>>81484772 (OP)I had alot of things going for me growing up, have to be gratefull for the things I had.
Perhaps I wish I had a dad who was around more and took more an active interest in my life. Left me kinda aimless in life, needed more guidance. He took an active interest in my drawing skills when I was very young, after my parents divorced when I was 9, he kinda disappeared out of my life only to show up for a couple of hours once every one or two months.
Then again, I'm not all that certain if he could really contribute with much. We we're very different, similar in many ways, but different. Once estranged, it's hard to build up any relation again, especially a father/son relation.