Thread 19213139

I miss my old life. I took it for granted.

>>19213139 (OP)
lol. same.

>>19213171
Nice pits. Post more

>>19213139 (OP)
same. ssris are evil and gave me brain damage. fuck doctors and big pharma. i wish i never lived past 30. i wish i could go to sleep and never wake up again. crazy to think that my life was happy and full of optimism at one point. i wish i was dead every single morning when i wake up.

>>19213139 (OP)
nah.
while i vaguely remember being happy in high school days even than it was clear to me that my life would end up this way

>>19215147
that part

>>19215147
So like Prozac? What does that shit even do?

>>19213139 (OP)
Same. I'm thinking of going overseas for a few weeks to get my spark for life back.

>>19215249
Let me guess, Thailand?

>>19213139 (OP)
Am I the only one on this board who actually has a decent enough life and don't want to kill myself? Life is beautiful right now why can't you guys just go on a walk outside for an hour or something? You'll feel much better

>>19215269
how would I be able to get my daily quote of 1970s wrestling matches in if I went outside to walk for an hour

>>19215274
Just pretend to be Bruiser Brody and bring a chain to swing around at randos

>>19213139 (OP)
I feel you. I moved overseas, it's best for my wife and child. At times it sucks for me and recently find myself missing some of the things back home. Definitely took some things for granted.

>>19215395
To clarify, I didn't move away from my family. Moved with them to my wife's country.

>>19215269
>go outside
>its perpetually raining
>architecture is commiblocks and graffiti
>50%+ is some sort of foreigner yelling at 5000 decibel in their primitive language
the outside is WHY i want to kys myself

>>19215269
I walk all the time how tf is that supposed to magically make you not depressed and suicidal

>>19215433
Jeez, you live in Vancouver?

>>19215440
nehterlands. but it could be any western country really

>>19215461
Let me guess. You’re white and single?

>>19215461
Fair point Dutch bro.
I'm a fucking leaf who moved to Japan.
It's weird, even when it's raining here it's much brighter outside. Way less gray and depressing than Canada.
Hope your day gets better. Any plans for the day?

>>19213139 (OP)
So true, brother, you're the only one making sense on this board.

>>19215269
nah, I was going through some tough times for awhile myself, but things have been on the upswing lately. it truly does get better if you put in the effort to make it better

>>19215147
i can tell you watch wwe KEK

>>19215147
How long were you on them? and which one? I tried two different ones this year, each one time on the lowest dosage and fucking hated how they made me feel.

I'm 47, got ehlers danlos and everything hurts. I miss being a young teen and just being able to enjoy stuff.

I went to the dentist today and I could tell the dentist was impressed with how tough I am

>>19213139 (OP)
Sad

>>19215175
Celexa but prozac is an ssri awful. They do a whole host of awful things and they should not even be legal but regulations surrounding them are extremely corrupt and everything bad about them is hidden from doctors and patients.

they made me gain 100lbs and destroyed my brain, been off them 14 months after tapering off the correct way, still want to kill myself which a doctor and therapist would then blame on me and my depression, not the drugs. they did not help me at all. just caused chaos and erased my life.

>>19215269
Nah, I'm pretty happy too. Life ain't perfect but I'm sincerely grateful for all that I've got.
Half this board's problem is that it's full of miserable fucks. That's why they go out of their way to shit on everything that isn't perfect. They aren't happy so others aren't allowed to be happy either.
Incidentally, when you are happy you tend to want to share the happiness.

>>19216920
>be depressed
>doctor puts me on Prozac
>still depressed AND my dick stopped working
Thanks doc