Thread 81463605

>be me
>go about my day
>suddenly, get *sexually violated* by a random stranger
>it doesn't go the full way, but it's really bad (I don't want to describe in detail)
>feel horrible about myself
>absolutely traumatized
>continue to go about my day again, unsure how to react
>do I call the police? which of my friends can I even tell about this?
>suddenly, wake up
>it was a dream
>what the fuck, brain???
>still feel horrible, violated, and absolutely disgusted
>now I can't even tell anyone without seeming really really weird
>any traumadumping I could have is immediately invalidated by the fact it's my *own fucking dream*
>what the fuck do I do now?

I logged into 4chan for the first time in like a year today, because while there's no way people here are gonna be nice and supportive, at least I can share this without giving a shit about the other person's response.

The last dream I can remember was sucking my own dick, I remember thinking that it's true how it feels more like sucking a dick than having your dick sucked

>>81463605 (OP)
You're gonna have to go into detail if you expect any sort of REAL understanding or sympathy.

>>81463652
I'd rather not relive that experience. Also the post isn't really about sympathy, and more just having a place to vent, knowing there are other people reading it. This way I can also minimize the chance there's somebody getting off to this.

>>81463605 (OP)
Let's just recreate the situation and then it will be real and you can cry about it to your friends

>>81463605 (OP)
>Women in a nutshell. (The retarded victim type)

>>81463775
That's the fun part, I'm a guy, so nobody would take me getting raped seriously anyways :)

>>81463849
I think you were a woman in your last life and you were fat.

>>81463705
>minimize the chance there's somebody getting off to this
Yep, this is an actual biological woman. I was wondering if you were just a fag by the way you've written (there's literally research about the differences on masculine and feminine writing styles) but that last sentence really confirmed it

>>81463849
Cope bitch, you either have a vagina or you're extremely homosexual. But no, you're not a guy (a gay maybe)

>>81463960
Fuck you mean you can tell my genitalia from my writing style? I'm a guy, he was a guy, I'm not gay, that's why it was so disturbing to me. I think you're under the impression I'm a girl because the only guys you've talked to are incels.

>>81463605 (OP)
>logged in
Shut the fuck up you stupid whore.

>>81463705
>I'd rather not relive that experience
Then what was the point of making a thread about it? Are you retarded?

>heh this thing happened to me
>I'm not going to say what happened because i don't want to feel bad
>anyway this thread is about the thing that happened to me and how it made me feel

>>81464066
>Then what was the point of making a thread about it? Are you retarded?

>women
>being coherent and reasonable
You can only have one at a time.

>>81464054
I wrote the whole post beforehand in a different text editor. Like I said, I haven't used 4chan in a year, and I forgot how everything worked. These responses are making me remember why I left.

>>81464126
Rather it's not easy to be coherent and reasonable after going through that crap. Thanks though. Honestly, I don't even know what I came here for. I just wanted to share some of my experience somehow.

>>81463605 (OP)
i had a dream last night that i met two brown girls in like a football stadium or something and brought them home with me
but then it turned out to be a scam and one of them tried to help some old dude tried to break in and rob me so i pulled a gun on him and restrained him and made him watch me rape the girl who was working with him
so if this was you then you deserved it and im not sorry

Keep observing how you feel through the week.

just some chaos

>>81464252
Not me, I'm a guy, and I haven't robbed very many people yet. Thanks for the consideration though, and I agree she deserved it.

>>81463605 (OP)
jesus fucking christ why did we give you infants the right to vote? no wonder the world is going to shit

Oh hey, that was me, I'm the deranged evil ass demon dream raper, I rape people, particularly young women like yourself in their dreams.

Next time you see me, use code SL33P-S3X for 33% off your next dream rape!

>>81463605 (OP)
Go go police immediately and try to get a DNA test so he can be caught and won't do this to more people and kids