to Japan so badly so I attend more TJPW and DDT. It also hits how lonely I am.

Not bad thanks OP.

Have built my own business platform since July last year and am days away from launching and outreaching to potential clients. Scared as hell, but it is what it is.
Close family member has been given months to live and they won't talk to me because either they're scared what I'll think of them or they are scared of how they'll cope talking to me about this. I'm burying my feelings and keeping them pent up which I know isn't healthy.
Have big plans for life-changing stuff in a positive way over next few months, not sure yet how things will go because have failed a lot in life with other big plans but we'll see.

There's a lot of bad shit that we experience in life /pw/ bros. Ain't no sugarcoating it. Life is pretty shit sometimes and it sucks.
At the end of the day there's a lot of stuff outside our control we cannot change. But there's some things we can do. In all the horrible stuff that goes on in our lives we have to cope somehow and give negatives a rest, and at least try our best to appreciate the good. Even darkness must pass.

Hope you OP and other anons are OK.

>>18782784
This image board has so much heart. Let's all make a point to make it into a better and healthier life for ourselves. Good luck with your business, that's a huge leap of faith and shows a lot of courage and resolve. Go get em.

>>18782915
Based wholesome anon.

Thank you man. I appreciate your kind words. I hope whatever you've got going on you are doing good.

>>18782784
>>18782915
>>18782936
I come from smaller imageboards, and they were never so negative. Even other boards on 4chan aren't this negative. I just don't get why we can't be nice to each other. Being mean on imageboards is a tourist attitude.

>>18780097 (OP)
Bout to be homeless

>>18781004
Thanks me too and to you too

I live a life with no accomplishments or memories, only regrets.

I sincerely hope all of you are able to deal with your problems, just remember what the hulkster said brothers it dont help to hide. you gotta bodyslam all that bullshit like it was andre the giant at the pontiac silverdome in front of 93,000 screamin hulkamaniacs brother. In the Hulkster's last interview he said "you gotta make your own moves, don't wait for anybody else." and that shits true too brothers.

>>18780097 (OP)
I'm working the office into letting me go on a permanent excursion to my original territory, I hate it here but the money is good

My friend tried to kill himself last month. Some dog walker cut him down. He eventually woke up, caught pneumonia and had to be put back to sleep. Apparently he's doing better now but they're yet to do any tests on his brain and shit. 5 days before he did it I remember having an interaction with him where I thought "Damn, I need to step in or get the band together to save this dude because bad times are coming" I didn't bother and now we're here. The thing that's getting me down the most is how angry everyone is. A few of us met up on Saturday and only myself and one other dude wanted to go see him. The rest said they were fuming with him and he wasn't welcome around their houses ever again. Your friend tries to end his life and that's your reaction? I understand the anger but man I'd give anything just to have a laugh with him again. Maybe we're at different stages but I left that gathering on Saturday resenting all but one. Their lack of compassion put me in a shitty mood.

I also met this girl a while ago that travels around a lot for work. She's great and I started to feel things for someone for the first time in 5 years, but we're from two different worlds. She earns in a week what I earn in a month. I feel beneath her and I don't know what to do. I'd like to think it could work, but how could it when she could jump on a plane to anywhere she wanted tomorrow, while it would probably take me a month just to afford a flight. Shit sucks. Other than those I'm ok though I guess. I just keep soldering on and fighting the guy inside who just tells me to forget it all and smoke and drink the blues away.

>>18780097 (OP)
I'm not holding up anon, anon.

>>18780097 (OP)
With my hands and arms anon.

>>18780535
Kek what a soft and huggable player

>>18780535
LEMME CUDDLE TO YA

>>18780097 (OP)
Had a big project and decided to get drunk during it. Not the best decision obviously. Woke up today worried because I blacked out. Turns out i was super charming and my boss is giving me a promotion. I seriously need to stop drinking but wtf?!?!

>>18783627
Kek that happened to me once too. Showed up late and hungover the day I got promoted

>>18780097 (OP)
I wish I was dead

>>18780097 (OP)
getting by
job i have is ok and pays good
I wish modern wrestling wasn't so fuckin shit
But I got weed and booze and I'm grateful i don't live near any Nogs
so could be worse

Coming up on 9 months of sobriety in a couple of weeks, it's the longest amount of time I've had being sober in years, but, mentally, I'm not doing so great. I don't have the urge to drink/use or anything like that but I'm feeling like I'm stuck in this cycle of impending doom and existential dread. I'm usually pretty good at "putting on a happy face" when I'm at meetings or in a social setting but when I go to bed at night, I'm usually kind of miserable. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful to be sober and I'm working a pretty strong program but going through the motions have been catching up with me lately. Anyway, I don't intend on picking up a drink (anytime soon, anyway) but part of me just wants to escape this endless cycle without risking the possibility of justifying messing up my sobriety.

>>18785032
Congrats man. 9 months is a crazy long time. You're clearly very resilient and capable at managing shit. You'll be alright. You know what you're doing and you'll figure things out.

At this point in my life I cycle between feeling indestructible and feeling anxious and afraid of everything. I have so much to be thankful for. I have a good woman who loves me, my family is doing well, I have a good career. I've fulfilled my role as a man. Why do I still feel like a scared little boy sometimes?

>>18780097 (OP)
Brock being Cena's endboss is pretty legit.
This means Cena is jobbing, right?

>>18782915
Us /peewees/ have been known to break kayfabe in these sorts of threads in the past. As funny as it sounds I would say that most of us are just working when we’re mean to each other, just like normal bantz and shit. We show our true colors in threads such as this

>>18782988
I hope you’re able to stablize somehow soon. Maybe look into hostiles or shelters temporarily

this isnt wrestling related

>>18785348
Its not just me.
That shits easier alone

>>18785557
Ok so how u know?

>>18780097 (OP)
Got fired from my job cause I told a girl who I've been friends with and talking to for year, that I liked her. They told me I was harassing her and she felt I was stalking her.

Thing is I'm delusional and think she still likes me cause she has BPD

>>18780097 (OP)
I don't even know why I don't kill myself anymore I don't enjoy anything and life just feels like an obligation

>>18786433
AD-VENTCHA SEEKA...
ON AN EMPTY STREET.
JUST AN ALLEY CREEPA...
LIGHT ON HIS FEET.

YOUR FIRE IS BURNIN' - BUT THERE'S NO TIME FOR DOUBT.
WITH A PAIN AND ANGAAAAHH...
CAN'T SEE A WAY OUT.

>>18780097 (OP)
Why are so many of you alcoholics, holy shit

Mmmmm I'm not feeling very badass

>>18786554
Easy and legal way to ignore how shit life is

>>18786554
Look at the threads and posts. Most of them are mentally ill. Same on /pol/.

>>18786492
Welllll it ain't much im asking