Thread 81472462

Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual support

Hello evry1 :]
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

Here's a bunch of helpful links

> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/e678a1e6375e512f483a04e8291c9183

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

>>81472462 (OP)
Nigger faggot lol
Nigger faggot lol
Nigger faggot lol
Frogs are better than this faggy shota

hey everyone hope your all well

>>81472462 (OP)
heya cat how are you?

>>81472476
>Frogs are better

>>81472476
No one invites you to any parties.

>>81472511
hey ali ^^
I'm well, I just got back from a bikeride and will take a shower and will watch some more of welcome to nhk

>>81472511
oh oh and how was your day?? :]

>>81472520
Based and femboy lecture pill.

>>81472534
>got back from a bikeride and will take a shower
hope it was a nice and cool bikeride and have a nice shower ^^.
>will watch some more of welcome to nhk
nice hope it's good!

>>81472546
it was okay, I've basically just been practicing Roblox so I'm not as bad lol.

>>81472703
>hope it was a nice and cool
yep :D
and the weather was nice
>have a nice shower ^^.
thx it was nice and later I played some half sword
>hope it's good!
yep I like it a lot so far
I found it for free so decided to watch it
>basically just been practicing Roblox so I'm not as bad lol.
practicing roblox?
which game?
hope you're having fun

>>81472462 (OP)
>Hello evry1
Hiiii cat :D
how are you today?

>>81472534
>will watch some more of welcome to nhk
I've never heard of it before, how do you like it? whats it about? :p

>>81472551
Hiii gator!! ^^
How are you?
>>81472703
>basically just been practicing Roblox so I'm not as bad lol.
are you having fun? also practicing what? :p

Hiii everyone, just woke up from an unplanned 1 hour sleep after I got home TwT, it was good though. How's every1 doing today?

also made a typo above TwT
(>>81472551 was supposed to be >>81472511)

>>81473237
Hey meowster :3

here's my reply to your yesterday message
>can take a pic of him in there sometime if you'd like to see
yes please :D
>stuck-up nintendo are about their copyright stuff TwT
they really are
not long ago they demanded the gmod guys delete all nintendo related stuff form their workshop and they had to do it everything though it took a tooon of work
>don't eat a variety of food
me too but I'm guessing yours might be a bit more limited
>found friends now though :D
aw I'm very glad to hear this
>I'd love to try them, you'd have to show me how to install it or link something though
No problemo! it's easy!
how to install:
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=4Nk2jHZ7Hc0&pp=0gcJCdgAo7VqN5tD

Also instal "Source SDK Base 2013 Singleplayer" it's on the tools section of your steam library,
Then right click on it, go into "Properties", then "Betas" and set it to the "upcoming" beta and turn steam off an on

And here's are a few good map labs mods:
https://www.moddb.com/mods/map-labs/downloads/map-lab-4-think-tank
https://www.moddb.com/mods/map-labs/downloads/map-lab-9-back-on-track
and this it's not map labs but it's similar, what it is is a tower where every floor is a new level:
https://www.moddb.com/mods/twhl-tower-source/downloads/twhl-tower-source-version-110-full-release

>>81473237
Oh and dw if you don't feel like installing and doing all that stuff today
it's okay to take ur tiem
>how are you today?
So today was a pretty good day, I got shoes I ordered and I like them, and later I went on a bikeride and it was very nice
>just woke up from an unplanned 1 hour sleep after I got home
sounds like you needed it
it's good to take a little nap sometimes

>>81473397
>Hey meowster :3
Hiii cat!! :D

>not long ago they demanded the gmod guys delete all nintendo related stuff
oh damn, they truly are annoying in that aspect. I understand that third party stuff can be defiling or spread the wrong message but it's literally just free advertisement and engagement from the community.
>me too but I'm guessing yours might be a bit more limited
yeahhh probably -w- I eat everything super plain, no sauces or many different ingredients

