im going crazy keeping my desires inside but i dont have a boyfriend or even a crush i dont rly have any friends to tell me i look cool or cute the few times a month when i actually go out or post pictures or anything and so i just think am i disgusting i dunno nobody has ever been up front to me about these things and i dont want to appease the worst men on earth for a little self esteem but idk how much longer i have to wait i hate being alone i hate daydreaming and fantasizing i wanna to fall in love and hand over my mind body and soul

its hard not to be a woman hater sometimes i cant be a woman hater as a woman i have to stay supportive but some of u guys give the rest of us a bad name

but at the same time, i understand why it would seem easier or i get why people do it just because they can. as a woman all you really have to fall back on is your sexuality
but to me its so much more intimate than that so its hard not to seethe

seething because its wrong and because i wish that were me at the same time

i am in my prime and i have nobody to adore me

anyway, its all cool

>>81479894 (OP)
hi, do you really want someone to adore you or are you just blogging?

>>81479894 (OP)
Most of the board experiences this from the male perspective, but unlike you, most of us will never find someone.
I don't say that to lessen what you're saying, I just want you to know that you're not alone, and that I truly believe this state of being will only be temporary for you.

>>81479894 (OP)
Every time I fall for someone who talks like you, I get my heart torn out because you don't trust it and are always looking for signs of betrayal.

>>81479894 (OP)
How do you have no friends, as a woman? You
have to be impressively annoying

>>81479902
i do. more than anything

>>81479908 :( um thanks . but i dont think anyone should doom themselves to that
u can never say who you might end up meeting where or when or how

>>81479913
sorry
maybe if men were less evil .. just an idea

>>81479917
i kinda am maybe i dunno. i like to think im cool and eccentric and authentic but maybe im just talkative and care too much about everything
also i dropped out and unemployed due to untreated personality disorders so i really have 0 connections


maybe ill just go full Lesbo mode this summer

>>81479960
You don't see your own evilness in that behavior?

>>81479960
I mean people here in this thread are offering to give (you) attention, but you won't accept it. that's how these threads always go

>>81479960
>u can never say who you might end up meeting where or when or how
I am a NEET shut-in, it's over for me, I'm cooked as the kids say.

>>81479979
These women can't help, sometimes they don't even bother to reply to anyone, consider us lucky because OP replied today.

>>81479960
>i have untreated personality disorders
and there it is. welp, thread's over boys, time to pack it up and move on to the next one

>>81479960
>i do more than anything
okay then email me and let's see if you really mean that throwawayfor9k@proton.me

>>81479973
umm. well even if i get my shit 2gether enuf to get out more its not gonna change the way i think and how hard i am to be around apparently

>>81479979
i know i appreciate it i take what i can get but its all very surface level u know but i am afraid Deathly to be seen/known

>>81479981
thats your choice my friend. start today

>>81480008
?

>>81480014
boooooooo

>>81479960
>i kinda am maybe i dunno. i like to think im cool and eccentric and authentic but maybe im just talkative and care too much about everything
None of that's a death sentence as a foid, people will give you so much leeway. Just talk to people nigga. Guys will be nice because they want to fuck you, but you can easily make actual friends with girls

>>81480087
I never found any of the BPD girls I was around difficult to deal with and usually enjoyed their company a lot-- until they get triggered by things beyond my control and decide to implode things on their own. One even got angry at me over something that happened in a dream she had.

>>81480087
>i am afraid to be seen/known
then why do you even bother to make threads complaining that you're lonely in the first place?

>untreated personality disorders
oh never mind, it all makes sense now

>>81480107
im not that kind extreme i just get trust issues and cry but im never angry
in fact im worried this might be an issue because if i fall in love id probably just let them get away with anything

>>81480103
you would think so but girls my age are more judgemental than guys. i have mostly guy friends left at this point plus social media mutuals but eh

>>81480110
being lonely isnt exactly the main topic per se i mostly am talking about feeling an extreme lack of peer approval / acknowledgement of my being as a whole and how i dunno how to deal with it in an ethical way , without being slutty or without being something i am not

>>81480137
>i have mostly guy friends left at this point
Giant red flag. You're probably a pickme whore that deserves to be alone

>>81480155
yup, exactly. this cunt isn trying to complain she's alone or whatever while having 15 dudes in her dms trying to talk to her and god know how many irl dudes.... these girls aren't worth wasting energy on

>>81480137
>i don't know how to deal with it
no one cares. you're just another worthless foid posting here for (yous) and using us to boost your ego. fuck off back to wherever you came from

>>81480155
>>81480175
literally no i never talk to anyone except my instagram story

everyone is either working or still in school so i never see them

>>81480214
WHY ARE U ALL TURNING ON ME

>>81479894 (OP)
What are you doing to get a bf?
What stuff do you do on a daily basis?

>>81480288
I can't see any reason a girl would only have male friends, that doesn't say something terrible about her character. You have evil vibes I don't trust you

Aww that's sweet, it won't be long before you give it up to Brad at a party and then you can be a slut like everyone else.
"low self-esteem" girls are always the biggest sluts.
Oh, and you have to be 18+ to post here.

>>81480294
nothing i suck
i kinda think everyone is missing the point

>>81480331
i have like 5 friends 4 of them are male i talk to them every week or two maybe 2 of them i have never met 2 of them live far away 1 of them i havent seen since november 2023. does that make u happy

>>81480367
I Revoke This i didnt get all ths religious guilt for nothing No Way

>>81480392
I was 9 years old when I last had friend, I don't think you could comprehend the low value male experience.
Anyway I don't like or trust girls like you and I never will

>>81480392
>i kinda think everyone is missing the point

Then you need to explain it.
How old are you btw?

>>81480288
you're to complain that you don't have any female friends on a board that is known for being full of lonely males. do you not see the issues there? go post on crystal cafe or whatever. this place isn't for you. go away, slut

>>81480501
when was i complaining about female friends i just said that they r meaner usually and i dont have a lot of them but i dont rly care
i would like friends / partner / etc . any type of positive reinforcement

>>81480448
my point was. basically how long do i keep waiting or do i keep waiting
or do i just become another mindless zoomer that ppl complain about

other girls are fine with it but i would find it hard to let myself

Actually i guess that right there is my answer

>>81480594
>i would like friends partner etc
and you come to post that in a place full of lonely men, rejecting their advances here (tee hee i don't want to be seen/known tee hee dont hit on.me silly boys!). so wtf do you want? you're being offered something by us but rejecting us while still complaining about it. fuck you

>>81479894 (OP)
go rope you fat tranny

>>81480594
>how long do i keep waiting or do i keep waiting
Why keep waiting?
Does no one come to you?

>>81480725
nobody is making advances on me or if they are theyre retarded efforts cause i do not feel welcomed here at all

>>81481886
shrug . it seems that way
siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh still worth it for my future husband slash wife
i just hate feeling like my youth is being / been wasted

Where r u from anonita
Im sure plenty of people on /soc/ would wanna hang out with you if you set up a time and date and theyre in the area