>>81478664 (OP)
because a girlfriend would mean I made it, it would prove I am not going to spend my life as a social outcast
people literally hate you if you are not normal like them, it affects every aspect of your life, let's face it. you hate us, when you hear we have never had a gf that taints your view of us, you don't want to be friends, even if we work together and it is strictly business, we won't be part of your little office clique, you will grant your friend a promotion over us and constantly downplay our performance to your superiors, sometimes if we are a customer you will refuse to do your job properly, or you will go "ugh" and refer to us as "that" and subtle ways to remind everyone you hate us
this is like 90% of interactions for us, dead eyed normies acting like you're a stinking piece of shit they want to throw out
getting a gf seems so easy to many, you see fat slobs who live in trailers getting a gf, yet it is so elusive, everyone instantly hates us, a gf to us is not an "entitlement" as reddit feminists will lie and claim, it is sign that we have finally managed to fit in, that we are accepted, that someone loves us, someone realizes we are not bad people and everyone else was wrong about us, if we found someone like this we would love them back, most relationships are formed around sex and petty bullshit, of course we are human so we like sex, but we are acclimatized to porn and we could hire an escort any time, it is not about that fundamentally