>No problemo! it's easy!
thanks for the links :D
I'll install it tomorrow then
>And here's are a few good map labs mods:
sounds good I'll check them out

>today was a pretty good day
always great to hear ^^
>I got shoes I ordered and I like them
ooooooo I would love to see :3
>later I went on a bikeride
that sounds relaxing, especially now in the summer with nature blooming
>sounds like you needed it
yeah lol I think I did, I went to sleep pretty late last night so didn't get a lot

>>81473061
>and the weather was nice
that's perfect then, hope it's stays that way for you.
>later I played some half sword
nice I hope your still having plenty of fun with it.
>found it for free so decided to watch it
oh that's great you did, free is the best price hehe.
>which game?
it's one of the parkour, platforming games.
>hope you're having fun
thanks I am.

>>81473237
>Hiii gator!! ^^
heya meowster!!!
>How are you?
I'm okay, my friends busy with something but it's all good hehe. how are you?
>are you having fun? also practicing what? :p
I am having fun. and just obbies and stuff.
>unplanned 1 hour sleep after I got home
well hope it was a nice and relaxing one at least.

>>81473498
>just free advertisement and engagement from
yep unfortunately they don't see it that way :<
>no sauces or many different ingredients
hope you don't have any witamin deficiencies
>install it tomorrow then
if you ran into any issues I'm almost ready to help
>ooooooo I would love to see :3
they're called Vans Knu Skool
>sounds relaxing,
it is, and sometimes it's a little tiring hehe especially if I wanna go far
What did u do today??
other than napping
oh also forgot to reply to this
>never heard of it before, how do you like it? whats it about? :p
so far I'm enjoying it, it's about a neet hiki guy
I found a place to watch it for free I can share if you wanna

>>81473537
>perfect then, hope it's stays that way for you.
well see but it seems like it ^^
but it's not all great, I gotta go to the dentist tomorrow
>hope your still having plenty of fun with it.
yep
>one of the parkour, platforming games.
what's it's name? maybe I'd like to check it out :>
>free is the best price
fully agree >:3
>thanks I am.
that's great
are you gonna play with friend today too?

>>81473830
>I'm almost ready to
always*

>>81473830
>gotta go to the dentist tomorrow
best of luck then. hope it's nothing serious. I need to go myself, I still have that one that needs pulled.
>what's it's name?
it's called eternal towers of hell.
>maybe I'd like to check it out :>
if you do have fun, it's very, very hard.
>fully agree >:3
you sound like a real pirate hehe.
>are you gonna play with friend today too?
I did for a sec but he got busy hehe.

>>81474133
>hope it's nothing serious. I need to go myself,
thank you
it's shouldn't be anything bad
>I still have that one that needs pulled.
youch when are you going to get that done?
I technically have two to be pulled, mt top wisdom teeth, I should set up an appointment for that desu
>called eternal towers of hell.
ty! I'll check it out, but probably tomorrow
>sound like a real pirate hehe.
yarr harr !!
>did for a sec but he got busy hehe.
that's okay, you can play together every day, everyone needs brakes

>>81474231
>it's shouldn't be anything bad
that's very good then <3.
>when are you going to get that done?
I don't know sadly, was supposed to be May 11th but that was mother's day so didn't happen.
>mt top wisdom teeth
oh they don't seem fun to be pulled.
>set up an appointment for that desu
yea maybe, could be good to get it done with.
>I'll check it out, but probably tomorrow
okay if you want to of course, it is pretty cool.
>yarr harr !!
Ooo you're the best pirate since, Blackbeard!
>you can play together every day, everyone needs brakes
yea we probably both needed a small break from gaming anyways.

>>81474507
>that's very good then <3.
yep but it's still annoying I gotta get it done
but fot a while now I've been taking good care of my teeth so after that is done I'm never going to have to go to the dentist again :D
i hope
>that was mother's day so didn't happen.
ooh
I wonder what it'll happen then
>don't seem fun to be pulled
idk well see
I got my bottom ones removed and honestly that was kinda fun
>the best pirate since, Blackbeard!
Blacktail nyarr >:3
>probably both needed a small break from gaming anyways.
yep, so you don't burn yourselfs out
btw how we ur sleep last night? was it nice again?

im relapsing into my sh and ed i dont even know if i want to get better anymore

i know this isnt an ed thrrad but like im eating like such a pig i keep binging, i need to starve myself now im so gross

>>81474709
Hey anon
>relapsing into my sh and ed
did something bad happen?
>dont even know if i want to get better anymore
same lol same

>>81474726
>know this isnt an ed thrrad
don't worry, ur welcome here ^^
>need to starve myself now im so gross
that's not a very good strategy, because when you'll start eating again the way you usually do you'll likely gain all that weight back
I won't pretend to know a single thing about this but you probably should permanently eat some lower calorie diet and if you can't maybe you have an addiction of some kind and you probably need some professional help
what's your bmi anyway? are you even actually unhealthy?
maybe you just have a warped body image issue

>>81474569
>but it's still annoying I gotta get it done
dentist stuff is always super annoying.
>I've been taking good care of my teeth
that's very good then! it's too easy to just neglect them.
>never going to have to go to the dentist again :D
yay hehe hopefully you never need to yea.
>wonder what it'll happen then
my parents definitely forgot so I should remind them lol.
>bottom ones removed and honestly that was kinda fun
oh that's good that it was hehe, I guess it seems like it could be satisfying it some way.
>Blacktail nyarr >:3
that's a perfect name for such a vicious kitty!
>btw how we ur sleep last night?
it was alright, not great but not bad. how about you?

>>81474709
relapsing is never fun. does always make you feel like your just back at square one and made no progress. kinda the worst part about addiction just a awful feeling overall.

>>81474889
>stuff is always super annoying.
but it's also important
Imagine losing your all teeth
>easy to just neglect them.
oh I know it all too well, well at least it never got too terrible
I as while having to get three root canals in the past
>forgot so I should remind them lol.
oh yeah definitely should
>guess it seems like it could be satisfying it some way.
it's a new experience at least
>was alright, not great but not bad. how about you?
it went quite well, you just reminded me, I had a dream !!
it was very simple, unusually simple for me, I was in a room with a nice cat and I was petting it and it was meowing and stretching and doing cute cat things :]

Talking about sleep
I think I'll go eep now
goodnight!

>>81475247
>Imagine losing your all teeth
true that would be awful :/. I do think I heard of something where there trying to make it so you can basically regrow your teeth but it's been a while.
>while having to get three root canals in the past
well at least it was only 3 for you <3 would suck to get depressed and lose a lot of teeth cause of it :/
>yeah definitely should
yea I will, and thanks.
>with a nice cat and I was petting it and it was meowing and stretching and doing cute cat things :]
omg that sounds like a amazing dream I don't think there could be a better dream than that, sounds super nice just petting the cat. do you remember what the cat looked like?
>goodnight!
goodnight and sweet dreams!!!

>>81475582
now sleepin yet :3
>depressed and lose a lot of teeth cause of it :/
yep :/
well at least I have not lost any teeth, yet (besides wisdom ones ofc)
>what the cat looked like?
I remember it being black but like if you moved the fur it had brown fur underneath
it kinda looked like when dye their hair but then it grows out and their natural hair color sticks out on their roots

>>81475653
>have not lost any teeth, yet
that's good you haven't and hope you never will <3
>black but like if you moved the fur it had brown fur underneath
Ooo that sounds really nice and cute. I imagine it was a super adorable cat.

>>81474821
im 23.3 bmi. thats so disgusting i should have been at my goal weight by now. i really want to reach 14.5 bmi which is delusional of me but its the only thing i want. TwT
>>81474889
i only babycut so its not horrible .. but the binge eating is getting me. i hate it so much

>>81476453
any cut is bad. And binge eating is very easy to do :/.